Splicing.

Date of dream: Tuesday, June 03, 2014

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Lucid Intent? No    

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     I was walking with my family in what looked like a basement of a huge company building; The floors were flooded but we walked normally, looking for the entrance to the building as if we had business there. In the corning I see an African American security gaurd watching he from across the room.
     Next thing I know, I'm in some sort of break room, sitting on a couch across from an other couch which sat my brother and two other girls. One of heavy-set with dyed black hair and dark, gothic makeup while the other one, also heavy set, was blonde and 'normal' looking.
They were talking to me and I felt as though we were all having a discussion though I couldn't understand what we were saying. Then we all had beer in our hands and the girls started chugging when the chant 'chug, chug, chug' rang from some disembodied voice. Then the two girls looked at my brother as if signaling his turn and he looked at me, I shook my head and told him that he didn't have to do anyhing he didn't want to do.

     Then my brother was gone and it was just the girls and I, the break room turned into a dismal basement living room area with no windows, three doors and a desk on the far end of the room. We sat at the couch like we were waiting for something the the middle door of the three opened and a middle aged man in a lab coat came into the room. He pushed his glasses back up the bridge of his nose and examined us. He pointed to me, "That one."
     The two girls sighed in but distress and relief as I got up and walked toward the man though I everything was telling me not to. He took me into the middle room and it looked like a surgery with blaring lights and an operation table. Counters covered the far wall and surgical tools were spralled out in messy piles and plastic bags laid on the floor.
     I was told to get on the table and I did. I stared up into the light while the man talked about incisions to my brain. After fear took over, I got up from the table and yelled, "We can't do this anymore!" The man didn't seem phased and continued rumaging through his tools.
      "These!" I yelled, pointing to the plastic bags on the floor that looked to be filled with human parts like arms, brains, eyes, and slabs of skin. "These, were people with families, a friends. They had lives!" I cried.
     The man turned and looked at me.

     Next thing I knew, I was waiting outside the room again, fear slowing engulfing me again. A young man maybe a few years old than myself was sitting on the couch across from me in place of the girls. He looked as though half of his face had beed torn off and replaced by someone else's skin. We were talking and although I couldn't understand what we were saying, he gave me the impression that he didn't disapprove of what the 'doctor' was doing and even saw him as God-like as if he'd saved his life at some point. I looked at him in disgust at a two life sized dolls that looked just like the two girls I saw earlier but they looked hollow. They didn't have eyes and their skin looked like porcelain. I stared at them, sweat beading at the top of my hairline until I got up to tell a little girl that looked like my Boyfriend's little sister to go clean her room. Her room turned out to be the door on the far right and I followed her inside to tell her what needed to be done. the bed was not made and toys were scattered across the floor. I looked at her and told her firmly that her room needed to be clean before she could go out and play. She agreed and began cleaning as I left the room.

     The scene cuts over to the doctor, ready to take me to his surgery again. Acting as though he'd already operated on me once, I yelled that I wasn't going back in there and I ran. A fourth door appeared and I ran through it. It was an exit. Outside was sunny and bright and it took a moment for my eyes to adjust but I ran in blindness never the less, knowing the doctor was chasing after me. I ran through a suburban neighborhood, not thinking to actually scream for help. Then I ended up in an apartment building, running through the halls. As I was running, I thought about banging on one of the doors for help but I decided not to trust anyone because I could just end up in an other situation like the one I was in so I continued to run until I found a fire exit. I thought that if I ran through it, it was signal an alarm and the police and fire department would come to help me but when I ran though it, there was only silence. The door led to a flight of stairs the spiraled upwards, I ran up as quickly as I could, hearin the doctor's footsteps pounding behind me. "You can't run from this!" He yelled after me.
     Farther and farther I ran up the stairs but there never seemed to be an end to them and with every passing second, the doctoer was getting closer and closer. Exhaustion was overwhelming me and my heart was pounding in my chest, sweat was soaking my clothes in both the dream and reality.

     I assume I was caught because next thing I knew, i was back on the couch. Staring at the two dolls on the other end of the room who were now accomanied by a smaller doll that looked like the little girl I spoke to earlier. Guilt and self-hatred took me over and I fell over off the couch, I wanted to scream and cry and beg for forgiveness from the small child but I couldn't. 
The scene went into thrid person and I saw myself, laying stiff on the floor in the fetal position as a small porcelain doll with no eyes.

 

I woke up 

Additional Comments:

Lobotomy - You are either trying to get to your subconscious and access its insights or you are trying to suppress it and erase it from your consciousness. Alternatively, the dream means that you are under tremendous mental stress.

Psychopath -  To see a psychopath in your dream suggests that you are being deceived or manipulated. It may also mean that you are feeling detached.

Fear - To dream that you feel fear indicates that your achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are experiencing anxieties in various aspects of your life. The key to overcoming your fear is to discuss them and deal with them openly.

Quack Doctor - To see a quack doctor in your dreams forewarns that you need to be more cautious of people who claim to be what they are not. 

Chase - To dream that you are being chased signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is a metaphor for some form of insecurity. 

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Aggression
  • Dramatic
  • Health
  • Mortality
  • Nightmare
  • Violence
  • Settings
  • Darkness
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Brother
  • Child
  • Stranger
  • Familiar
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anxiety
  • Confusion
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Helpless
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Location Change
  • Keywords
    blood
    death
    doll
    dolls
    child
    man
    doctor
    psychopath
    dismemberment
    lobotomy
    fear
    guilt
    hatred
    strangers
    brother
    beer
    sadness

    Saruman wants my soul?

    Date of dream: Tuesday, March 12, 2013

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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         I was riding in the backseat of a car with an unknown driver and staring out the window. I saw homeless people and starved animals. I saw a dirty looking man, eating soup out of what looked like a cat's chest cavity. 

         I was in a strange mansion with supposedly the love of my life. He kind of looked like Ryan Gosling and though I had just met him, it was like we had been in a relationship for years. We were engaged to be married.
         We were in a large ball room and there was a group of strange-looking people -- like people you would see in The Rocky Horror Picture Show (if you've ever seen it). One of them was a vary tall man in long, red robes who kind of resembled and black haired Sarumon from Lord of the Rings. I'm in a wedding dress but Gosling is in rags from the 1920s. Suddenly, Sarumon exclaims that he wished to eat us and sell our souls to Satan so naturally we started to run. We locked ourselves in a small room, and I tried holding the door closed while Sarumon (who then resembled a large, demonic fawn) tried pulling it open with great force. I'm crying and screaming and gripping the doorknob with everything I had when suddenly the fighting stopped. It was silent. 
         I let go of the door and nothing happened. I turned to look at Gosling and he was sitting in the middle of the room with two anonymous women in tattered, old lingerie.
         "We don't want to die virgins!" The cried into Gosling's arms and he suggested we all have sex. We did.

         Next thing I know, I'm in the point of view of a stranger, a man who looks like Boromir from Lord of the Rings. He's breathing heavily and running through a large metal tunnel. Through the tunnel, there was a giant metal room with multiple windows and a staircase built into the walls. He checked every window until he came to the very top of the room. He pressed the window and the glass budged slightly, he knew this was the way out. He pushed the window open with all his force and the glass snapped, falling to the ground outside. He stepped through the window onto a thin balcony when he heard a hiss behind him. He turned and saw a snake sitting in the window sill. He let out a sigh of relief and said to the snake, "Tell him I've found a way out. Let him know where it is." The snake slithered off.


          Back to my point of view and I'm chained up with the two girls and Gosling and Sarumon is chanting beside a large cauldron, a crowd of people in pews stood and watched. They all wore black. The room we were in resembled a church. Sarumon, chanting in an unknown language, releases something that smells like propane from his palms.

         
         Now I'm in the point of view of Scarlett Johanson playing The Black Widow, crawling through a maze of air vents, looking for Gosling. 
    It doesn't specify how but I end up being saved and Scarlett and I are now both in the vents with Gosling, crawling as fast as we can to get to the large room with the windows. The whole mansion is smelling awful due to the propane and Scarlett lights a match and dropped it through a crack in the vents. A river of fire began to rise from the floor slowly. We finally make it to the window and jump out onto the pavement. When we hit the ground...

    I wake up.

    Additional Comments:

    Accoring to Dreamforth.com: 

    Celebrities - 
    To see a celebrity in your dream symbolizes certain attributes or features that they possess. Pay attention to any recent events or occurrences in your life, and see if there are any similarities between them and the celebrity in the dream. Often, we develop a fixation on a celebrity and this can be incorporated into dreams. They possess attributes that we sometimes wish we had and are often seen as status symbols. Consider if the celebrity's name has any meaning. The dream could be a play on their name
    Church - To dream that you are in a church indicates your need for encouragement and direction. You are looking for someone to help you transition into a happier place. It is possible that you have strayed from your intended path as a result of moral wrongs or deceptions that you have committed. It may also imply that you are doubting choices you have made in life. Perhaps you should approach your goals in an alternative method. 
    Engagement - To dream that you are engaged to be married suggests your desire for intimacy or companionship. You could be attempting to quell your sense of isolation.
     Evil - To dream that someone or something is evil suggests that there is a dark and disguised part of yourself. This aspect could be desiring release or recognition. On the other end, evil can indicate the hostile and powerful feelings that you hold.
    Snake - To dream of seeing or being bitten by a snake implies that you are afraid and anxious about some issue in your life. Perhaps this dream is suggesting that you should be aware of a pending situation that may cause you harm. The snake can also represent the male genitals and may be warning you against entering into a certain sexual encounter. The snake can also represent someone in your life who is heartless, cruel, and treacherous. On a more optimistic note, the snake symbolizes intelligence, change, and understanding. It implies revitalization of the spirit and alterations in life. 
     Satan - To dream of Satan indicates that an aspect in your life is being influenced by immorality and malevolence. To dream about the devil suggests poor aspects of yourself. It could also represent a guilty conscience that you have been carrying around with you. You should release these emotions. Also, the devil can symbolize mental acuity, deceit, and astuteness.
    Beast - To dream about a beast represents imprudence and naivete. 
     Fire - To dream of fire can represent a variety of things. It can represent devastation, enthusiasm, passion, enlightenment, change, or anger. It could indicate that something is finally letting go of you, thus making room for new possibilities. Your opinions may be transforming. If the fire is under control, then this indicates the changes taking place within you. It can also be indicative of your ambition and hunger for success.

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Aggression
  • Mystical
  • Nightmare
  • Relationships
  • Spiritual
  • Romance
  • Sexuality
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anxiety
  • Ecstasy
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Happiness
  • Helpless
  • Activities
  • Physical
  • Movement
  • Fighting
  • Problem Solving
  • Searching
  • Keywords
    soul
    church
    Sean Bean
    monster
    engagement
    fire
    devil
    Scarlet Johanson
    Ryan Gosling
    Celebrities
    evil
    snake
    Matti Pellonpää
    Satanic

    Milkvsin.

    Date of dream: Friday, February 22, 2013

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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         I was sitting at my computer, bored out of my mind. My friend had just told me about a new computer simulation called 'Milkvsin' that I was about to try. I read about it and it said it was a sex simulator but I made an account anyway. As soon as I made an account and logged in, I was sucked into my computer and immediately landed in what I supposed was my house in the game. It was a large, loft, brick room with few windows. My bedroom, kitchen, and living room were not separated at all and the bathroom was more of a shower room and didn't have any toilets. I looked through the window ahead of me and it was dark outside. I walked over and closed the shutters, feeling as though I was being watched. One window didn't have shutters so I moved a piece of furniture in front of it. 

         I looked around and felt really lonely considering I've never lived in a house without at least one or two cats so I (somehow) pulled up a shopping menu as if I were still on the computer and ordered three cats. They instantly appeared on my dresser and jumped down to explore. I smiled and said hello to them. Next thing I know, I walk into my shower room and there are piles of cat shit on my shower room floor and I yell in aggravation, knowing I forgot to order a cat-box. 
         "Sorry," said a voice behind me, I turn and it was my good friend, "there weren't any toilets." I stared at him in disgust, turning on the showers to hopefully just rinse the shit down the drain. There was a moment of silence before he said something else, "Hey, do you want to go do something fun?" he asked.
         I smiled and nodded. Next thing I knew, we were in my car, parked in parking lot with a random treehouse in the middle of it. We got out of my car and climbed to the top, sitting across from each other. "Here." he said, handing me a large bag filled with what looked like sugar cubes. I asked him what that was and he informed me that it was Meth. I knitted my brow, skeptical, but eventually shrugged and agreed. (I want to note that I have never and will never partake in Methamphetamine.) He opened the bag and it ripped, causing the cubes on Meth to so flying all over the treehouse and, for some reason, the treehouse transformed into the backseat of my father's old Nison truck. A car pulled up next to mine and out of the car came a man I didn't recognize and his son who looked older than me. He was saying something to him about it being his last few days on earth so they were going to let him play in his favourite treehouse and my friend and I panicked. We told them they couldn't come up here and when they asked why I looked at my friend and began to cry hysterically, "I got pregnant on my birthday!" I screamed and the family backed away slower. (I also want to note that I have never been pregnant.)
         As soon at the family didn't seem to be a problem, an other car pulled up and it was an Asian man, his wife,  and their 5 year old son. He came up to the treehouse, yelling, asking why two adults were inside a treehouse. I continued crying, trying to gain us time to pick up the Meth cubes while the Asian man yelled at us. I would scoop the cubes up with my hands and cram them into my pockets. It seemed like an hour before we managed to clear the whole treehouse/backseat of the Meth cubes while the man yelled about it being his son's birthday and we finally left the treehouse and allowed them to play. I shook my head, confused as to why all these people were taking their sons to a treehouse for their birthdays in the middle of the night. 

         We ended up back at my 'house' and I decided I wasn't interested in doing Meth with my friend and he took the cubes from my pocket and left.


    I woke up. 

    Additional Comments:

    According to Dreamforth.com:

    Computer - To dream of a computer represents the expertise, knowledge, and progression of today's world. You are being offered new possibilities and options. This dream may also symbolize your desire to break free from conformity and be able to exude your own personality. You tend to follow the group without offering your ideas or suggestions. You are too passive. Perhaps you feel inferior and unimportant in your role.
    Drugs - To dream that you are in possession of or taking drugs represents your requirement for a fast solution to a problem. You could be tempted to take the short and easy route out of your difficulties. You should consider why you might need drugs in the first place.
    New house - To dream of a new house suggests taking on a new character and honing new strengths. It projects your attempt to react in an emotionally mature manner.
    Friend - 
    To dream about friends suggests that certain hidden parts of your character are now ready and willing to reemerge. How you interact with people around you can be critical in understanding yourself.
    Three House - To dream that you are in a tree house suggests that you trying to elude your problems. You are shutting out the realities of daily life.
    Yelling - 
    To dream of someone yelling is a representation of your repressed anger. You should consider ways to express it.
    Night - To dream of night denotes serious difficulty and hurdles in achieving your real life goals. There are still gray areas about some issues affecting your life. You have to put aside your prejudice and objectively look at the circumstances when you tackle these issues.
    Cat - 
    If you enjoy cats, this dream suggests that within you is a free spirit, feminine sensuality, imagination, and capacity. 
    Parking lot - To dream of a parking lot represents the need to slow down and take some time to unwind from your chores and responsibilities. 

  • Themes
  • Drug Use
  • Friendly
  • Mortality
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Automobile
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Child
  • Friend
  • Stranger
  • Animals
  • Familiar
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Confusion
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Helpless
  • Lonely
  • Activities
  • Fighting
  • Searching
  • Keywords
    computer
    drugs
    meth
    sex
    new house
    friend
    tree house
    parking lot
    dying
    yelling
    birthdays
    night time
    cats