Date of dream: Friday, December 14, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
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Lucid Intent?
No
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6 Months Pregnant
I lived in a house that was right next to a large forest, it was really nice. However, I had to move away for a while to see other family so I spent the night with my boyfriend Garry the night before. When I arrived at the new place, it was beautiful, it was a country side with a large river so I spent a lot of the time swimming in it as it was nice and clean and clear.
After a while staying there, I noticed that I was pregnant and I was about 6 months pregnant by the time I got back home. I met up with Garry and told him and he dumped me. He didn’t give me much of an explanation but I was truly heartbroken. I was trying to chase him in the forest to get a reason out of him but he was climbing trees and just blanking me. I tried to climb the trees but I couldn’t because of being pregnant.
The pregnancy was a horrible experience, it was really hard to walk around with such a heavy stomach and I constantly felt ill and was dying for Garry’s support but he really didn’t care at all. I tried to get him back but he was always up the tree ignoring me. I went back home and was crying to my mom saying that he dumped me because I was pregnant and that he wasn’t going to support me. I never felt so depressed.
Date of dream: Wednesday, December 05, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
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At the Wake
We just come back from my boyfriend’s nans funeral and we were at the wake in the pub. I was sitting around his family and me and Garry were talking about our holiday next year for three weeks. The conversation then died and everyone went to their own conversation. Garry and his brother in law were talking about trips and Garry was telling him that he wants to go to Australia for a year. Barney said ‘but what about Chez?’ I didn’t hear the reply but I was so worried, I didn’t know what I would do without seeing him for a year. I was thinking when we got home; I would try talking him out of it.
Additional Comments:
Me and Garry are going abroad next year for 3 weeks
Date of dream: Monday, November 26, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
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Accident
I was at my boyfriend’s flat with his parents. His Nan had recently died so the atmosphere was really sad and his dad was in bits because it was his mom. Their flat was pretty posh, it was like a hotel. Garry and his parents decided to play a game of squash at the local gym. I didn’t fancy it so I stayed at his place and chilled while waiting for them to come back. After a while, there was a knock on the door, when I opened it, there was a tall slim woman with long straight dark brown hair. She said that she had something to tell me. She came in and sat on the sofa. I sat down next to her and was a bit confused. ‘What do you need to tell me?’ I asked. ‘You better move your stuff so I can hold your hand’ she said gently. I knew then that something was really up. I started to panic. ‘What’s happened?’ I said, almost crying. ‘There’s been an accident’, she said. ‘Oh no’ I cried hysterically. I was so upset and so worried. ‘Your boyfriends and his parents had an accident, his parents are critically and they don’t know whether they will make it and your boyfriend is in hospital and will be having an operation today but he will be fine’. I was so upset and worried, I couldn’t handle it so when the woman went, I overdosed and slashed my wrists.
I woke in hospital and Garry was sitting next to me looking very normal. I didn’t think he had been in hospital and there was some mistake but he said he was and that he recovered quickly so he wasn’t in there for long. It was me stuck in hospital now and I was surrounded by people with oxygen masks. This reminded me of when I was on an oxygen mask on my last overdose. There was this old woman that kept standing by my bed and looking at me wearing an oxygen mask and carrying around the canister. It was so weird.
Out of the visiting times, the hospital allowed me to go outside and see my boyfriend. One of the days while my boyfriend was out, I told the hospital I was off to see my boyfriend and that I would be about half hour. Instead, I went to his flat and grabbed a blade that I found off the table. Suddenly, I heard the front door open and realised Garry was here. I quickly hid until he went in his bedroom and then snuck out the front door and then went back to hospital.
Additional Comments:
I did recently take an overdose and was on oxygen so I was probably reliving that. No accident has happened though.
