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In this dream, a young woman is in it that I really do not know all that well. She was a friend of my youngest daughter. She has had her kids in my daycare. Anyway here is how it goes
I am living in a mobile home (It is the one I lived in as a newly wed, my very first home away from my child hood home) I am caring for children in this home. I have just a few children, Lindsey comes by to visit. She seems very sad. I can not figure out what is wrong with her. It is as if she is wanting to stay with me for a while, until she gets back on her feet. (She is one of those people who are always struggling with lots of issues, drugs, sex, making a lot of poor decisions that always tend to knock her off of her feet) Before she gets there I was having sex with my first husband there, but when we hear somebody at the door (lindsey) we have to stop, do not get to finish, to let her in. I accidentally left my dirty clothes on the bed which she later comes across when she goes in my bedroom, so I sheepishly pick up my dirty clothes and take them to the laundry. I am afraid that she is realizing what I had been doing before she got there (sex) and am a little embarrassed. Later on she is putting on an outfit that she wore when she was a stripper. She surprisingly looks very cute in her outfit.
Later on we are sitting in the living room and she is trying to talk to this little girl that is around the age of her little girl. (I do not know if she has custody of her children or not) So I tell the little girl that Lindsey has a little girl named Savannah that is around her age. after I say it I feel ackward, worried that she might be sensitive about the subject. I ask her if she is ok, and she says no not really, but she doesn't elaborate on why, so I assume it is because of her children and the bad choices she has made that has got her to this place in her life.
I feel a lot of empathy for this girl, but too feel she can not be helped, because she will always go right back to those things that get her in trouble in the first place. She does alright for a while, but can not sustain it.
Later on I find Lindsay in the kitchen and she is making pancakes for the kids on an electric griddle, which amazes me. I ask her again if she is ok, she doesnt really respond. Jayme comes by to leave her kids and I ask her if she will run up to the vending machine to get me a diet coke. Then I feel bad for asking her and say, maybe she can stay there with the kids long enough for me to go get me one myself. But on further consideration I tell her to just go on, that I will be ok without it.