Lucid Intent? No
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I was at Garry’s house and there was a Skullfox gig. We decided to go as my dad was playing the keyboard for that band that night. However, Garry decided to bring his classmate Chris from university. I didn’t like Chris very much, we used to be best friends but then I stopped talking to him because he was being weird towards me and made things very awkward and now things were going to be even more awkward because it was going to be me, Garry and Chris walking miles to get to the club.
When we met up with him, we blanked each other and it was just silence for a distance then I decided to make a conversation with Garry. Chris then tried to make a conversation with Garry to make me left out and it was like a competition but I made the ultimate move by snogging Garry in front of him and telling him that I love him etc. That made him shut up for good.
In order to get to the club, we had to walk across this field and then up a really narrow path which was covered in nettles and because I was wearing a skirt, it was going to make it very difficult for me to walk through. Chris was way behind as he didn’t want to listen to me and Garry talk loving to each other. Garry just walked through the path as if it was nothing. I tried to get through the path but there was no way round the nettles.
‘Hahaha, Cheryl is scared of nettles’, Chris said laughing as he was sitting down on a bank on the grass.
‘So? I am sure you’re scared of something stupid are you not?’ I said.
‘Yeah, but nettles? Hahaha’, Chris said.
‘What is your problem exactly?’ I asked.
‘You owe me an apology’, he said.
‘I owe you no such thing you twat’, I shouted
Me and Chris then started arguing but I finished it off by saying, ‘Oh shut the f**k up you stupid bipolar c**t’ and then walked through the nettles.
Chris walked off the opposite direction so I was hoping that he was going back home. I was glad when it was just me and Garry again and then finally, we arrived at the club. It was packed and the band were getting themselves ready. I seen Tam but she wasn’t talking to me much, she didn’t seem interested that I was even there. I sat at the table with Garry and had a coke. I also bought a box of Smarties as I felt a little peckish.
As we were sat down just chilling, Chris walked past our table and sat at the one behind us. Great, so he was coming to the gig after all then. However, Garry and Chris didn’t speak all night. In the break during the gig, I decided to drink alcohol as I was getting bored of drinking coke and went into the little room of the club to hang out with everyone. When I was in there, Tam started talking to me and we managed to get into a conversation but when the band started, I went back to the table with Garry. I noticed Chris’s papers were on the table so I had to give them him.
When the night ended, I walked back with Garry and was very drunk. All of a sudden, I woke up and it was pitch black and noticed I was next to a bush and was outside. The thing that woken me was my phone vibrating and it was a classmate from university asking about the assignment that was due in soon. I looked at the time and it was 7 o’clock in the morning and I passed out in an alleyway. Feeling really scared, I was looking around everywhere for Garry but couldn’t find him anywhere.
I started walking down the road and phoned up Garry, the first time I phoned him, he put his phone down but then the second time he answered and he sounded really tired.
‘Garry, where the hell are you?’ I asked.
‘I’m at a mates’, he said.
‘What? Why are you there, why have you left me, I am all on my own here’, I said.
‘You went missing so I decided to go to a mates instead and we drank some whiskey and got really drunk’, he said.
‘Great and let me guess, you got that drunk you threw up yeah?’ I said.
‘Yeah I did, earlier on this morning.’ He said.
I was so annoyed and he said that he wasn’t going to meet me because he was too tired and wanted to go back to sleep so I was left in the streets on my own and had to go back to Garry’s house which was going to be weird. When I arrived, I explained to his parents and they said it was fine and I went straight to his room. Garry had a sister called Casey and she called me into her room. I went in there and sat on her bed while she was sitting in her chair. She then told me that Garry had dumped me but when I asked why she said it was because I was pigging out a lot lately. I didn’t see how that was the case as the only fattening thing I had eaten last night was a box of Smarties.
However, she made it sound so true about Garry dumping me and I actually believed her so I went back into Garry’s room and started crying as I was getting my things together. Casey started coming in and being all bitchy with me so we had a huge argument which then turned into a massive fight. We were hitting each other and then I grabbed Garry’s bamboo stick and started whacking her with it. After a while, I threw it at the back of his room and said that enough was enough and that we had to stop.
We both went into the kitchen and she sat down. Her parents asked if I wanted anything to eat in which I declined as I really wasn’t in the mood to eat but then Casey started making comments to which then I started kicking her. Her mom was sitting opposite on the table and she started having ago at me but that did not stop me from kicking Casey in her chair. I was so angry.
Chris, Garry’s dad told me to get all my things together and that he would walk with me to the train station so that I can go to university. I looked at the time and it was well past 10 and I was meant to be in uni soon. I was going to be really late. I grabbed all my things and put them in a huge bag and then left the house with Chris. As we were walking down to the train, I told him about Garry dumping me and he said that I could do so much better and get a better guy who is more upper class. I didn’t want another guy, I just wanted Garry.
When I arrived at the train station, I texted Kathy telling her that I was going to be late. She replied just saying ‘lol’. I then texted her to tell her that Garry had dumped me and then she replied saying ‘You can find someone who is more upper class. I can help you find someone else’. Why was people saying that?
After university, I went back home to my parent’s house and then later on that night, Garry come round to tell me that I wasn’t dumped and that it was Casey making it all up and that he wanted me round his house that night. My parents weren’t very happy with him and I was very pissed off with him because of this morning but I decided to stop round his house anyway.
That night, he was having a cleanout in his wardrobe and we weren’t getting on that great as we started having a huge argument over a coat hanger.
This has got to be all my insecurities in one dream. It was such a horrible dream, especially the part where I woke up and I was in an alleyway by a bush all on my own.