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depressing dreams

Date of dream: Thursday, October 01, 2009

Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? Yes     Lucid Technique: Other

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I have a bad dream and I keep getting more and more depressed about how I'm not doing anything to have a social life, and it makes me really sad.  Aware that I'm dreaming, I try to have one in my dream life, but I know all too well that this is no substitute for having one in my real life (details of my attempts were mostly forgotten -- there was something about me being back in boarding academy, which I kept telling myself couldn't be possible, since I'm 55 years old; and then I'm living back at my old brick apartment in S___ moping about how I'm caught in the trap of not being able to socialize with people). I lament that my real life is oppressively lonely, and then I wake up.

Immediately I feel glad that my real life is actually not THAT lonely ... I do have friends that I occasionally do things with, although I'm not dating anyone.

Keywords
brick apartment
dorm
boarding academy
Add'l Emotions
sad
depression
loneliness

pile of junk in a ski lodge (illus.)

Date of dream: Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? Yes     Lucid Technique: WBTB

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I'm in a ski lodge and there's a pile of junk stacked up in the center of the room because someone is moving.

 

lodge_junk


(shift) Then I'm in my old brick apartment back in S___. I'm upset because the curtains for the apartment seemed to have disappeared.

I wake up.

  • Settings
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Emotions
  • Confusion
  • Keywords
    ski lodge
    brick apartment

    new lucid dream technique

    Date of dream: Thursday, May 03, 2007

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    I think I've found a successful technique for going to the dream state -- and perhaps even the OBE state -- from waking. It worked after a full night's sleep, so I wonder if it's important to have that first under my belt before I try the technique. I can even be lying on my stomach when I try this, with one hand up by my face and the other down by my side (previously I thought I had to be on my back in order for ANY technique to work).

    I just concentrate on my hands feeling heavy. After a while, they begin to feel slightly paralyzed and it's at that point that they separate from my body ... and the rest of my body follows.

    The first time, I walked out through a wall and found myself outside the brick apartments that I used to live in back in S___. I even note that this is not my present-day residence (usually I'm fooled into thinking it is - and this setting is quite common for many of my dreams).

    I woke up and went back into dreams three times using this technique, but forgot much of what happened -- because if I don't get up and write it down, it's quickly erased from my short-term memory [I don't think I have a bad short-term memory, rather it's just something about the different nature of how dreams are stored in our memory after we wake up].

    In the last one, I concentrate on my hands again and soon am stepping out of my body into a maze of hallways. There are wooden toys on wooden tracks, and I make them move along like electric train sets by using telekinesis. I run into my brother, B___, doing the same thing -- but he's annoyed at me for some reason.

    I wake up.

    Additional Comments:

    One of the reasons I believe I find myself so often in the dream setting of this brick apartment I used to live in in the 80s is because it was while living there that I first started doing my dream research and having lucid dreams. It's also the time period that I started applying the techniques in Sylvan Muldoon's book, The Projection of the Astral Body.
  • Settings
  • Home
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Keywords
    brick apartment
    train
    Add'l Emotions
    excitement
    empowered