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Grasping ghosts.

Date of dream: Wednesday, August 27, 2008

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Daytime and I find myself travelling along a vaguely familiar motorway, rather than use a car I am lying face down and hovering just an inch or two above the road and am being pulled along by a magical motorised football sized metallic sphere. The feeling of being pulled along by the ball is very pleasant and makes me feel semi lucid (vaguely similar kinds of gravity sensations were felt as in a falling dream).

The sphere is very responsive to my thoughts and when I want to go quicker it immediately complies with my wish, it would seem to be a living thing and very receptive to my impulses.

I am suddenly made aware of a change in the law regarding the speed limit whilst driving in the wet on a motorway, the speed limit has been abolished and now one can drive as fast as one wishes, it seems like a positive thing (in the dream).

I zip in and out of the traffic with great ease when I suddenly get the urge to look in my rear view mirror (although I was not inside a vehicle as such the mirror still existed). Looking in the mirror I’m shocked to see one or two men who look vaguely like me wandering aimlessly behind me across the motorway, it immediately becomes apparent that these are the ghosts of people who have been killed in motorway accidents in the past.

It’s at this point the vividness of the dream steps up a level and I begin to have something of a lucid nightmare.

The ghosts (which look solid, real and very life like and not all like a traditional ghost like a white sheet or blanket) start to grab onto my legs as if to hang onto me and hitch a ride, I manage to shake the grasping ghosts free and will my magic sphere vehicle to pull me forwards and away from the frightening ghosts.

As I head uphill towards a tunnel I hear the chilling wails and cries of the ghosts I managed to shake free tapering off behind me “Help me” they cry hauntingly “Help me”.

Additional Comments:

Thoughts: Last night I had the strong intention and made big efforts to have a lucid dream and it did seem to work even if the drama was a bit unnerving, the sensation of moving or of gravity or of falling was very familiar to those special sort of lucid dreams although this was quite fun compared to those falling dreams. Three areas I’m trying to focus on with the intention of trying to improve my lucid dreams and hopefully even out of body experiences are to get more quality sleep, improve my diet and take regular light exercise. The above dream was actually very positive regardless of the ghosts. The magic sphere may represent wholeness, the motorway a quick and dynamic route to where I want to be heading in life which is perhaps away from the past as represented by the clinging ghosts.

Dream 1: The female football deity – Daytime and I find myself outdoors on a soccer pitch playing in a football match. My team is made up of the usual compliment of male players many of whom are favourite footballers from when I was little. The opposition team consists of one giant woman. The beautiful colossus is something like a statuesque Greek goddess in short robes which show off her shapely legs and her long Roman sandals. My team does everything possible to try and score a goal past the giant lady but to no avail, the ball simply ricochets off her towering shins like a miniscule ping pong ball.

Dream 3: The wedding anniversary – (A very lengthy dream which I’ve decided to record in full as certain areas seemed very important and significant). Daytime and I find myself inside a specific oriental take away shop in my childhood hometown the little take away is called ‘The Golden Horse’ in waking life which may be symbolically significant (I still need to check up on this symbolism). My wife is at the counter ordering some food for us both, my wife seems very motherly and more mature than I am but it’s not so much that I feel like a child it’s just that I don’t feel very grounded or with it. Whilst my wife makes the order I play a slot machine the kind with spinning reels with pictures on them which need to be aligned and matched in order to win a money prize (this is often a recurring dream symbol for me). On the first spin of the reels (there are five reels) I manage to match 4 lemon symbols out of the 5 reels and win a cash prize of £3. Our food order is prepared and my wife beckons me to leave but before going I quickly have one more go on the slot machine and manage to win the jackpot of £22 by matching all 5 reels with the (apparent) best symbol of a lemon tree branch full of blossom. My money prize is delivered into the collection trough in the form of a shower of shiny golden coins each denominated in the number 20. Some suspicious characters watch over me as I scoop up the coins and fill my pockets I sense that they are covetous and jealous of my good fortune. My wife and I then go out into the street where we see a scene of terrible agitation and commotion, some young ruffian children are spitefully teasing and being hostile towards some vagrants, the tramps in turn become quite hostile too at being provoked and start screeching and screaming back at the little thugs to be left alone. We carry on walking and I suddenly notice that I am accompanied by a vaguely familiar child who looks like a boy I went to primary school with (this boy’s surname may vaguely be symbolic, he has appeared in a few of my past dreams). On the surface the boy seems mentally retarded or perhaps deeply introverted, I decide to help the boy as we walk by talking to him about his problems, I want to somehow cure the boy. As we walk I realise that we have strayed into a beautiful park and my wife has walked on ahead of us up the hill towards my Nan’s house where we planned to eat our fish and chips. I feel a bit panicky and want to catch up with her because I feel helpless without her and that I have been neglecting her. At my Nan’s house we all sit down in the kitchen with some unfamiliar yet familiar dream acquaintances to eat the take away meal, the special food is to celebrate the wedding anniversary of my wife and I. Before joining everyone at the table I become distracted by a documentary or some news footage showing on the television, I’m completely captivated by the story and can’t take my eyes away from the TV. The news story concerns the real life story (real within the dream) with live footage as it happens of a solitary male hostage being held in a far off country. As I watch the television I’m aware of two factions parked in large armoured off-road vehicles on my Nan’s driveway outside. One group represents the captors and the other a kind of FBI negotiations team. I sense that the situation or stand-off is extremely tense and very real. Back in doors and I continue to gaze at the television, I watch as the hostage lets out an anguished cry for freedom from his restraints to which his captors come and brutally beat him. In fact the captors decide to kill the man by beating him with bamboo rods and hacking at him with machetes, the man falls to the jungle floor and is trampled and stamped upon by his tormentors before finally (and bizarrely) one of the captors rides a camel on top of the man and completely crushes him into the earth (a terribly shocking and horrifying scene). Afterwards an African wooden ritual or tribal like mask is nailed to the dead man’s face in some kind of superstitious attempt to stop his spirit escaping. (Just as a note I can’t think where such a terrible scene came from, only to add that the camel is something of a recurring symbol at the moment). After watching the documentary my wife and her sister announce that they are taking me out for an anniversary surprise. They take me to a large part out door part indoor market with many stalls all selling second hand antiques and brick-a-brack. My wife parks the car we came in right next to a stall which is selling old perambulators, once out of the car I immediately note that our own car looks just like a perambulator too only larger, I warn my wife that by parking the car so close to the other prams it might get sold by mistake by somebody thinking that it was for sale. We each wander off by ourselves about the stalls where I decide to try and look for a present for a close friend, whilst browsing the stalls I see some ornaments shaped like Kermit the frog from The Muppet Show. One of the ornamental Kermit’s is stood upright and is a bedside lamp with a small bulb inside his green opaque alabaster head which creates a soft pleasant glow. The other Kermit also standing upright appears to be an air freshener filled with potpourri, incense or talcum powder. I have the dream memory that I owned these Kermit items when I was younger or that they were ornaments in my childhood home (but this is just a dream memory though). Later on I find myself inside a small bar which is situated on a pier I am accompanied by the English actor Nigel Havers who is in turn accompanied by a lady friend. I’m involved in a strange scene with Nigel whereby we are trying to winch up a garbage truck off the shoreline of the beach onto the top of a barge or dredger, it is a difficult task as the winch cable keeps twisting but we eventually manage to do it. Meanwhile my wife is sat at a party table in one of the bars cosy booth areas with friends most of whom are unfamiliar to me, a little bottle of champagne is opened and a glass is offered to me. I want to join her and I feel that she wants me to join her at the table but I’m very distracted and confused with all of the goings on. Two novelty anniversary presents of t-shirts with a visual gag on the front are brought out for me and the husband of one of my wife’s friends. One of the cartoons or gags on the t-shirts is an amusing allegory about virility whilst the other t-shirt has a similarly humorous fable about fidelity. After the party at the bar I return back to the Oriental take away shop from right at the beginning of the dream where I help the chef in the rear kitchen to make some home made choc ices, I watch as the chef cleaves slices of water ice looking ice-cream from a great slab with a curved cheese cutting blade. I roll my small blocks of ice in the chocolate sauce and then coat them in peanuts. A female work colleague is sat at a bar stool and small table in the shop and asks me in a round about sort of way if I’m available, I feel very confused by the proposition and puzzle over her question before finally say no awkwardly as I remember that I am married. The work colleague aggresses her current partner who is also sat silently at the other side of the table from her as if to let out her anger and frustrations at my rejection. She aggresses me too because of my negative reply and stares at me with piercing blue eyes just like her boyfriend has and who also stares at me too. It’s at this point the proceedings are interrupted and some gruesome severed overly large animal heads are brought into the shop and paraded about the room on large platters by royal looking servants or knaves.
  • Themes
  • Fun
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Action
  • Mortality
  • Mystical
  • Settings
  • Automobile
  • Familiar
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Deceased
  • Familiar
  • Imaginary
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Anxiety
  • Happiness
  • Relaxed
  • Shock
  • Accomplished
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Driving
  • Flying
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Motorway
    Sphere
    Law
    Rain
    Ghost
    Add'l Emotions
    Lucidity
    Effortlessness
    Positive
    Haunted
    Moving on

    Mercedes wants to sell.

    Date of dream: Tuesday, May 20, 2008

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    It is summertime and I am stood at the top of the driveway of a childhood friend who I was very fond of, I am my current age but my little sister is here with me and she is only a child again. We are playing in the sun having fun when we hear the telephone ringing inside the house shortly followed by my Mum bawling out for one of us to answer it, my little sister runs down the driveway and into the house with me following leisurely behind, I get the impression my Mum is lazing in bed with my stepfather.
     
    Unfortunately the telephone cuts off before my sister can pick it up, this seems like a big disappointment but fortunately whoever was calling has tried to get through to us once more and the telephone begins to ring once again.
     
    This time I pick up the phone to here a lady speaking at the other end, the woman comes across as being a secretary at a dream version of my work she has the controlled reserved air of an administrator who is in total control of everything. Unfortunately she is the only person in the office and she has picked up a very important telephone call and absolutely must forward it on to the relevant managers or people.
     
    Although the lady is cool and calm I sense a hint of something frantic and urgent in her need for help, I try to help and ask her what has happened and the lady explains that a client called Mercedes* has decided to sell out or sell their investment and leave the company. I tell the lady not to worry and try to remain calm as I'm going to try and transfer the telephone call which she has put on hold to the relevant people via the telephone I'm currently using. At first it doesn't seem to work but after much struggling I do seem to manage to redirect the urgent telephone call.
     
    Afterwards I go back outside and up onto the driveway where I see positioned on the pavement a bright brand new glossy fuchsia pink bedstead but which has no mattress only the frame and springs. I am aware that this very vibrant tubular bedstead has been placed here for me as a favour by a friend, they aren't going to help me any further though and it is now up to me to make the bed and finish it off.
     
    I put the finishing touches to the bed and place a felt sheet over the top of the mattress which has a very specific colour of yellow ochre, I notice that this sheet has a hole right in the middle of it, this hole embarrasses and shames me terribly. Here I am I feel having been given this beautiful bedstead and all I can manage to muster as my attempt to compliment the friends generous offer is this blanket with a hole in it. 

    On the bed are sat two extremely fragile off-white spheres made from something even more delicate than egg shell, one of spheres represents me and the other the person who provided the bed. The person who left me the bedsteads sphere is intact but the one which corresponds to me has been broken.

    Additional Comments:

    Thoughts: Even from within the dream the *Mercedes who was selling everything was not the car manufacturer but an actual person I felt, in fact for some reason I immediately associated the name with the character of Mercedes Mondego from the novel 'The Count of Monte Christo'. I like this story very much although I'm not quite sure why or what it represents within the context of the dream, but saying that this dream telephone call did seem very urgent so I guess the dream is important at some level. Dream 1: Being an eagle - A very short brief but vivid snippet of a dream, I am inside the body of an eagle soaring high over a canyon, I feel spiritually me but physically the magnificent bird. Being in the eagles body makes me think and see the land and world in a different way. Dream 2: The goal - I immediately find myself on a soccer pitch both as what seems a player and a detached observer, I stand near a goal mouth and watch as a player scores a goal and all of his team celebrate. The dream doesn't feel symbolic at all and just simply is what it is with no strings attached (I'm not a fan of soccer and haven't even touched a football for years).

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Success
  • Authority
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Geographical
  • Home
  • Indoors
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Work
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Child
  • Colleague
  • Familiar
  • Father
  • Friend
  • Mother
  • Significant Other
  • Sister
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Happiness
  • Relaxed
  • Embarrassed
  • Shock
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Sister
    Telephone
    Bed
    Blanket
    Sphere
    Add'l Emotions
    Nostalgia
    Urgency
    Dire need
    Assisted
    Responsible

    Special spheres.

    Date of dream: Saturday, August 25, 2007

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    It’s daytime and I find myself in an unfamiliar sitting room to my left is a couch with three women sat upon it, the solid stern looking woman in the middle seems to be a protective motherly type whereas the leaner ladies either side of her are perhaps her sisters or friends.

    I am vaguely aware of some children playing about the house although they are not currently in this room the kids belong to the woman in the middle on the sofa I feel.

    The woman seated in the central position gives off a very particular feeling I get the impression that she is quite rough and ready and could be very aggressive even violent if she wanted to be, she gives me a smile which I find hard to read it could be one of genuine pleasantness or on the other hand it could be hiding some maliciousness towards me.

    On the carpeted floor in the lounge I see some quite large glassy spheres that look like children’s marbles. I pick up one of the larger ones up immediately and lucidly noting its weight, hardness and its glossy sheen. It appears to be made from some kind of cream colored glass with flecks of gold embedded inside it, it’s a very pretty and intriguing object.

    I decide to squeeze it to see how hard it is but much to my great surprise it yields greatly between my fingers as I apply pressure almost as if it were alive or a living organic thing. Now it feels kind of squishy in my hands very much like those bubble bath balls one can dissolve in a hot bath, I get the impression that if I squeezed harder it may actually liquefy and turn into a small watery pool in my hands.

    I stop squeezing the sphere and it immediately returns to its granite tough original state, it’s quite remarkable and amazes me. I look over to the woman sat in the middle of the sofa with a quizzical expression as if to silently ask for some explanation of the magical ball, she just continues to grin at me with her veiled smile.

    I decide to pose her a question and ask her “Can you use it as a telephone?” (“It” being the glassy ball, I haven’t a clue why I asked this as the ball was nothing like a telephone although in the dream this question made perfect sense).

    She smiles and tells me “Yes, if you wanted to you could use it as a telephone” her response is a loaded one though as I sense from her reply that the sphere could be used for many other mysterious and spectacular purposes too.

    Additional Comments:

    In another dream from this evening my childhood best friend is going back to live in the country where his parents originated from in Austria, it a very happy and wonderful occasion and like he is going to live happily ever after.

    One other dream from this night revolved around preparations for a large surprise birthday party that was being thrown for me by many peoples both family, friends and celebrities. I watch a rehearsal for this party taking place from a distance. Later on I’m beckoned hurriedly to get changed as there is a surprise for me, there seems to be a catch though and that I have to get changed into red clothes so I put on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. I go into the party to lots of cheers of “Surprise!” I’m really enthralled and over the moon as I didn’t think that so many people cared about me to throw such a party, I even see the musician Phil Collins here he’s kind of acting as the host and is going to be playing his drums.
  • Settings
  • Home
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Keywords
    Couch
    Sphere
    Ball
    Gold
    Telephone
    Add'l Emotions
    Motherly
    Rough
    Tough
    Yielding
    Mystery