Date of dream: Wednesday, April 24, 2013
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Of course I have had a million note-worthy dreams since my last entry, but this one I needed to record immediately because it came out of nowhere and involves the same person who a great number of my dreams on here include (especially one uncannily telepathic one in a previous entry, which is noted in my journal). From what I can remember...
I don't really remember how exactly it started, but the main idea...I somehow ran into the aforementioned guy (if you are just tuning in to this entry and not previous ones, long story short [and this is IRL], I met him whilst traveling abroad and we developed a close relationship and he hung me out to dry in a very selfish way, as described in the precognitive dream entry), I don't remember where, but I think we were in London, but it was kind of dark and mystical and didn't look exactly as normal...we spent some time in his new apartment, and I was helping him move out all of his things because he was moving back home to the other side of the world. He was supposed to come visit me once before leaving but scheduled it on a day I would be absent, so instead I came to help him move even though I was still bitter; I think I just wanted to see him again before he left. VERY surprisingly...he was acting like a sweetheart again, totally unexpectedly. He took me in his arms and apologized for everything saying he made a mistake out of nervousness and really has been thinking about me the entire time and was ready to be together, etc. I was skeptical at first but at the same time overjoyed; we kissed and cried and he gave me some special key of significance, which I think was to the train we were packing his things into...it was an honor that he put me in charge of making sure the move went smoothly, and he actually wanted me to come with him on his journey back home. It was a long train ride and we decided to sleep in the baggage car (which was actually quite roomy and comfortable with a carpet and everything), and started to hook up when the train driver came in and we stopped and just started laughing and the train driver just rolled his eyes and left...
We finally ended up at some kind of foresty-beach thing, I guess you could call it a river cabin type place, very beautiful, and the train stopped there and we got out. I don't remember for whatever reason but I think he was doing some sort of show about how much I meant to him and called all of his past lovers up and had them stand on the docks for rating, and I wasn't jealous at all (I actually quite enjoyed it) because he was making it very obvious that although he was still friends with them all, I was the one at the top of the list. I also had found out somehow that over the past couple years whilst he was abroad he had travelled for visits back home a couple times (which as I stated earlier is clear on the other side of the world and therefore impossible) and hadn't told me, and that kind of miffed me and made me question my trust a little bit, but I was still so blissfully happy about the whole reunion...I'm not sure why I was so euphoric though because I knew I was just going to help him move but not go all the way on the trip with him and would have to return back home anyway. I don't remember exactly how the dream ended, but yet again it was another one of those when you wake up in your own bed to your alarm clock, get yourself oriented and look around the room and think, "God dammit..."
Additional Comments:
I list this as a recurring dream because although the storyline is not precisely the same, it a concept with the same person that comes over and over again at random times throughout the year and always leaves me thinking the same things....
Date of dream: Monday, September 03, 2012
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This dream had a couple parts--they're both slightly hazy but what details I remember are as follows:
1.) I was getting married in front of a huge audience of family--the really weird thing was, I think it was to my female cousin, and I'm not sure if it was a legit marriage or some sort of symbolic ceremony, or she was representing my real groom, Idk--but I was dressed in this elaborate wedding gown and so excited because I had been waiting for this day for so long and just wanted to be married so badly. When it came time to do our vows, it was on kind of a set of bleachers but in a fancy hotel reception room, but kind of outdoors...you know, dream terrain. Anyway, so when I gave mine and presented the ring, it was very heart-felt and soulful and sincere, and there was applause from everyone; when it came her time to give me my ring, she just laughed and couldn't take it seriously like it was some big joke...I was just waiting anxiously for her to say "I do," but she couldn't stop laughing so just kept the ring and handed me a stack of cheap bangal bracelets instead, as if saying "you're not worth this, this is a joke"...I returned to the bleachers, absolutely humiliated, and devastated that the ceremony was cut short and not like a normal wedding length--I somehow had the ring on my left-hand ring finger anyway, and it was a very elaborate and beautiful set diamond and gold banded ring, and I was just sobbing hysterically, until someone (I believe my mother) came up and sat down next to me and started comforting me, asking what was wrong, and I just said I felt so stupid to jump into it so quickly and kept looking at the beautiful ring and feeling so regretful, because really the only reason I had been so quick to do it was just because I wanted to get married and have that ring on my finger so badly...
2.) I was on kind of a repeat of a trip I had to Europe last year IRL, but this portion I believe was only set in Amsterdam--it was bleak and rainy the whole time, and my friends and I were frantically roaming around trying to get to everything on time. While searching for where we were supposed to be, I somehow ended up in this back garden field-type thing, terrain kind of distorted, but it was sunny and nice and clear and there was some form of ancient Asian architecture, some kind of Buddhist temple, and there was a monk in there trying to get me to relax and be calm and whatnot, giving me directions on specifically where to stand and how to breathe...I think during this process some sort of earthquake or other type of panic occured leading to the destruction of the temple, and as I tried to escape I ended up in another scenario--it resembled my backyard at home IRL with our pool, and my mom was lounging outside there--it was the end of the summer (as it is right now IRL), and we were discussing how our summer was spent, and then I glanced over a downward-sloping hill behind the pool deck and saw a beautiful oceanfront ancient Greek or Roman architectured pool area, very large and again beautiful weather, clear, blue, just the right amount of sun and clouds, and extremely relaxing--I asked my mom about it and she said it had been an addition we had put onto the pool at the beginning of the summer, and I was very bummed that it was now the end of the summer and I had had no knowledge of it up until this point; I just remember even in the dream desperately longing for it because even then it seemed out of reach...
3.) This is very blurry and quick, but briefly I remember being on the IRL family compound and in front of my house, and my old horrible roommate and her dad were there to help me move back into my house or something, all of a sudden being all nice and whatnot...doesn't really matter, this part of the dream kind of made me angry as I woke up because I hate thinking about her in any way...
Date of dream: Wednesday, February 08, 2012
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So I took a nap right after I posted my last dream, and here I am again--this was very disturbing to me, I'll let you guys decide, I was so embarrassed I almost didn't post it...
Ok so, I recently met this guy at a frat house I frequent--real nice dude, very heavy set, just not my type--well IRL he's been talking to me a lot more frequently lately...anyways, so he was in the dream--this took place all in my current apartment, but of course it was embellished a bit, much larger and expansive and had a huge balcony that connected some of the rooms with a hallway that seemed to be suspended almost above the skyline of a city--not sure how else to describe it...but basically this guy was following me around everywhere and was trying to get a lay, and I was like nooo dude you're my friend and all but not going there. So somehow we reached a compromise that wherever we'd go to hang out together we'd just be naked and covered in soap. I remember in the dream I was extremely embarrassed about the entire thing (and felt similarly once I woke up, relieved I had in fact been dreaming)...well this continued in different scenarios throughout the entire dream, but random events included my mom in my room wondering why we were on the floor naked covered in soap, and I told her he reminded me of this guy who had a huge crush on me in high school IRL...another scenario was that I had brought a pet cat back from home and was trying to keep it in my apt, but we're not allowed to have pets so I was doing my best to conceal her, but someone opened the door and she ran out, and I was frantic because I was afraid that if the landlords found her they'd kill her...she was such an adorable sweet kitty, black and white and very soft, affectionate, and smiley...so another thing that happened, somehow a large hispanic family ended up moving into my room with me, and I was like, wth because my two housemates have their own rooms and there's an empty one right next to mine--but I didn't have a choice, I had to share the room with all of them, and I just remembered being really confused and annoyed with the situation...
and randomly, a section apart from the apartment part (that's a lot of parts, sorry), I had to go to court for a speeding ticket in VA (which exists IRL coming up at the end of this month...), but it was dark and like just a reception front desk instead of an actual court room you know...I was dressed really casually, in jeans and my Washington Captials jacket (go Caps!!! :) ), and even though I was in NC (I think), one of the judges saw my jacket and smiled and showed me he was also wearing a Caps jacket, and told the main judge to waive my ticket based on the mutual fandom...wish it worked that way IRL...
