Date of dream: Friday, May 10, 2013
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness: 
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
This dream has been viewed 44 times.
I had this dream whilst on vacation with two friends in Austria; in the dream, we had just gotten in from a night out with other friends, and we went into this house that we were apparently staying in, but I had never seen before IRL; in the dream it is exactly 11:00PM and pitch black outside. It was kind of split-level I suppose, mostly white on the inside with linoleum floors, and the stairs from the front door led directly downstairs into the living room area. The other two girls headed downstairs, and I was about to follow them when I heard a knock at the door; I turned around to unlock it, when the girls were telling me not to because it wasn't safe. I said, "but what if it's one of us [our friends] and they need to get inside?" and they said, "no, it's not, just don't answer it," so I shrugged and followed them downstairs. Almost immediately thereafter (we are in the kitchenette area now which is directly open to the living room), some figures rush by the open window in the kitchen and it suddenly shuts; the figures were blurry but like heads (an adult and two children I believe), with milky white complexion and no hair (I guess you could compare them to Voldemort in the Harry Potter movies for reference); they then appeared at the kitchen door (a glass door that opened to the outside); the door was closed, and the figures (now full bodies visible, in black flowy robe-type things) began knocking on the glass door and trying to speak to us, but it was muffled and they were also speaking in Dutch so we couldn't understand them; we were responding in what little Dutch we knew and some English saying that we didn't speak Dutch and couldn't understand what they were saying; as I turned around to walk away, the adult figure's hand reached through the glass (similarly to how a ghost's would) and grabbed me by the wrist; I tried to pull away but the grasp just became tighter and I started to panic and get really frightened as I frantically tried to run away but couldn't get out of its hand--then I woke up. I remember waking up absolutely terrified and looking frantically around the room, almost immediately realizing it had been a nightmare, and afraid as hell to go back to sleep because I didn't want it to pick up where it left off; I tried to calm myself down and finally got back to sleep a little while later, but don't remember the dreams following.
Date of dream: Thursday, May 02, 2013
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
This dream has been viewed 92 times.
So this guy I'm currently talking to...I don't need to write the story of my life here but basically from past dating experiences I am terrified about guys randomly losing interest and disappearing...so every time I email or otherwise message this guy and I don't get a response within a few hours I automatically start freaking out and thinking the worst and it drives me insane making me SO freaking anxious...so last night for hours before I went to bed I kept brooding over this and constantly checking my email like a freakazoid until I finally went to sleep...and ALL NIGHT LONG I literally dreamed that I kept checking my email and phone constantly for a response and never got one...it kept waking me up in the middle of the night but I still thought it was all real...so Idk where this part came in but I guess we finally got back in touch and everything was normal, and we met up and were talking in person and we were in the city sitting on this wall and talking, and all of a sudden he looks at me and just starts kissing me, and it was fricken amazing, I was so happy...
Then out of the blue, Idk where this came from but I was in the grocery store shopping for this diet I was going on, and specifically trying to find some form of salmon but it was all super expensive so I was running around the entire store trying to decide which one was the most affordable, and the guy was still with me trying to follow me and help me out but kind of laughing that I was putting so much effort into this--then another random change...
I all of a sudden ended up back at home (again, my old childhood home, which is 90% of the time the house that is in my dreams, Idk why), even though I am currently living abroad IRL--it was just me and my family now; IRL I have been waiting for a package from home for over a month now and it still hasn't arrived (>.<;;), so turns out it got returned to sender and it was on the front porch of the house, and it was a HUGE like seacrate sized cardboard box, and I was shocked, and because IRL yesterday my mom told me she had sent me a massive amount of chapstick, in the dream I was thinking, "wow, she wasn't kidding about how much chapstick she sent me..." xP So for whatever reason, I climbed on top of the box and started posing for pictures my sister was taking, then again in front of the box, and just kept thinking to myself how I never would have been able to fit the package into the house I am living in overseas anyway, or even have it delivered there, and it was good that it got returned because my mom got her massive amount of shipping costs refunded...then at some point after this my sister and I ended up in my childhood room (again, a recurring happening in my dreams), and we were playing with something I don't remember, but I think it involved a lot of little tiny green-colored balls or something, and we were also playing with it with the cat that currently IRL lives with me overseas, and thennnn I think the dream ended here...and then I woke up, initially confused on where I was, but after a few second looked around and realized that I was in my room IRL in my overseas residence...and just immediately went back to thinking about the email and was so pissed off that that kiss wasn't real... >.<""";;;;
Date of dream: Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Rating:
Lucid Intent?
No
This dream has been viewed 52 times.
Of course I have had a million note-worthy dreams since my last entry, but this one I needed to record immediately because it came out of nowhere and involves the same person who a great number of my dreams on here include (especially one uncannily telepathic one in a previous entry, which is noted in my journal). From what I can remember...
I don't really remember how exactly it started, but the main idea...I somehow ran into the aforementioned guy (if you are just tuning in to this entry and not previous ones, long story short [and this is IRL], I met him whilst traveling abroad and we developed a close relationship and he hung me out to dry in a very selfish way, as described in the precognitive dream entry), I don't remember where, but I think we were in London, but it was kind of dark and mystical and didn't look exactly as normal...we spent some time in his new apartment, and I was helping him move out all of his things because he was moving back home to the other side of the world. He was supposed to come visit me once before leaving but scheduled it on a day I would be absent, so instead I came to help him move even though I was still bitter; I think I just wanted to see him again before he left. VERY surprisingly...he was acting like a sweetheart again, totally unexpectedly. He took me in his arms and apologized for everything saying he made a mistake out of nervousness and really has been thinking about me the entire time and was ready to be together, etc. I was skeptical at first but at the same time overjoyed; we kissed and cried and he gave me some special key of significance, which I think was to the train we were packing his things into...it was an honor that he put me in charge of making sure the move went smoothly, and he actually wanted me to come with him on his journey back home. It was a long train ride and we decided to sleep in the baggage car (which was actually quite roomy and comfortable with a carpet and everything), and started to hook up when the train driver came in and we stopped and just started laughing and the train driver just rolled his eyes and left...
We finally ended up at some kind of foresty-beach thing, I guess you could call it a river cabin type place, very beautiful, and the train stopped there and we got out. I don't remember for whatever reason but I think he was doing some sort of show about how much I meant to him and called all of his past lovers up and had them stand on the docks for rating, and I wasn't jealous at all (I actually quite enjoyed it) because he was making it very obvious that although he was still friends with them all, I was the one at the top of the list. I also had found out somehow that over the past couple years whilst he was abroad he had travelled for visits back home a couple times (which as I stated earlier is clear on the other side of the world and therefore impossible) and hadn't told me, and that kind of miffed me and made me question my trust a little bit, but I was still so blissfully happy about the whole reunion...I'm not sure why I was so euphoric though because I knew I was just going to help him move but not go all the way on the trip with him and would have to return back home anyway. I don't remember exactly how the dream ended, but yet again it was another one of those when you wake up in your own bed to your alarm clock, get yourself oriented and look around the room and think, "God dammit..."
Additional Comments:
I list this as a recurring dream because although the storyline is not precisely the same, it a concept with the same person that comes over and over again at random times throughout the year and always leaves me thinking the same things....
