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loss of a new friend...

Date of dream: Thursday, March 01, 2012

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Lucid Intent? No    

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just a couple months ago i met this really kool girl, ill call her karo, she so easy to get along with, great tom boy personality, & a really hot body, my type in other words...petite! she also loved me alot the first day she met me, because apperantly i am so much like my friend aka the white version of me, he calls me the arab version of him too :p! so we got along great from the start, am not attracted to her at all, i am still obssesed with Ana every waking second of my life...


now around the same time i dreamt this, i was writing to resit exams on thurs & fri, (its still thurs morning, i havent written any) & then a formal on sat that i am organizing, so i am VERY busy & stressed!


in the dream, it starts off as me just finising my exam, & then geting a phone call that karo just died!! (weird since my friend the white me had a similiar thing happen to him just last week & that affected me alot). now that the exam is done, we where all getting ready to go somehwere, i had no clue where we where going & didnt bother asking or knowing coz i was in such a shock that shes dead! y & how, shes so halthy & vegeterian & plays yoga daily...i was way too upset at this shitty universe & how it took such a great person/friend from me so early!

as we are walking towards the bus, we see a teacher/3-4 year student/TA walking infront of us with a thong bikini! we all stare & get excited, and then my gaze wonders to another ass, the most perfectly firm & sexi white ass ive ever seen, then i realize it belongs to Ana!!! then im not too happy thats shes naked infront of the bus & every1 can see her too. as i approuch her i realize shes wearing a thong (thank god shes not tottaly naked) & shes just getting ready to put on a shirt without a bra like usual.

thats when i excused myself, or else i wouldve started crying infront of her, i went to smoke a bowl of mary jane, even though i promised myself i wont before this event, when i came back with blood shot red eyes, ana & May (close brown friend) start pointing it out & embaressing me, but it didnt embaress me, coz i knew i needed it...a while later were in the bus, & i cant hold my tears back anymore, she notices & asks me if i am ok, i reply no, & before she gets a chance to say anything her phone vibrates & she runs to anser it like usual! i get so upset & dont even bother talking to her since i still love her & she has no clue...

eventually we get there, instead of being at a formal, were at a godfrey like nudist reserve! (now it makes sense y every1 was in bikinis & naked!) then we go & meet all the families & ppl there, i leave everybody behind coz i was so upset & go to the ground floor & leave them all int he basement, then i notice there is a ledge i can climb, so i do, then i see a window, i open it & walk outside to a balcony, with a small kids play box. i sit in it & smoke a jay, do a few pull-ups, take some time to think, as i am going back in through the same window & ledge, i realize there was an entrance/exit to this balcony that i just havent noticed coz i havent explored the house fully yet. so as i climb back in i fall, & make a commosion.

then they decide that i need to be kicked out coz once a trouble maker always a trouble maker. so eventually after begging & explianing myself, i fukin leave every1 behind & go on my own way...

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Loss
  • Failure
  • Mortality
  • Drug Use
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Geographical
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • School
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Colleague
  • Familiar
  • Friend
  • Significant Other
  • Teacher
  • Emotions
  • Anger
  • Sadness
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Anxiety
  • Embarrassed
  • Confusion
  • Helpless
  • Shock
  • Abandoned
  • Numb
  • Lonely
  • Emotionless
  • Activities
  • Physical
  • Thinking
  • Raided by SWAT & FBI

    Date of dream: Sunday, June 14, 2009

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

    This dream has been viewed 271 times.

    (I just sent an email to Rhonda (my ex) explaining y I hate certain groups of people & that am NOT a racist coz I have a solid reason behind my hate & its not to all of them..just 80% of them, & she replied she wants a tat of stars & a nipple piercing which made me mad)

    me & Andrew mcphail & kim maning & Kristen where hanging out in an old bum like apt, with alota small rooms & falling apart furniture, when out of nowhere our whole apt gets raided by cops, by swat & FBI & so on, & they only want me, they let every1 else go….now am in jail, without knowing y I am here, being interrogated, & without my lawyer, & everytime I ask wats the reason for my arrest, I get no reply, till I asked the opposite lawyer, he said after alota hesitation & not knowing what to say, “u get mad a lot & fast” & am like fuk ya I got bipolar disorder!!!..

    anyways I escape out of jail somehow & get back home, & find out that its either some1 close to me who lives in the apt with me that told or Andrews ex that hates him & wants to fuk all his friends over (which I never met btw & she doesn’t really exist)…so after weeks of peace…& hours of trying to heat up a pepperoni pizza & eat it but keep forgetting to…the cops raid the place again, this time I am ready for them.

    I use the people in the apt as shields, then I grab onto a cops gun & start shooting at the cops, I kill a lot of them, & then I start killing all the people around me that I suspect they told on me again…till only my closest friends (Andrew, kim & Kristen) stay around me including sargent Doakes from dexter!!!,

    Now all of a sudden were at the cop station trying to escape, but with stealth…& we pass a lot of security including a weird women standing with a green dress that’s apparently very high up in the cops…& we only see her legs this time & the previous time I was in jail, but this time she talks & Doakes talks back till we escape…

    (after I wake up I read on city news Toronto about an inmate escaping!)

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Action
  • Violence
  • Loss
  • Failure
  • Mortality
  • Authority
  • Aggression
  • Settings
  • Distorted
  • Indoors
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Rage
  • Worry
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Happiness
  • Ecstasy
  • Confusion
  • Helpless
  • Abandoned
  • Lonely
  • Activities
  • Fighting
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Thinking
  • Keywords
    swat
    green
    pepperoni
    fbi
    kill