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A race in the wilderness

Date of dream: Saturday, May 19, 2007

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I am in a cleared area next to a trailhead in a relatively flat, heavily forested area that has an enormous granite peak rising from its center that can be seen from miles away. Accompanying me is a friend J, and we are part of a large group preparing to run a kind of race on this trail, which goes over the mountain and to a parking area on the other side. I feel ill-prepared for such a strenuous endurance event, since I've been doing a lot of strength training lately (true IRL) and feel too "big" to be running up steep mountain trails, and so I tell J. not to wait for me if I fall behind. But he seems to think I will be way ahead of him, and I figure that might be right, since I have continued to do 15 mile cross country runs on the weekends and at least a couple of shorter runs during the week. Everyone draws near the trailhead and when an official gives the signal we are off.

I feel surprisingly good and fly over the flat part of the path, and start going up the steep trail that winds up the mountain. It's evident that I'm not in optimal shape for a race like this, but it's not nearly as bad as I thought. Even after getting to the winding switchbacks near the summit, I am still holding a solid pace, and I see the others have fallen about a 1/4 mile behind, with J at the front of the pack. When I reach the summit, I recall that there’s a cool "shortcut" that involves traversing the northern edge of the summit with some exposed bouldering and I decide to try it. I wait for J to get to the summit, and show him the shortcut, but he thinks I’m insane and says he will run on the trail over the summit. So we each go our own way, with me doing a technical traverse along the lip of this roof that has a wall above it that rises all the way up to the summit. It’s a lot slower than I think it will be, probably because I haven't been climbing in a while and am wearing running shoes, but I make it safely back to the trail after some close calls, and again wait for J (isn't this supposed to be a race?) He arrives after a minute or so, and for some reason we then wait for everyone else to summit before descending

Again taking the lead, I get about a mile below the summit, when I go through some tight spaces with walls of rock lining the sides of the trail, and after exiting one of these, I find myself on the edge of a cliff. The trail seems to have disappered! Looking more carefully, I see that an enormous wall of rock has fallen and there is now a cliff with talus below where the trail used to be. But it isn't as bad as it looks at first, and I soon find myself walking quickly and then running once I get past the steepest part. When I look behind me, I see the others standing on the edge of the cliff, and yell "it's okay, it isn't as bad as it looks." They follow tentatively, and I make it down to the parking area well ahead of everyone else.

After this, I wake up momentarily, realize it's too early to get up on a Saturday, decide I'll just sleep in a little bit and then get up and write down dreams. But I don't wake up. Instead, I find myself with the same group, and it seems that the race has continued, but now we are in the urban component-- in a mall. At first it's fun, kind of like a race/scavenger hunt, but then the task we have to do next is get a haircut, and there are long lines at all of the hair places in the mall. It looks like the wait will be hours, and I say screw this, and join up with a group of friends (only J is familiar from real life). We talk and walk around the mall, and then the others start singing a song I've never heard that they say is from Peter Gabriel (whose music I'm not all that familiar with IRL), but the vocals are almost like Robert Plant or something, and I say "are you sure it's Peter Gabriel?" They look at me like "What year is it where you're from dude," which silences me. Temporarily. But I get bored, and at a place in the song where it somehow fits in, I sing a little snippet from "I feel good" (why would I sing that?) This causes everyone to try to get me to learn the Gabriel song. As we go from this mall scene to another dreamscape, J sings/says something that's supposed to explain what this is all supposed to mean, but I don't remember what he says.

Now, entering another dreamscape, I find myself alone in a real wilderness, surrounded by millions of acres of pine forest. As in the earlier scene, there is a huge mountain peak rising from the forest floor, but this one is on an altogether different scale. I'm in a paved parking lot next to a log cabin kind of building, and there are two other cars in the lot. Even though it's late May, there's ice all over the road from the cold night in the mountains. I run up the mountain to the top of a rock formation that towers over the trees, and the view is awesome, with forest and mountains in every direction as far as the eye can see. It kind of overwhelms me. Then I realize I'm wearing my work shoes, which are comfortable and waterproof, but not intended for what I figure will be a fifty mile run/hike. I really need my running shoes, which I left in the car. But it’s several miles back to the car, and I think it would be better to keep going since I feel really good, but I figure I can take a short break and check out the building, and end up going back to the car. When I get back, the lot is full, and the ice has melted. I grab my shoes out of the trunk, and talk to some people in the lot, who are as happy as I am to be in this wonderful wilderness area. An older woman on the other side of the lot starts singing, and as in the mall I don’t know the song, but it has a good tune so I make up harmony parts and sing along. It’s fun, and sounds pretty cool. After talking to the woman and her husband, I feel rested, and start running up the mountain again.

Additional Comments:

This one seems to involve things from real life. My friend J and I are planning on doing a hike up Old Rag mountain and the nearby White Oak canyon to Hawksbill once I get caught up on planting the garden this year. Old Rag is rather unusual for the Southeast in that it is a granite formation that rises above the surrounding forest in isolation from the main part of the Blue ridge range, which contains no other granite formations like this. There are some excellent multi-pitch climbs, as well as good bouldering at Old Rag, incidentally.

The other thing the dream connected with wasn't very significant, just a planned run today through a local park. The dream indicated that it would have been better to get up early and go running (the first time up the mountain with my work shoes), but I ended up doing what I did in the dream, which worked out okay, but wasn't optimal.

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    Not wanting to go to work in pajamas--fragment

    Date of dream: Monday, April 02, 2007

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    I am aware that I am sleeping and will have to get up to go to work in a couple of hours and really don't want to (nothing special there, that happens most days!), and decide that I will meet some friends, many from my present workplace, and find something entertaining to do. We meet in an ill defined place and our imaginations partially create different dreamworld scenes, but mine ends up placing us on the wooded hill behind my parent's house in PA. I get the impression that the others may not see the same scene that I do, but the parts of them that are in my dream world appear to see and feel what I do. We walk up the hill and it is suddenly like a mountain, with the snow getting deeper as we climb higher. We are all carrying skis, and put them on and ski down towards the house and yard. The woods is not dense like IRL, there are meadows and large clearings, so it is fun and easy to ski down into the yard. At some point, I realized that we were all wearing pajamas, but after I get to the driveway and come to a stop, I see that I am really only wearing a thick robe-like pajama shirt that comes down to my knees and am barefoot. Odd that I'm not cold. I suddenly become aware of this vector (kind of like a list of numbers for those unfamiliar with the term), and at first I totally understand it and am amazed, then it fades and I only remember the meaning of a couple of the components. I talk to D and tell him that the last two components of the vector,(...6,0), are the number of inches of snow that fell on this hill last night and the probability that we will go to work today. He laughs and says something like "yeah I don't want to fucking go to work either, ... it's so boring." I smile and say I'm not going, it's just too beautiful a day (it really was IRL, but warm and sunny, not snowy.) With that I get just to the point of waking up and am extremely happy that I don't have to go to work.

    Then I fall back into a deep sleep again, and soon find myself-- at work! Wearing pajamas! But I'm completely okay with it. There are people I know from high school there and one girl who appears in my dreams occasionally asks me what the vector from the other dream meant. In this state, I remember and start explaining it in detail, but it must have been really abstract, because I couldn't remember any of the beginning stuff when I woke up. The later stuff related to some kind of a topological group (not something I know much of anything about in waking life) that had lots of significant subgroups, one of which had order 142 I think. The 6,0 components that I joked about previously didn't seem to be important. The beginning stuff didn't have anything to do with math, I don't think.

    Additional Comments:

    For the first time in about a week, I actually got up early enough to write dreams down. I've been sleeping in in the morning lately and only remembering brief fragments. This wasn't much better, really, but it was a step in the right direction I think. Every time I have a dream like that teacher dream this seems to happen. I go for weeks sometimes without any capacity to remember dreams when I wake up. It's not like the memories aren't there though, it's more like I just ignore them until they fade away, but I'm only barely conscious of this. They don't seem to be bad dreams, what I remember is usually very pleasant in fact. But they do seem to be very abstract, and the memories vanish as soon as I wake up.
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    Me and my child self

    Date of dream: Sunday, March 25, 2007

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    I am at my parent's house in rural PA and decide to take my road bike out for a ride as I used to do when I visited during breaks at school, and start up the first hill out of the valley at an easy, but brisk pace. After riding about a mile I feel warmed up, and pause briefly at the top a hill that offers a splendid view of the area, when I notice that two children I saw playing in the woods next to my parent's house have been stealthily following me, and have nearly caught me. Clearly, they are playing some sort of a game whose objective is just what they've nearly accomplished-- to sneak up and catch me. So I decide to make it more challenging for them and start sprinting up the remainder of the hill I'm climbing thinking I will be able to hold pace on the flat top of the hill. I realize this will be very difficult since they've managed to maintain a 15 mph pace up a fairly steep hill (~ 5% grade), but take up the challenge anyway.

    I know that in this dream world (I've been here a lot) there is only one large hill where IRL there are two before getting to the end of the road my parents live on, and so I figure I will gain quite a bit on them on the long descent. As I get to the end of the flat top, where the road drops steeply between two beautiful fields and into a thick woods, I see that the children have lost a little ground, but now they are excited and running faster. I descend at nearly 50 mph even though there is a stop sign at the bottom of the hill, and I need to make a left turn. Fortunately, no cars are coming and I fly up to a sharp bend where the road turns right, and see the children running frighteningly fast down the hill. But I've picked up a good half a mile on them, and figure that if I can sprint the steep hill to the main road, they won't have a chance.

    I sprint to the top of the hill, holding a 16 mph pace, and get to the main road, which is flat and slightly downhill in places for miles. The children are nowhere in sight. When I get about a mile down the road, where I making a right turn, I look back and see the children just getting to the main road. They don't see me, so I've lost them! I ride around on familiar roads and take a dirt road that leads to my parent's house from the other side of their property from the woods where the children were playing before so they won't be able to catch me as I'm going in the driveway, but they aren't waiting when I get there.

    I go upstairs and help mom cook something in the kitchen. She goes into another room to get something, and soon I hear her yell that there is a man with two very small children in the woods behind the house who are apparently hunting, with shotguns. I look out the kitchen window and see that it is the same two kids as before. Just as mom is going to yell at them to get off their propery, I say that I will go out and talk to them, realizing at this point that the children are me and my brother, when we were very young, and the man is a young version of my father. When I go to talk I see them as if I am watching myself in the past, and now they can no longer see me. After I watch them a little while, and am quite happy to remember how it felt to be that age (maybe five years old or so), the scene fades and I awaken.

    Additional Comments:

    This has to do with an odd feeling I had yesterday when I woke up that I was somehow reborn and that it was as if my life had just begun again at that instant, with my habits and interests no longer affecting me. I remembered how it felt to be a child, to some extent, the freedom, joy, and feeling of really looking at things without putting them into bins and making judgements. This probably led to the dream idea where I was comparing my current self to my child self. I realized that even though some of the child plasticity had been lost, some wisdom had been gained, some lessons had been learned in life, and so I had progressed overall even though I wasn't yet free of all beliefs and habits. This is why it was imperitive not to let the child me catch present me. I was able to easily beat the children because at a deep level, I believe that the current state does represent improvement. But I really did enjoy watching us in the woods-- it brought back pleasant memories.
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