Date of dream: Friday, December 14, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
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Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
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6 Months Pregnant
I lived in a house that was right next to a large forest, it was really nice. However, I had to move away for a while to see other family so I spent the night with my boyfriend Garry the night before. When I arrived at the new place, it was beautiful, it was a country side with a large river so I spent a lot of the time swimming in it as it was nice and clean and clear.
After a while staying there, I noticed that I was pregnant and I was about 6 months pregnant by the time I got back home. I met up with Garry and told him and he dumped me. He didn’t give me much of an explanation but I was truly heartbroken. I was trying to chase him in the forest to get a reason out of him but he was climbing trees and just blanking me. I tried to climb the trees but I couldn’t because of being pregnant.
The pregnancy was a horrible experience, it was really hard to walk around with such a heavy stomach and I constantly felt ill and was dying for Garry’s support but he really didn’t care at all. I tried to get him back but he was always up the tree ignoring me. I went back home and was crying to my mom saying that he dumped me because I was pregnant and that he wasn’t going to support me. I never felt so depressed.
Date of dream: Monday, November 26, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
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Accident
I was at my boyfriend’s flat with his parents. His Nan had recently died so the atmosphere was really sad and his dad was in bits because it was his mom. Their flat was pretty posh, it was like a hotel. Garry and his parents decided to play a game of squash at the local gym. I didn’t fancy it so I stayed at his place and chilled while waiting for them to come back. After a while, there was a knock on the door, when I opened it, there was a tall slim woman with long straight dark brown hair. She said that she had something to tell me. She came in and sat on the sofa. I sat down next to her and was a bit confused. ‘What do you need to tell me?’ I asked. ‘You better move your stuff so I can hold your hand’ she said gently. I knew then that something was really up. I started to panic. ‘What’s happened?’ I said, almost crying. ‘There’s been an accident’, she said. ‘Oh no’ I cried hysterically. I was so upset and so worried. ‘Your boyfriends and his parents had an accident, his parents are critically and they don’t know whether they will make it and your boyfriend is in hospital and will be having an operation today but he will be fine’. I was so upset and worried, I couldn’t handle it so when the woman went, I overdosed and slashed my wrists.
I woke in hospital and Garry was sitting next to me looking very normal. I didn’t think he had been in hospital and there was some mistake but he said he was and that he recovered quickly so he wasn’t in there for long. It was me stuck in hospital now and I was surrounded by people with oxygen masks. This reminded me of when I was on an oxygen mask on my last overdose. There was this old woman that kept standing by my bed and looking at me wearing an oxygen mask and carrying around the canister. It was so weird.
Out of the visiting times, the hospital allowed me to go outside and see my boyfriend. One of the days while my boyfriend was out, I told the hospital I was off to see my boyfriend and that I would be about half hour. Instead, I went to his flat and grabbed a blade that I found off the table. Suddenly, I heard the front door open and realised Garry was here. I quickly hid until he went in his bedroom and then snuck out the front door and then went back to hospital.
Additional Comments:
I did recently take an overdose and was on oxygen so I was probably reliving that. No accident has happened though.
Date of dream: Friday, August 17, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
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50 Shades of Grey
I started seeing this guy called Christian Grey who I met at my university. We started seeing each other quite often. We started to get really close and he finally let me come back to his place. I noticed that he lived in the same road as New Cross Hospital which I thought was useful as I was always in hospital. His house wasn’t very big but it was cosy. We were having lots of sex in his bedroom while the TV was playing in the background. I really started to develop strong feelings for this guy and he was starting to feel the same towards me but probably not as strong.
We started talking about love which he didn’t know much about. I told me him about the relationship with my boyfriend and how much I loved Garry and how much he loved me. I started to feel really guilty about Garry because I really did love him but I loved Christian Grey too and I couldn’t live without any of them, I was so confused.
Suddenly, there was a knock on his door and it was his ex girlfriend/submission Elena. She was very attractive and I didn’t like her very much and she didn’t really show much emotion towards me either. She wanted to talk to Christian privately so I went back into his bedroom. I noticed that he has a computer screen that shown the CCTV all around his house. I could see the room where Christian and Elena were.
I sat down and started watching them. I couldn’t hear what they were saying but I could tell that they were in deep discussion. I was curious as to what it was about. Suddenly, she leaned in to kiss him but he turned her around and kissed her on her neck. I remembered him telling me that he only lets me kiss him from the front. I started to feel angry that he kissed her neck and was annoyed that they were cuddling. I didn’t know how I was going to handle this jealously but knew I couldn’t keep him away from Elena, he loved her too, but not as much as me.
There was another knock on the door and it was a friend of mine so I decided to leave. Before I walked out, Christian came out the room and he didn’t want me to go. I could tell Elena did though. I told him I needed to think things through and I could see the pain in his face, he thought I was going to leave him. I left with my friend and walked down the street, it was a dark night.
Additional Comments:
I've been reading 50 Shades of Grey and 50 Shades Darker none stop for the last week.
