Splicing.

Date of dream: Tuesday, June 03, 2014

Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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     I was walking with my family in what looked like a basement of a huge company building; The floors were flooded but we walked normally, looking for the entrance to the building as if we had business there. In the corning I see an African American security gaurd watching he from across the room.
     Next thing I know, I'm in some sort of break room, sitting on a couch across from an other couch which sat my brother and two other girls. One of heavy-set with dyed black hair and dark, gothic makeup while the other one, also heavy set, was blonde and 'normal' looking.
They were talking to me and I felt as though we were all having a discussion though I couldn't understand what we were saying. Then we all had beer in our hands and the girls started chugging when the chant 'chug, chug, chug' rang from some disembodied voice. Then the two girls looked at my brother as if signaling his turn and he looked at me, I shook my head and told him that he didn't have to do anyhing he didn't want to do.

     Then my brother was gone and it was just the girls and I, the break room turned into a dismal basement living room area with no windows, three doors and a desk on the far end of the room. We sat at the couch like we were waiting for something the the middle door of the three opened and a middle aged man in a lab coat came into the room. He pushed his glasses back up the bridge of his nose and examined us. He pointed to me, "That one."
     The two girls sighed in but distress and relief as I got up and walked toward the man though I everything was telling me not to. He took me into the middle room and it looked like a surgery with blaring lights and an operation table. Counters covered the far wall and surgical tools were spralled out in messy piles and plastic bags laid on the floor.
     I was told to get on the table and I did. I stared up into the light while the man talked about incisions to my brain. After fear took over, I got up from the table and yelled, "We can't do this anymore!" The man didn't seem phased and continued rumaging through his tools.
      "These!" I yelled, pointing to the plastic bags on the floor that looked to be filled with human parts like arms, brains, eyes, and slabs of skin. "These, were people with families, a friends. They had lives!" I cried.
     The man turned and looked at me.

     Next thing I knew, I was waiting outside the room again, fear slowing engulfing me again. A young man maybe a few years old than myself was sitting on the couch across from me in place of the girls. He looked as though half of his face had beed torn off and replaced by someone else's skin. We were talking and although I couldn't understand what we were saying, he gave me the impression that he didn't disapprove of what the 'doctor' was doing and even saw him as God-like as if he'd saved his life at some point. I looked at him in disgust at a two life sized dolls that looked just like the two girls I saw earlier but they looked hollow. They didn't have eyes and their skin looked like porcelain. I stared at them, sweat beading at the top of my hairline until I got up to tell a little girl that looked like my Boyfriend's little sister to go clean her room. Her room turned out to be the door on the far right and I followed her inside to tell her what needed to be done. the bed was not made and toys were scattered across the floor. I looked at her and told her firmly that her room needed to be clean before she could go out and play. She agreed and began cleaning as I left the room.

     The scene cuts over to the doctor, ready to take me to his surgery again. Acting as though he'd already operated on me once, I yelled that I wasn't going back in there and I ran. A fourth door appeared and I ran through it. It was an exit. Outside was sunny and bright and it took a moment for my eyes to adjust but I ran in blindness never the less, knowing the doctor was chasing after me. I ran through a suburban neighborhood, not thinking to actually scream for help. Then I ended up in an apartment building, running through the halls. As I was running, I thought about banging on one of the doors for help but I decided not to trust anyone because I could just end up in an other situation like the one I was in so I continued to run until I found a fire exit. I thought that if I ran through it, it was signal an alarm and the police and fire department would come to help me but when I ran though it, there was only silence. The door led to a flight of stairs the spiraled upwards, I ran up as quickly as I could, hearin the doctor's footsteps pounding behind me. "You can't run from this!" He yelled after me.
     Farther and farther I ran up the stairs but there never seemed to be an end to them and with every passing second, the doctoer was getting closer and closer. Exhaustion was overwhelming me and my heart was pounding in my chest, sweat was soaking my clothes in both the dream and reality.

     I assume I was caught because next thing I knew, i was back on the couch. Staring at the two dolls on the other end of the room who were now accomanied by a smaller doll that looked like the little girl I spoke to earlier. Guilt and self-hatred took me over and I fell over off the couch, I wanted to scream and cry and beg for forgiveness from the small child but I couldn't. 
The scene went into thrid person and I saw myself, laying stiff on the floor in the fetal position as a small porcelain doll with no eyes.

 

I woke up 

Additional Comments:

Lobotomy - You are either trying to get to your subconscious and access its insights or you are trying to suppress it and erase it from your consciousness. Alternatively, the dream means that you are under tremendous mental stress.

Psychopath -  To see a psychopath in your dream suggests that you are being deceived or manipulated. It may also mean that you are feeling detached.

Fear - To dream that you feel fear indicates that your achievements will not be as successful as you had anticipated. You are experiencing anxieties in various aspects of your life. The key to overcoming your fear is to discuss them and deal with them openly.

Quack Doctor - To see a quack doctor in your dreams forewarns that you need to be more cautious of people who claim to be what they are not. 

Chase - To dream that you are being chased signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is a metaphor for some form of insecurity. 

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Aggression
  • Dramatic
  • Health
  • Mortality
  • Nightmare
  • Violence
  • Settings
  • Darkness
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Brother
  • Child
  • Stranger
  • Familiar
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anxiety
  • Confusion
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Helpless
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Location Change
  • Keywords
    blood
    death
    doll
    dolls
    child
    man
    doctor
    psychopath
    dismemberment
    lobotomy
    fear
    guilt
    hatred
    strangers
    brother
    beer
    sadness

    Easter Sleep Over?

    Date of dream: Monday, April 01, 2013

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

    This dream has been viewed 205 times.

     

         I was in my old house, standing in my room and folding my clothes while my friend, Aidan, laid on my bed. She laid there and pulled out a large blunt from her purse. 
         "This one is mine," She said, "yours is on the dresser." 
    I looked over and it was a fairly sized cig wrapped in blue paper. I didn't pick it up, though I wanted to. Aidan put the blunt between her lips and lit it. "You can't smoke, yet!" I whispered harshly. "My parents are still up!"
         "Are they?" She asked, glancing at my door and then continued smoking.

         I knitted my brow and her and turned to open my door. It was cracked and out in the hall was darkness. Further down the hall, I could hear my brother, grumbling to himself. I walked closer but turned left into my bathroom. Everything in it had changed. We had more supplies and everything was arranged neatly like I was in a grocery store. I looked into the mirror above the sink. I saw myself, I looked younger. I looked down at the sink and saw a blue, plastic figurine that looked like a Treble Clef. I picked it up and something told me to try and bend it. It was cold in my hands but then I started bending it, it turned from a hard, plastic to something like clay, and then it turned into a live snake. I held it's hand between my thumb and forefinger to that it wouldn't bite me. I was confused, I examined the snake as it slithered it's body in my hand. I then bent it back into a Treble Clef and it turned back to plastic.

     I left my bathroom, ignoring my brother's noises from inside his room, and continued into the living room. The entrance to the living room revealed a light blaring from just out of sight. I walked in and turned left into the kitchen and saw the door to my parents room was shut, indicating they were asleep. As I was walking back through the living room, I saw that the light which was blaring before was moving. Getting brighter and then darker and so on. It was the TV, showing an old black and white cartoon I didn't recognize. On the couch in front of the TV, there was a boy laying under a blanket. I instantly knew it was my friend, Jesse. Thinking he was asleep, I went back to my room.
         When I opened the door, I saw my dad sitting on the floor at the foot of my bed, while Aidan smoked like nothing was wrong. "Dad." I said, less surprised than I was.
         "You should have told me you were letting people smoke in your room." He said.

         He went on to talk about smoking but I can't remember the exact words of it. A group of three unfamiliar women walked into my room. They held string in their hands, it was wrapped tightly around their fingers. "We're looking for," they all twisted and moved their fingers, revealing that the strings in their hands were, in fact, one long string and they all made a string art picture of a large spider, "spiders." They said, smiling.
         "Check the closet." My dad said from behind me. The women untangled their string and walked toward my closet door, opened it and saw nothing. They threw the string into the closet, having it wrap around items that were within and pulled them out, looking. They looked at the ceiling and wrapped their string around the hatch, leading to the attic. "Guess, you'll have to do some climbing." They say. I didn't understand.

         Suddenly, we were all in my brother's room. He sat in the corner with a scowl on his face, eyeing the women carefully. The stood at his closet, looking for spiders. The woman in the middle twiddled her fingers behind her back, making pretty string pictures.
    For some unknown reason, my brother got up, yelled, and ran outside. My father yelled after him in anger, and I followed him.
    I followed him into the front yard where he stopped. He stood, huffing in anger. "What's wrong?" I asked. He shook his head. "There's no reason to act like this," I said, putting my hand behind his back and leading him inside, "Look at all these easter egg we've laid out for you."
    Little, collourful egg were spiraled out in the grass. I remember thinking to myself that we'd overdone Easter this year. 

    I woke up. 

    Additional Comments:

    Dreamforth.com: 

     Smoking - To dream of smoke forewarns of upcoming hardships and obstacles. Perhaps you are worrying excessively or are perplexed by a situation or issue. You need to gain more understanding about a situation.
    Blue - 
    To dream of the color blue symbolizes honesty, integrity, intelligence, dedication, solace, and divinity. You may be wanting to escape from the pressures of life. You have an extremely positive outlook on life and believe that you will experience only good in your future. Depending on the context of your dream, the color blue can also reflect a mood of anguish and despair. 
    Sleeping - 
    To see others sleeping usually refers to some aspect or characteristic of your own personality. It may mean that you are or aren't aware of a certain issue in your life. Sleeping can also represent death because it is symbolic of endings and fresh starts.  
    Television - 
    To dream of watching television is indicative of one's own thought processes. The fluidity of the television program represents the fluidity of your own mind and thoughts, and the program itself may be providing you with a more objective view of your own ideas and opinions.
    Bathroom - To dream that you are in the bathroom signifies your basic needs and desires. It's possible that you are feeling overwhelmed and you wish to get rid of these issues. It may also symbolize your need to cleanse your spirit and mind of destructive thoughts. You need to release negative emotions and feelings.
    Snake - 
    To dream of seeing or being bitten by a snake implies that you are afraid and anxious about some issue in your life. Perhaps this dream is suggesting that you should be aware of a pending situation that may cause you harm. The snake can also represent the male genitals and may be warning you against entering into a certain sexual encounter. The snake can also represent someone in your life who is heartless, cruel, and treacherous. On a more optimistic note, the snake symbolizes intelligence, change, and understanding. It implies revitalization of the spirit and alterations in life. 
     Cleaning - 
    To dream that you are cleaning indicates your ability to make situations more positive and to solve pressing problems. You are learning how to replace pessimistic views and beliefs with those that are more uplifting and pleasurable. This can suggest your desire to seek inner peace and enlightenment.
     String - 
    To see strings in your dream symbolizes the bonds that you hold in a relationship or issue. It could be relating to the strength and importance of these bonds, or it may indicate that you are harboring anxieties regarding this bond.
     Easter Egg - 
    To dream of an Easter egg suggests the beginning of a potentially exciting and abundant period of activity. Some hardship has passed and you may be feeling refreshed and centered. Your emotional and spiritual life are currently bringing you satisfaction. Many Easter eggs in a dream indicate that great happiness is possible for you, so breathe easy and enjoy.

     

     

  • Themes
  • Aggression
  • Authority
  • Dramatic
  • Drug Use
  • Friendly
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Characters
  • Father
  • Brother
  • Friend
  • Stranger
  • Animals
  • Familiar
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anger
  • Anxiety
  • Confusion
  • Relaxed
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Physical
  • Movement
  • Keywords
    Smoking
    blue
    sleep over
    old cartoon
    tv
    bathroom
    temple clef
    snake
    clean
    sleeping
    string
    spiders
    women
    easter
    eggs

    Saruman wants my soul?

    Date of dream: Tuesday, March 12, 2013

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

    This dream has been viewed 249 times.

         I was riding in the backseat of a car with an unknown driver and staring out the window. I saw homeless people and starved animals. I saw a dirty looking man, eating soup out of what looked like a cat's chest cavity. 

         I was in a strange mansion with supposedly the love of my life. He kind of looked like Ryan Gosling and though I had just met him, it was like we had been in a relationship for years. We were engaged to be married.
         We were in a large ball room and there was a group of strange-looking people -- like people you would see in The Rocky Horror Picture Show (if you've ever seen it). One of them was a vary tall man in long, red robes who kind of resembled and black haired Sarumon from Lord of the Rings. I'm in a wedding dress but Gosling is in rags from the 1920s. Suddenly, Sarumon exclaims that he wished to eat us and sell our souls to Satan so naturally we started to run. We locked ourselves in a small room, and I tried holding the door closed while Sarumon (who then resembled a large, demonic fawn) tried pulling it open with great force. I'm crying and screaming and gripping the doorknob with everything I had when suddenly the fighting stopped. It was silent. 
         I let go of the door and nothing happened. I turned to look at Gosling and he was sitting in the middle of the room with two anonymous women in tattered, old lingerie.
         "We don't want to die virgins!" The cried into Gosling's arms and he suggested we all have sex. We did.

         Next thing I know, I'm in the point of view of a stranger, a man who looks like Boromir from Lord of the Rings. He's breathing heavily and running through a large metal tunnel. Through the tunnel, there was a giant metal room with multiple windows and a staircase built into the walls. He checked every window until he came to the very top of the room. He pressed the window and the glass budged slightly, he knew this was the way out. He pushed the window open with all his force and the glass snapped, falling to the ground outside. He stepped through the window onto a thin balcony when he heard a hiss behind him. He turned and saw a snake sitting in the window sill. He let out a sigh of relief and said to the snake, "Tell him I've found a way out. Let him know where it is." The snake slithered off.


          Back to my point of view and I'm chained up with the two girls and Gosling and Sarumon is chanting beside a large cauldron, a crowd of people in pews stood and watched. They all wore black. The room we were in resembled a church. Sarumon, chanting in an unknown language, releases something that smells like propane from his palms.

         
         Now I'm in the point of view of Scarlett Johanson playing The Black Widow, crawling through a maze of air vents, looking for Gosling. 
    It doesn't specify how but I end up being saved and Scarlett and I are now both in the vents with Gosling, crawling as fast as we can to get to the large room with the windows. The whole mansion is smelling awful due to the propane and Scarlett lights a match and dropped it through a crack in the vents. A river of fire began to rise from the floor slowly. We finally make it to the window and jump out onto the pavement. When we hit the ground...

    I wake up.

    Additional Comments:

    Accoring to Dreamforth.com: 

    Celebrities - 
    To see a celebrity in your dream symbolizes certain attributes or features that they possess. Pay attention to any recent events or occurrences in your life, and see if there are any similarities between them and the celebrity in the dream. Often, we develop a fixation on a celebrity and this can be incorporated into dreams. They possess attributes that we sometimes wish we had and are often seen as status symbols. Consider if the celebrity's name has any meaning. The dream could be a play on their name
    Church - To dream that you are in a church indicates your need for encouragement and direction. You are looking for someone to help you transition into a happier place. It is possible that you have strayed from your intended path as a result of moral wrongs or deceptions that you have committed. It may also imply that you are doubting choices you have made in life. Perhaps you should approach your goals in an alternative method. 
    Engagement - To dream that you are engaged to be married suggests your desire for intimacy or companionship. You could be attempting to quell your sense of isolation.
     Evil - To dream that someone or something is evil suggests that there is a dark and disguised part of yourself. This aspect could be desiring release or recognition. On the other end, evil can indicate the hostile and powerful feelings that you hold.
    Snake - To dream of seeing or being bitten by a snake implies that you are afraid and anxious about some issue in your life. Perhaps this dream is suggesting that you should be aware of a pending situation that may cause you harm. The snake can also represent the male genitals and may be warning you against entering into a certain sexual encounter. The snake can also represent someone in your life who is heartless, cruel, and treacherous. On a more optimistic note, the snake symbolizes intelligence, change, and understanding. It implies revitalization of the spirit and alterations in life. 
     Satan - To dream of Satan indicates that an aspect in your life is being influenced by immorality and malevolence. To dream about the devil suggests poor aspects of yourself. It could also represent a guilty conscience that you have been carrying around with you. You should release these emotions. Also, the devil can symbolize mental acuity, deceit, and astuteness.
    Beast - To dream about a beast represents imprudence and naivete. 
     Fire - To dream of fire can represent a variety of things. It can represent devastation, enthusiasm, passion, enlightenment, change, or anger. It could indicate that something is finally letting go of you, thus making room for new possibilities. Your opinions may be transforming. If the fire is under control, then this indicates the changes taking place within you. It can also be indicative of your ambition and hunger for success.

  • Themes
  • Action
  • Aggression
  • Mystical
  • Nightmare
  • Relationships
  • Spiritual
  • Romance
  • Sexuality
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anxiety
  • Ecstasy
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Happiness
  • Helpless
  • Activities
  • Physical
  • Movement
  • Fighting
  • Problem Solving
  • Searching
  • Keywords
    soul
    church
    Sean Bean
    monster
    engagement
    fire
    devil
    Scarlet Johanson
    Ryan Gosling
    Celebrities
    evil
    snake
    Matti Pellonpää
    Satanic