Sitting on top of the world & Being promiscuous
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Metaphysical part. I'm going to Deutschebank. I'm on a stairway, going up, there are so many steps, and finally I find myself sitting in a very small area (enough for 2-3 people max). I look down, this place is very high above the earth level, I can see planes flying at my level. This place is very unstable, constantly swinging because of the air, it's cold and I'm scared it can fall down any moment. I will fall from the height and definitely die. There are iron stairs, leading to this place, but I'm afraid to move, because I will find myself so high above the earth, the way is so long, I'm afraid I will loose control and fall. Suddenly, a little angel-looking boy appears. He's about 7-9 years old and is eating chocolate. He says that I cannot stay in this place forever, it's swinging too much and soon will disappear, I must overcome my fears and go down. I say that I'd love to, but I'm so afraid. Then he says: "Let's imagine, this happens", and it starts swinging even more. I'm holding the ropes, my hands are almost bleeding. Then he says: "Let's imagine, the floor disappears". I close my eyes as I don't want to see the world from the plane level and so unstable place. When I open them, I see the floor is still here. In the end he says: "Ok, even if this place is ok, would you sit here forever, while the life goes beneath you?". I realize I have no choice. I have to go. If I go, there is a big chance I die, but if I don't go, I die for sure. I say to the boy: "Thank you. I just realized that it's better to regret about the things you did than to regret about the things you didn't do. The more I sit here, the more afraid I am. I'm ready". I'm putting my foot on the first step... and then Michal appears. I'm already so spiritually high, the confidence is on my face, I feel I can do anything. And I say: "I wasn't afraid from the very beginning. I used to practice parachute jumping (liar, liar). This is the same, only a bit harder". He says: "We have no time to discuss, why you're so proud of your idiocy. Go with me".
We get to the elevator, and whole department is there. He starts joking on me. "Ok, I can understand, why you got to that place. The world is full of idiots. But what I don't understand, is why you believed the little boy and not the common sense. In such places there is always an elevator, and you knew it. If you're afraid, you shouldn't play a martyr. Just find the elevator". Everyone laughts, and I have nothing to say. I knew, there was an elevator.
When we're on the ground, I see a girl from my school. She's reading a book for children. I see the little boy, who was trying to persuade me to go down. He asks the girl, if the book is interesting. I say to her: "Just give it to him. I will pay". She gives the book, and, when the boy leaves, I'm trying to pay her. She says: "You must be joking. You want to give a present to a boy, who nearly killed you".
Mindless sex part. I'm in a Deutschebank, waiting for an appointment with a financial advisor (that's weird, I don't know this man; in real life my advisor is a woman). After the business is done, he says that he has a personal business to me. Me and my family gave him so good presents during last Christmas party that he feels obliged to give me a present. But he cannot do it in the office, because a material gift would be treated as a bribe. So, if we can leave the office for a short time, he would give me a present. It's the end of the work, anyway. We're leaving the office, and he takes my hand. I think this is nice, and hug him quickly. He smiles and says, he's so happy that I like him as well. I say: "Should we go to your place or to my place?". It's quite far from both apartments, so we're making it right in his car, near Deutschebank building. The best sex I had in my short life, and it seems to last forever.
Then my mom appears. I say: "I'm not a whore. I can justify this. Firstly, I trust this man. He's my financial advisor - you know, my whole bank account is in his hands, so, yeah, I do trust him. You know, I wouldn't sleep with the person I barely know. Secondly, he has feelings to me. I'm not sleeping with anyone around. I'm on a mission, making people happy". My mom asks: "Do you have any feelings?". I say: "No, but who cares".
Damn, damn... like Marylin Monroe in Some like it hot I have my own type of a perfect man. Pervert me: it's either a scientist or a finance guy. With a strong preference to finance, from an accountant to the Minister of Finance. Glasses, suits, boring attitude to life and a practical mind. I don't even know, why. Finance is not a mystery for me, I'm good at it, too.
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Symbols meaning
Bank denotes your desires for financial security. The dream may be trying to offer reassurance and that your fears of financial instability are unfounded.
Stairs mean achieving a higher level of understanding. You are making progress into your spiritual, emotional or material journey.
Height signifies that you have reached one of your highest goals or objectives. To dream that you are afraid of heights, denotes that you are striving for goals that seem beyond your reach.
Child signifies an aspect of yourself and your childlike qualities. You may be retreating back to a childlike state and longing for the past. You are trying to still satisfy repressed desires and unfulfilled hopes. Perhaps there is something that you need to see grow and nurture.
Advise suggests that you need to listen to your instinct and gut.
Boss represents the bossy or authoritative side of your own personality. Your boss may reveal self-confidence and the assertive aspect of yourself. It is telling of your issues of control and authority. Alternatively, to see your boss in your dream may indicate your over-involvement or obsession with your work.
Descending in an elevator suggests that you are being grounded or coming back down to reality.
Idiot indicates that you are making a situation more difficult than it need by. Your thought process lacks clarity.
Paying indicates the price you pay for your decisions and actions.
Sex refers to the integration and merging of contrasting aspects of yourself. It represents psychological completion. You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love.
Looking for a place to have sex may be analogous to your search for intimacy and closeness.
Mother represents the nurturing aspect of your own character. Mothers offer shelter, comfort, life, guidance and protection. To dream that you are having a conversation with your mother, denotes a matter that has preoccupied your mind and you are not sure how to deal with it in your waking life. It indicates unresolved problems that need to be worked out with your mother.
