Im giving a tour of my childhood backyard to Sarahzona. Everything is in crazy Willy Wonka proportions, and varying. Its as though I am hallucinating.
The order is a little mixed up, but Im pretty sure the next thing that happens is we are throwing our pets into the pool. First Jasper, my grandmothers Jack Russel Terrier, then her cat Button. Finally I get to my childhood dog, Tisha. When I throw her in, she sinks to the bottom. When she hits the bottom she disintegrates, and her fur fills the pool.
Im now in the shed in the corner of the yard. Sarah B. is with me, but for some reason I cant tell that she isnt Sarahzona. We are talking as though she is Sarahzona. I lean in to kiss her and close my eyes.
When I open them I am on the other side of the pool, kissing Sarahzona. I feel very guilty and start panicking, asking her if she knows what just happened. She seems very confused and assures me everything is alright before grabbing my hand and leading me into the house, which is now her house in Arizona (which Ive never been to)
We enter the front door and walk through a short entry hall. To the right is another short hall, with an entry into the living room on the left and a door into her bedroom on the right. Her room is very simple, with a double bed in the middle and a sliding mirror door closet, as well as a dresser along the wall. I start to look at trinkets on the dresser, and am still shaken by the events earlier.
Sarah reaches under her bed and pulls out what looks like a simplified Keytar. She tells me that shes just given two away to "the kids", and offers it to me to play with. I start to try to make it make noise, but each time I hit the same key it makes a different sound or no sound at all. The instrument was very simple, but also very neat looking. She leaves the room, and a strange man comes in immediately following her, telling me he is her "uncle", though I see no resemblance.
He shows me how to play the instrument, and then says something cryptic about understanding Sarah that I cant remember exactly. She returns to the room and we kiss very passionately. Additional Comments: My first thoughts on this dream were very confused, but writing it out (as always) brought clarity
to things.
A lot of the first part of this dream (while outside) was cold and bare. It seemed to represent a
deeper part of my past, as my grandmothers house often represents. Throwing the embodiement of my
childhood (pets) in the pool was a way of washing myself. Sarah B also represents a more recent part
of my younger self, as I was very attracted to her for a very limited amount of time, and then I
realised that I was in a different stage in life.
The transition to being my Sarah seems to symbolize a realization that these past fancies are going
away, and I am truely progressing into adulthood, leaving these things behind, but of course with
her assistance.
After she took me into her house (accepted me into her self), I began to try to figure out how to
work with her more fine tuned qualities, as complex as a new instrument that needs to be mastered.
For some reason I also have it in my head that meeting her family will help me to better understand
her, but have not been able to yet as they do actually live in Arizona.
A lot of levels here.
Also, that instrument was really cool looking. I will probably come back and draw an image of it later.
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