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Inside the sacred mountain.

Date of dream: Saturday, September 06, 2008

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(A profoundly vivid and emotive dream whose feeling has stayed with me since having it, I haven’t had a dream quite this powerful for a long time).

Afternoon and I’m stood on a hill top in the afternoon in a vast wild awe inspiring landscape of green rolling hills somewhere in England. Way, way off in the distance I can see a large mountain which has an unusual natural stone stack feature towering at its very top.

I am accompanied by a very old man to my left who is naked he is easily 90 years of age if not older, he has slightly sagging wrinkled skin but is surprisingly sinewy and strong with it. The elderly man has come to climb the mountain that we can see off on the horizon, I’m made aware that he has to be naked in order to do this and it seems for symbolic reasons (although he does carry his clothes with him) just like he is not allowed to use any ropes or climbing equipment to scale the mountain either.

To my right we are accompanied by a television camera crew who are going to come along and document the old man’s climb. I’m made aware that the mountain hasn’t been climbed by anyone for 500 years.

The challenge of the mountain stretches out before us and so we set off to climb it by hiking across the rolling landscape, the journey to the mountain seems to take days but also paradoxically happens in an instant.

We all manage to climb the first part of the green grassy mountain or huge hill with the elderly man climbing incredibly well with great determination and enthusiasm in fact even better than myself and the television crew.

We eventually reach the high plateau where the sheer vertical cliff face of the tall towering chimney like geological feature rises up into the clouds. It becomes apparent that television crew must remain behind at this point as only the old man is allowed to continue the climb from here, apparently only he is worthy and permitted to go to the top of the mountain but it would appear that I am allowed to accompany him and go along with him though.

As soon as we start climbing the vertical brown cliff face the weather turns terrible and we are surrounded by a thick blizzard of swirling snow flakes which makes the visibility zero, I find the climbing very hard so how the aged man who is naked manages the climb I don’t know but he climbs even better than myself with the energy of a young man.

The weather conditions as we reach the top of the stack are horrendous but we eventually come to an opening or hole in the top of the mountains natural chimney like pinnacle, the old man climbs down inside and I follow after him.

We both find ourselves inside a strange chamber with many unusual gothic and Gnostic markings on the walls, the sanctum is utterly still and silent which contrasts heavily with the whistling wind that was heard outside. I look more closely at the markings on the walls and to my right I see the bust of a gothic woman carved into the wall, I say to the old man “Look, it’s Mary”. Looking in front of me I saw what looks like a bas relief sculpture cut into the rock of Leonardo’s last supper, I’m slightly disturbed to see that instead of Jesus and the disciples sat at the table I see the kind of daemons Hieronymus Bosch would have painted, they all feast and party wildly at the table gorging themselves on food and bickering with one another.

Many of the other symbols etched into the rock are very simple but obscure and I don’t understand them at all, I get the impression that many wise people have visited and even lived in this cave in the past and left their mark including the poet and engraver William Blake.

No sooner have we arrived than I sense that we have to leave again, the old man seems content with this but I sense that he vows to return in the future when he will stay inside the mountain for longer to study the symbols.

The immense effort to have got here only to have to leave again frustrates me immensely as I feel that there is so much to learn here. I make a childish demand to the soul or spirit of the cave, in fact it felt as if god or my idea of god dwelled here and I beg the all that is to tell me and the old man something meaningful and profound before we leave, I have the sad upsetting thought that the old man may not be able to come back to the cave as time will run out because of his age and that he will die of old age soon.

As if to grant my request to have a secret revealed the cave fades into the background to be replaced by an infinite black void. I see what looks like a translucent membrane or sheet rippling gentle in the centre of the void it is made clear to me that this sheet represents the universe in its absolute entirety. The membrane looks strange to me as it appears two-dimensional and yet our world is somewhere inside and within that sheet, I have the impression that this portrayal has perhaps been made symbolic and simplified for my own benefit.

The opened sheet represents an end cycle of the universe, I continue to watch as huge sunbeams of golden light get drawn or shoot up slowly in a diagonal left to right direction from the membrane out into the void. I’m made aware that this light represents all that is good in the universe going back to its source.

The darkness that is left in the membrane isn’t yet ready to go back to god so the sheet is rolled back up again into a tube and the universe starts its cycle again. I’m made aware that this cycle of rolling and unrolling the membrane goes on ad infinitum until all of the light has been drawn from the universe and has gone back to god.

I suddenly wake up from this vision beneath a tree I used to sit beneath at my place of work in the lunchtime, it appears that I’d been sleeping and have now just awoken into the morning. Looking about me I see other work colleagues lying on the grass waking up from beneath their blankets and sleeping bags too. I see a particular work colleague just in front of me waking up, he is the one who is passionate and fanatical about cars and he tells me that he has just had the most fascinating dream, I tell him with much excitement that so did I.

I decide to let him tell me his dream first as I know that I will be able to memorise mine better than he can as I am used to remembering my dreams.

Additional Comments:

Thoughts: It’s very difficult to actually write this dream up and do it justice by trying to put it into words it was so vivid and real as to be quite shocking. For example the part where I was climbing the vertical cliff face in the blizzard was so real that even thinking about it now has me coming out in goose bumps. As to its meaning I think the dream probably is a reflection of that part of me that is always questing and seeking life’s answers, the two symbols that I could identify from within the cave were those of Mary and The Last Supper (although this one was more in a grotesque and distorted form) I’ll have to think about these some more as they both seem very significant perhaps not so much to my direct waking life but more in a spiritual regard.

Dream 1: Mum’s joins me on holiday – (I focused all of my attention on memorising my principal dream from this night as it seemed so important, so the write up for this dream and the one below is a bit thin on details because of that. Also the above dream was the last one of the morning and occurred after I had woken momentarily and then dropped back off to sleep, something which can sometimes affect the recall of previous dreams). Anyway….Daytime and I feel like I’m on a well earned holiday in a very pleasant sunny location, the ambiance is one of letting down ones guard or defences and just relaxing and going with the flow. Apparently some arrangements had been made to meet my Mum on the holiday and for her to join in the vacation. I do eventually meet my Mum who appears much younger and somewhat more intimately involved with me at least more from her side or point of view than mine in a boyfriend girlfriend kind of way. The rest of the dream is spent eating and indulging in all sorts of foods and then sharing our thoughts about the tastes and flavours of those things.

Dream 2: Trying to window cleaning – Daytime at my place of work and looking out of the window I can see my younger sister with my brother-in-law and their children outside the entrance to the building. It would appear that my brother-in-law has kind of roused his family together as a kind of window cleaning team in order to wash all of the office windows at my work. I watch as my brother-in-law gets into a rock climbers harness and also suits up my sister and their children too, he then proceeds to attempt to scale up onto the porch above the entrance door to begin cleaning the first of the windows. My brother-in-law doesn’t seem to have his abseiling kit properly adjusted though and descends back down to the ground with a bit of a spring in the climbing rope, it looks like cleaning the windows will be not as easy as he first thought so I go out to help him.
  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Action
  • Success
  • Mortality
  • Authority
  • Spiritual
  • Mystical
  • Friendly
  • Settings
  • Afternoon
  • Geographical
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Imaginary
  • Significant Other
  • Stranger
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Shock
  • Accomplished
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Mountain
    Naked
    Cave
    Mary
    Universe
    Add'l Emotions
    Expectation
    Challenge
    Sanctity
    Godly
    Revelation

    Preparing for a nude scene.

    Date of dream: Tuesday, July 03, 2007

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    It is daytime and I find myself sat in a parked car in a quiet street in what feels like London, some kind of preparations for a movie shoot is going on outside in the street.

    A film director (older than me, with a beard) is sat to my left and I chat with him briefly about the role I am about to play in his movie. I am going to be acting in the nude and I feel I need to ask him some questions about this role in order to pick my confidence up.

    After we chat I get out of the car feeling a mixture of slight apprehension but with some confidence too as I stride off to play my part.

    Additional Comments:

    One or two other brief dreams involved seeing a huge explosion in a large building in a city the explosion was fake but looked very real.

    Another was about going into a canteen at work where a colleague was serving food, fish and chips seemed to be the meal of the day or I was being coerced into making a decision about what to take.

    And one other dream was about trying to park a car in very stormy weather, my younger sister seemed to be involved in this too and was perhaps also trying to park a car or get it out of an awkward space like me too (perhaps near to her house).
  • Settings
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Driving
  • Keywords
    London
    Car
    Film director
    Film set
    Naked
    Add'l Emotions
    Acting
    Consulting
    Discussing
    Apprehension
    Confidence

    Of all the food joints in all the towns in all the world....

    Date of dream: Sunday, June 17, 2007

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    I find myself in what feels like a cross between my old secondary school and my place of work, I walk into a large busy eating hall which has a small canteen situated in front of all of the tables and behind which is a stage.

    I immediately note that I’m stark naked without an item of clothing on me, I don’t feel that embarrassed but I can sense all of the eyes of the people sat at their tables staring at me with disbelief, this feeling of having eyes roving all over my body makes feel a bit tingly, hot and a little bit self conscious but not so much so that I should run away or find some clothes.

    I see that the person cooking and serving up the food from behind the canteen counter top is the actor Humphrey Bogart. There are two young women stood just to my left who are the next ones in line to be served. I watch Humphrey as he cooks what look like hamburgers on a hotplate he flips them over with a metal spatula. He seems to be making a bit of a hash of it as he seems to be trying to cook the burgers whilst they are sandwiched inside a bread roll (?).

    As I wait in line watching Bogie struggle with the burgers I realize I left my lunch voucher back in the office, I head back over to get it before rejoining my place back in line.

    Additional Comments:

    Couple of other dreams for last night included:

    Being at my Nan’s and looking in the mirror and seeing that my hair was longer (roughly down to my shoulders). It felt very good and uplifting to have long hair and left me with this feeling on waking too.

    I am at an American oval race circuit in the 1970’s taking part in some kind of pro-celebrity NASCAR race. There is a selection of tuned up race cars all of which are red and all of which look different to one way or another, expose engines etc very ‘Wacky Races’. I am playing the part of Jim Rockford from the old TV show ‘The Rockford Files’. The race is very competitive and closely fought, but I manage to lead the race from the start. There are two white sports cars out on the circuit too those of a mother and son who both seem very competitive and work together as a kind of team. Later I coast into the pits as my car is really worn out and needs new tires and fuel (I have been leading the race up until now but have been pushing the car very hard). I indicate to go into the pits which I realise shortly afterwards was a very unmanly and a stupid thing to do (out of place in a race?).

    I’m talking to some kind of guardian like figure about how tough life can be sometimes (in the sense of helping other family members with their problems but never seeming to get any where). The guardian puts my mind at ease and explains a few other things about reincarnation and how life is kind of a game.

    I am pulling up a piece of carpet in the middle of the stairs at my Nan’s house, I light a match and the material beneath the carpet starts to smoulder. I panic a bit worrying that it will turn into a fire. Some time later I go to the bathroom and cup my hand filling it with water in order to put out the smouldering material. The smouldering step is very wet but I want to make doubly sure that the fire is out. There is some other family in the background too, I want to make certain the fire is out before I can go outside and to town.

    I decide to walk to work along a busy motorway there are lots of large crane like vehicles parked in the emergency slip road (very vivid scenery) after walking some distance I realise that it would take me a day to walk to work so I run back home for the car keys.

    I find myself in an unfamiliar bedroom sat down on a small padded foot stool I’m wearing women’s clothes and am bent forward tying the strap on a pair of high heeled shoes. The skirt and shoes are matching and made from a heavy, coarse cream coloured fabric with random horizontal and vertical pastel coloured threads running through it (the sort of clothes a businesswoman might wear). My wife is sat opposite to me and we are having a discussion in part about what I am wearing and why and also about her sister. Later I go downstairs into a room where there are a lot of masculine weightlifter types celebrating the man of the houses birthday, a part of the festivities involves inflating thick rubber object with the power of the lungs alone. I watch as one of the inflatable objects (kind of a brown hot water bottle) goes whizzing off around the room. I feel the urge to leave this macho atmosphere and room pretty quick as I feel that the macho men won’t take to my appearance too well. I hurry outside and run off into he forested countryside (not very easily in the high heels!) I see some of the children who were at the party run to the end of the garden laughing at me as I run off.
  • Settings
  • Present
  • School
  • Work
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Keywords
    Naked
    School
    Work
    Food
    Humphrey Bogart
    Add'l Emotions
    Comfortable
    Natural
    At ease
    Exposed
    Bungling