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visiting with deceased relatives

Date of dream: Tuesday, July 01, 2008

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Lucid Intent? Yes     Lucid Technique: WBTB

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After sleeping badly most of the night, my last dream, around 8:30 in the morning, starts out with confusion -- children that don't exist are combinations of cousins when they were little, I shout out how much a little girl that's one of these combinations looks like A__ when she was little, and other dream memory nonsense.

Suddenly the room is empty and I become very lucid. I float up to ceiling. At first I feel the impulse to be afraid, knowing the room is haunted. But I fight the frightened feelings and try to be open-minded to whatever's going to happen.

My head passes halfway up through the ceiling and I begin to rotate in place. I suddenly feel very joyful and not afraid at all. I'm aware of a presence now, and I finally recognize her.

"B____!" I exclaim out her name. It's my aunt's sister (my aunt and her sister are both deceased in real life, as well as my uncle, who was my mother's brother). "Know that M___ and P___ and their girls (P___ was B's sister) all love you and miss you VERY much," I say in complete confidence.

With that, everything in the room begins to rotate through everything else -- the hands on a couple of clocks rotate through the faces, furniture rotates through the walls, and the whole room begins flying high above a typical old New England Main Street at a high speed (they used to live up in Maine, while B___ lived in Florida).

I feel happy for Betty, I feel like I've accomplished something by bringing her this message. The haunted feeling is completely gone, there's only joy in the air.

L___ (one of P___'s daughters) appears momentarily, how she looked after her first bout with chemo.

"Oh my god," I say to myself, "I forgot, she's dead, too!"

I only have time to note that she looks healthy and happy before I wake up.

And then it occurs to me ... B___ spent the last 50 years of her life in a feud with her sister's family! I forgot all about that during the dream. But the experience still seems so valid to me, even though most of the day has gone by now.

  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Flying
  • Keywords
    aunt
    cousin
    clocks
    rotate
    house
    Add'l Emotions
    initial fear
    joy

    friends

    Date of dream: Thursday, January 20, 2005

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:

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    I had a wonderful dream which I think was just a case of wish fulfillment. In it, I was friends with a whole group of gay men, who all lived in a large apartment that was a combination of two places I've lived at in real life when I lived in the city. Some of them were couples, and others were single. But all if them were witty, funny and cultured. They were each and every one of them sharing with me what their interests were, in such rapid-fire succession I could barely keep up with them. Unfortunately, I forgot the details of what all these interests were...except that one of the men was interested in old clocks, and one younger man who was blond took me roller-blading in a park of the city which had a set of outdoor, concrete steps. Throughout the dream the emphasis was on the fun, colorful personalities of all these gay men. I woke up, thinking, *I've been depriving myself of the company of such a group of men...I need to get out more!*

    I ate breakfast, decided to put off feeding the cats until later in the morning, and went back to sleep. In a new dream, I found myself back at boarding school in California. I was out in the physical education playing field, carefully babysitting my brother's family cat -- in real life, this beautiful orange cat was killed by a coyote. I also was babysitting a large, orange spider. But I decided to let the spider go free. However, it became stuck in a little gutter in which there were spiders that had already died. The gutter was enclosed with chicken wire. I nudged the living spider with a stick, to get him out of there. I looked over at my brother's cat and saw he had suddenly become the size of a kitten. I woke up.
  • Settings
  • Home
  • Present
  • School
  • Characters
  • Friend
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Animals
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Keywords
    gay
    clocks
    cat
    roller-blading
    spider
    Add'l Emotions
    fun
    enjoyment