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More Disappointing Family Weddings...

Date of dream: Monday, September 17, 2012

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Lucid Intent? No    

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Let's see if I can remember all of this one...it was three separate dreams if I recall correctly, but they were kind of overlapping and all blended together, I don't really remember in which order...

First one, I believe one of my cousins was getting married (not sure which one), and I was in a school of some sort and we were all in the wedding party but it was more like a field trip, so we were really just sitting on a bench to the side with the priests and stuff while she walked down the aisle in a MASSIVE gown and veil, cathedral style I guess is what you'd call it...the room was very dim, and had a blue-ish tone to it, a little misty I guess...well her mom was in charge of putting the wedding together, and was standing at the end of the aisle with a large stereo system, but she was playing pop music like Britney Spears with really inappropriate lyrics, it was completely unfitting for the formality of the venue...everyone had serious faces on, very rigid, no smiles or cheer really...just stoic I suppose would be the word...well it was an extremely long Catholic ceremony, longer than usual, so all of my classmates and I were on the bench falling asleep, and I did eventually fall asleep on the shoulder of another male classmate on IRL I actually attended grade school with. We were trying to come up with some way to get out of the church and snuck out somehow and ended up in my cousins' house (the same ones whose house always seems to end up in my dreams for some reason...), it was very late at nighttime, and then we decided we were bored and wanted to find a private room in the house to...well you know...another theme that is prevalent in a lot of my dreams ha ._.; but my cousin found us running around the house and said we were not allowed to do that there obviously...don't remember too much following that for this portion...

I think I've forgotten the second dream, so moving on to number three...

Well I was going into the city with a female friend, and it was very sunny out and for the most part familiar, we were outside a metro stop I had been at recently IRL, we were going to the art gallery, which also IRL happened recently...and then while walking towards the gallery I saw a girl who I know IRL and actually the guy who I had gone to the art gallery with IRL with her! I was very happy to see him but kind of miffed he was with this other girl...instead of the art gallery we ended up walking into a building that was more like a school building, and all four of us got to talking, and talking to the guy I was asking when he was going back to his home country (another IRL reference, in which he had told me he was leaving within a week of us meeting), and he was like "no...not really, maybe sometime in the future but not that soon"--he said it kind of reluctantly-nonchalant, like he hadn't planned on telling me since he didn't think he'd ever run into me again...after he said this I asked him then if we had some more days to hang out together, and he was like "maybe," and was half-smiling but looking away, like humoring me but really disinterested...this made me really upset, but I didn't really show it...
When I woke up from this one I was pretty upset because in reality I hadn't actually run into him again.

So there you have it....a lot of dreams lately that I have been very disappointed to wake up from! ;_;

Additional Comments:

I've been having quite a few dreams lately that involve either weddings or pregnancy...very curious/reluctant to see if these come to fruition... :/ ?

  • Themes
  • Romance
  • Sexuality
  • Transition
  • Loss
  • Spiritual
  • Relationships
  • Friendly
  • Settings
  • Afternoon
  • Evening
  • Familiar
  • Geographical
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Night
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • School
  • Town/ City
  • Characters
  • Familiar
  • Friend
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Significant Other
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Confusion
  • Shock
  • Abandoned
  • Lonely
  • Emotionless
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    friends
    wedding
    sex
    church
    school
    disappointment
    Add'l Emotions
    disappointment
    disappointment

    The Worst Nightmare of My Life pt. I

    Date of dream: Saturday, September 01, 2012

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    Last night (or this morning rather), I literally had the worst nightmare of my entire life and I had never been so relieved to wake up and realize this was a dream. It is very long and detailed, but I will try to remember as much of it as I can...

    It started off in my family's gathering house (IRL), and for some reason, I, two others who I don't know IRL (one guy and one girl), and my one other friend who does really exist, were dressed in blue full-body work suits and doing some form of construction or electric work or some form of manual labor job. The one friend of mine wasn't part of our "work crew," and was just sent there from somewhere else to assist. Now whatever job we were doing, it was worth one million dollars that upon completion I believe was supposed to be split evenly among us four, but one of the two people on our team brought the stack of money with him and just left it on one of the tables near where we were working. My friend (whose name is Nick btw) was up until this point unaware of the money, saw the stack of cash, and made a sudden violent grab for it, but the other guy leapt to grab it first and jumped out of the way and fell backwards to the floor, and Nick started to jump at him until I and the other girl started yelling, "Don't let him get the triple shooter!!!" and the other guy scrambled around and grabbed this HUGE gun with three enormous barrels on the end and pointed it at Nick, which made him stop in his tracks. I don't remember exactly how from here, but I think after the other guy tried to calmly get Nick to back down, Nick somehow got ahole of the triple shooter and cornered all three of us, demanding the money. For some reason we refused to give it up although our lives were obviously in imminent extreme danger, and somehow the three of us got to sit at a table while Nick was still armed and discuss our situation; the girl said something like "our goal is to get the money without getting shot, right?" and we all agreed on this (go figure), and tried an escape plan and attempted to disarm Nick; the guy on our team quickly got up, aimed it at Nick, and shot him; although it was a huge significant blow, as you can imagine, and it would have been garunteed to kill anyone else, Nick just fell to his knees, grabbed himself in pain, but started to slowly get back up. From here we obviously panicked more, took the triple shooter and made a run for it.

    Now we ended up in some town or city that IRL is completely unfamiliar to me, it was beautiful weather, very clean and mostly white and other light, sun-reflecting colors, with houses and cars seeming to be from the 60s or so; Nick was on the loose and the other three of us were frantically running around trying to keep the triple shooter out of his reach and desperately trying to find some help. Finally we went inside this big corporate building (I think it was the company we were originally doing the work for); it was very tall compared to the rest of the neighborhood (out of place, really), the lobby was constructed entirely of floor-to-ceiling windows and the sun was shining through everywhere, it was actually very pretty but obviously I was in no mindset to take the time to notice this. We took the elevator up to the top where our boss was and explained the situation, and I think he said he would help and would try to send some FBI team or something out after him, but we didn't see this happen, I think it was one of those "I'll get around to it" situations...so without any help we resorted to just running around the city, splitting up, and handing over the cash and triple shooter whenever possible to keep it on the move and in different confusing places; we still had no idea where Nick was, until he appeared at the top of a small cliff or something overlooking the town and started raging and yelling about how powerful he was and was going to obtain the money and kill everybody, etc., and I saw him and was yelling back, in tears, asking him why he was doing this and if he needed the money that badly there was so many other ways about it, and why had he changed so much and what happened to the good friend I had had before...none of it seemed to move him, so we all scattered again.

    It all gets a little blurry from here, but I remember somehow Nick's house being in the neighborhood and within walking distance around a large pond, so for some reason (mind you this is a dream, miscellaneous things happen), I decided I had to go into his house to wash my hands or something...I think I had some sort of telecommunication device with the other girl on my team, and she informed me that Nick was inside of the house and was guiding me through and helping me sneak around because apparently she knew his position in the house; it was nerve-wracking, but I completed my "mission" and got out safely, and ran back to the center of the town. I remember somewhere in here being in a lower school parking lot and yelling something trying to get help, but this portion is a complete blur to me, so skipping that...all three of us wondering where that FBI help was, I ran back into the corporate building and was asking the front desk receptionist what was going on, and she was unable to help. Although I obviously had known where Nick's house was, and not sure why I wanted to go back, I asked a lady waiting in the lobby if she could help me look up directions to his house. She kindly refused, although I was begging her, but she was like "oh, no, I can't, but uhm, I'll email you when you leave..." and I said, "you don't even have my email address..." and started to walk out, but then another man waiting in the lobby came over and very kindly, although seeming skeptical, said "here, I'll help you," and got me all the information I needed on a gps. Upon exiting the building, I ran into the other two members of my team, and said "here, here! I know where his house is!" but then I think the gps malfunctioned or something, and they were panicking, but then I said "wait--I remember how to walk there, it's right around the corner" and started to lead them there, but I think sometime around this point Nick jumped down and got the triple shooter from the other guy in the team and was threatening to kill everyone, very violently, and had the triple shooter aimed directly at me. I have no idea how but somehow we all got away, in different directions again, while Nick was on a rampage arround the city with the triple shooter and nobody knew exactly where he was. I started to walk down to the pond (again, very beautiful setting, I just remember the sun being so bright and all the light colors...), and for some reason just now decided to pull out my cell phone and call my dad for help. When he picked up the phone, he could tell I was beyond flustered, and the first thing he said was, "where's the car?" (IRL usually whenever I call him flustered it has something to do with a car, ha), and I said in tears but more calmly and kind of laughing, "no, the car is fine, it's parked, it's not that" and he said ok and asked what was wrong, and now panicked again and in tears and speaking very fast about what was going on and saying we needed FBI help but no one was helping, and then out of nowhere my mom started walking down the long, downward, turning street from the city where cars were parked on the sides to the pond where I was on the phone frantic with my dad, and I assumed somehow my dad had sent her, although she was walking calmly and had a smile on her face. She just came over to me, put her hand on my shoulder, and said, "hey, be careful, ok?" and I was freaking out asking if my dad had sent her and if she knew what was going on, and all of a sudden she started to get concerned and said she had no idea and asked what was going on...I don't remember exactly what happened from here, but I remember somehow Nick getting back the triple shooter and I think aiming it again directly at me and then the other members of my team, and I was sure we all were going to die...

    and then I woke up. Around 5:51 am; as soon as I opened my eyes I was so relieved, you have no idea. I looked around and got up and turned the lights on, making sure everything was real and safe; I got my phone and almost messaged Nick to tell him what happened, but my phone of course wasn't cooperating so I just went back to sleep, and that's when semi-nightmare number two comes along...since this was so long and detailed I think I will put that one in a separate entry.

  • Themes
  • Nightmare
  • Dramatic
  • Action
  • Violence
  • Success
  • Failure
  • Mortality
  • Aggression
  • Politics/ Govt.
  • Settings
  • Afternoon
  • Automobile
  • Familiar
  • Geographical
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • School
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Work
  • Characters
  • Colleague
  • Familiar
  • Father
  • Friend
  • Imaginary
  • Mother
  • Politician
  • Stranger
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Worry
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Anxiety
  • Confusion
  • Helpless
  • Shock
  • Numb
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Fighting
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Working
  • Keywords
    gun
    violence
    city
    town
    building
    friend
    sun
    cars
    people
    houses
    panic
    friends
    money
    work
    Add'l Emotions
    betrayal
    betrayal

    Another abandoned love.... :/;; (UPDATE 09/2012)

    Date of dream: Saturday, February 04, 2012

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    So had a series of awful dreams last night, mostly with the same theme as the past 2 weeks or so's dreams...they seem to be gradually getting worse with each one... :/

    Ok so...I don't remember what order these were all in, but I remember most of it took place in my cousins' house, and there was some sort of class I was in involving wire/bead crocheting certain patterns and I hadn't studied so I was unsuccessfully trying to cheat...then in another part of the school thing the teacher was going over some lecture we were supposed to be taking notes on and I was drawing the alphabet in huge letters under my desk...this whole scenario is completely irrelavent to the rest of the dream, I'm getting there so stay tuned...

    So I also remember some sort of restaurant being involved (like one of those order-at-the-line type things), and it was some code or secret place that I and my friends knew of to transport us places if we went into the bathroom and changed or something...so I went into the bathroom and everything changed so I ended up in my cousins' bathroom in their house, and I was all bruised and battered up and tried to clean myself up by taking a shower and brushing my teeth etc (I remember the toothbrush was really significant for some reason, it was some special thing my mom bought for me that could take your temperature and I was really sentimental about it...does not exist IRL) but I was crying and depressed through it...so I leave the bathroom and go into the foyer where my aunt is, and I go upstairs into my cousins' rooms and they're sleeping so I start packing up my things into her suitcase so we can get ready to commense our journey home (which apparently was over the bay bridge which was unusually long and treacherous and somewhat mystical)--I was elected for some reason to be in charge of driving us home which I believe may have been on a dragon, or a horse that could fly, not sure but it involved reins, and I was in the front and my mom and cousins were all behind me...but I kept losing control and crashing into the ground...and they were critisizing my driving skills (understandably)...

    and somehow this led me back to London (as in my most recent dream posted on here) at my guy's flat, but it was really my cousins' house again somehow...and I was so excited to see him and went to hug and kiss him, but he had like an "eh whatever" attitude about it, he came with his two female friends again and was just ignoring me the whole time...I kept trying to talk to him and see what was wrong but he kept just avoiding me like the plague and I think was annoyed I was all over him...and I remember I was crying a lot because I was so hurt and confused and not getting any answers (this happens a lot IRL...)...I don't clearly remember the rest but I remember we ended up at my family's property and there was a field and a pile of gifts on a table and it was around Christmastime but sunny outside...

    I just remember waking up freaked out because these dreams keep happening and keep getting worse with each one...the only reason I keep entering that these may be precognitive is because they've been recurring so often and in such a short span of time...it really has me worried.... :/ If anyone has any ideas, please share. The whole thing just has me really anxious and I'd like to get some others' opinions..

    Additional Comments:

    ***UPDATE 09/01/2012:

    So this dream did in fact end up being precognitive, the part about visiting my friends in London...IRL I did in fact go back to London over the summer to visit them--I had completely forgotten about this dream by now so it is by chance I am connecting the two now--when I went to go be affectionate towards the guy, it was identical as in the dream: completely disinterested, annoyed I was trying to get close to him, avoiding me like the plague, whenever I asked about what was going on he just blew it off, weird "whatever" attitude...I did end up crying one of these nights, to quote the dream, "because I was so hurt and confused and not getting any answers"...weird.

  • Themes
  • Nightmare
  • Romance
  • Action
  • Loss
  • Failure
  • Mystical
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Afternoon
  • Familiar
  • Future
  • Geographical
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Night
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • School
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Creatures
  • Familiar
  • Friend
  • Mother
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Animals
  • Significant Other
  • Stranger
  • Teacher
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Anxiety
  • Confusion
  • Abandoned
  • Numb
  • Lonely
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Driving
  • Flying
  • Movement
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    betrayal
    love
    house
    hurt
    kitchen
    bathroom
    flying
    family
    bridge
    Add'l Emotions
    hurt