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Who breaks a butterfly upon a wheel?

Date of dream: Saturday, December 13, 2008

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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I find myself back in this dream ‘Summoning a Shire horse.’ from the 4th April 2008, only it is night time in this version of the drama.

I watch at a distance as a warrior knight clad in knurled Dark Ages nobbly armor slashes and hacks his way through the petrified brambles and thorny vines of the forest, he is heading towards the direction of the ancient chateau situated on top of the mountain.

Although I watch the knight detachedly I feel a common, shared duality with him. The knight cuts his swathe through the tangled undergrowth and eventually arrives at the foot of the mountain, just as the knight is about to make his way up to the summit an immense dragon slithers out from a slimy grotto like hole at the base of the mountain.

The knight is taken by surprise, embraced suffocatingly by arrow tipped octopus like tentacles before being picked up like a titchy Tom Thumb in the claw of the very anthropomorphically human feminine dragon, the little knight tries to chip and chisel at the huge brightly colored armored platelets of the dragon with his tiny silver sword but all to no avail, the dragoness tosses the knight into her mouth and then gobbles him down whole like a little snack.

I join the Jonahesque knight inside the dark fleshy coils of the dragons belly there is candle light coming from somewhere (?) offering soft illumination. The knight takes out his sword which looks a little like a silver darning needle and starts to slice his way through the dragon from the inside out.

I return back to my vantage point outside somewhere in the forest to see the distressed dragon wailing and flailing in its death throws, there is a lurching, gurgling and a grim gargling death rattle and the titanic beast collapses to forest floor with a ground shaking thud.

A few fidgety muscle twitching moments pass before a thin gaping slice briefly appears across the ancient beasts belly immediately followed by the grotesque sight of the beasts steaming bloated innards spilling out onto the forest floor followed not long after by a very bloody and messy knight sliding and untangling himself from the gross entrails.

Now unhindered I watch more closely as if one with the knight as he makes his way up to the ruined castle, the warrior enters a roofed amphitheatre with moonlit shining down through a high up grilled manhole cover onto what vaguely looks like the deserted bullfighting ring from this dream ‘The bullfight.’ from the 25th July 2008.

A buxom voluptuous naked maiden is tied to a large wooden ‘X’ shaped cross on a pedestal or alter at the centre rear of the amphitheatre. I as both the knight and my watching self walk down to where the maiden is, I notice that there is a black oil oozing from the pores of my armor exactly like the transformed Victorian woman had happen to her in this recent dream ‘Black magic down under.’ from Monday the 8th of December.

I see on the woman’s face that she thinks I have come to save and rescue her, I make my way down some steps to the wriggling maiden but feeling somehow different, perhaps less soft, either way instead of untying her I take advantage of her plight and remove the armor covering my groin and profiting from her bondage I have her sexually for my own pleasures.

As the woman squirms I clasp her head and long golden locks in my huge gauntlets and give her a suffocating endless kiss as if to silence her, the maiden soon seems to yield willingly under my tight embrace, regardless of the tense situation its as if we are entwined in a psychological game of our own making, both knowing that we are acting out separate roles for some higher end.

After I have finished having my way with the maiden I turn and walk away feeling very satisfied and selfishly fulfilled, I walk up the steps out from the dungeon like sanctum I turn for one last look at the fair woman as if surveying a conquest.

But much to my surprise the ‘X’ shaped cross and chains are now unoccupied and the maiden has disappeared, in the shaft of moonlight pouring down through the manhole I see a beautiful African turquoise butterfly flitting and fluttering up out through the cell, on through the grill of the manhole cover and on up towards the moon.

Additional Comments:

Thoughts: This feels like something of a culmination dream of many past ones and contains many firsts for me as far as how some of the dream dramas panned out. Of all of the symbolism in the dream the most significant and important detail almost certainly felt to me to be the grilled manhole cover set in the domed ceiling of the amphitheatre (a symbolic representation of the psychological centre and/or head), in both its literal or grammatical sense of ‘Man’ hole and also its location and the part it played in the dream.

Dream 2: Sexual shopping – It is daytime and I find myself in my childhood hometown I have been invited here by my sister-in-law and husband, my wife is also present and appears to have had a hand in arranging this day out. My sister-in-law and her husband are walking through the streets which are lined with outdoor shops selling sex toys, bizarrely my in-laws have a shopping trolley with them and are picking and choosing the erotic gadgets and placing them into the shopping trolley as casually as if they were doing their grocery shopping, the brother-in-law places an unusual red rubber gadget into the basket and says as if happy to of found it “Ah! A ‘Gain’” I pick it up after he’s placed the strange to look at it more closely and see that it looks like two strange conjoined rubbery bangles with large spherical balls running around it, the strange thing is squishy and captures my attention for a short while. Later back at their house we all of have something of an intimate orgy or a foursome after which an older tall lean lady with a terse demeanor and tightly swept back pony tail enters the room, she is dressed in a long white laboratory coat and holds a clip board tucked under her arm. The women has a very serious analytical air and interviews me asking many questions such as which of the sex toys was my favorite, how I would rate them and what improvements would I make to them if I had the possibility.
  • Themes
  • Romance
  • Sexuality
  • Fun
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Action
  • Violence
  • Success
  • Mortality
  • Authority
  • Spiritual
  • Mystical
  • Relationships
  • Aggression
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Indoors
  • Night
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Creatures
  • Imaginary
  • Significant Other
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Relaxed
  • Helpless
  • Shock
  • Accomplished
  • Activities
  • Fighting
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Forest
    Dragon
    Castle
    Maiden
    Butterfly
    Add'l Emotions
    Duality
    Intrepid
    Unhindered
    Forcefulness
    Metamorphosis

    The ancient manatee god massages the embryonic dragon god.

    Date of dream: Wednesday, August 08, 2007

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    It appears to be daytime and I find myself deep under the beautiful blue sea, the water is very clear and dappled by the sunlight from above I feel that I am possibly in the Mediterranean or Indian ocean. I am diving dressed in full scuba kit accompanied by a large team of other people all dressed in the same gear, each of us are archeologists and we are all part of a research group exploring and uncovering a vast underwater city.

    The discovery of this immense submarine place is truly astonishing and an amazing sight, many of the buildings and architecture are in pristine condition others appear to have slid over and are leaning against one another perhaps from where the sea floor has moved over the eons. The style of architecture looks very strange something tells me that it is Roman although it looks sort of alien and other worldly and much older than the Roman period I imagine, possibly even tens of thousands of years old if not hundreds of thousands.

    Each of us in the team swims about exploring and uncovering the ancient mysteries, the atmosphere is very thick and charged as if a trace of life from the past times had been left behind. I’m attracted by an immense pyramid sat on the seabed, it looks vaguely like the Egyptian ones but in excellent condition considering its age and location I start to have doubts about the Roman connection as I can’t recall them ever creating anything like this.

    The giant pyramid which has a grayish blue Indigo color is covered in a tessellated pattern of equilateral triangular tiles each with a strange half torus or donut shaped relief molding at the centre of each tile, this strange feature creates a pattern but may well have served a purpose such as some kind of valve I feel.

    As I float as a tiny speck against the pyramid (myself and the other archeologists seem to be dwarfed by the immensity of the sunken city, I see them as tiny figures floating way off in the distance) I start to have some kind of flash back or visionary experience, this didn’t physically happen but was more of a reliving of an ancient past scene or memory, either way it felt very real to me as I watched although I’m pretty sure that the other archeologists didn’t see what I was seeing.

    The top uppermost portion of the pyramid opens up slowly like the petals of a flower and then tumbles away gradually down to the seabed, within the pyramid I see a relatively small dragon (in fact this creature was immense but compared to what happened next it was relatively tiny). The dragon which looks like a baby and is rather thin or scrawny it sits in the pyramid as if it were some kind of temple but also as if the pyramid served as an egg or incubator. The dragon sits there motionless hardly moving apart from the odd curling of its tail. I get the impression that this mythical beast is an ancient god possibly of the civilization that lived in the city when it was above water.

    From out of the diffused light and water ahead of me I see a most unbelievable sight floating and gliding towards the pyramid, it’s a creature which looks very much like a manatee only on an unimaginable scale this impressive super stellar beast must be about the size of the sunken city itself it seems almost ethereal and opaque glowing with a faint blue light and full of little stars like an intergalactic gas cloud.

    The placid and docile creature seems very gentle and as old as the universe itself, it glides down to the top of the open pyramid which it dwarfs on a grand scale just like a massive friendly cloud and then opens out some rubbery feet it has which look very much like the talons of a bird of prey but without the claws. The vast creature slowly closes its rubbery bulbous digits around the shoulders of the dragon and begins to slowly squeeze and pump the dragon.

    The unimaginably huge creature looks like it is massaging the dragon but it could also be that what it is doing is draining the relatively tiny dragon of energy with its huge mitts, it doesn’t seem to be inflicting serious harm to the dragon but seems to be squeezing and pumping the life force from it.

    It looks to me that what is happening is that the space manatee is supplanting the dragon and becoming the new god, it’s not a violent affair at all and seems to be necessary, not really an overthrowing but more of a succeeding as the manatee seems to be more mature and developed than the (relatively) smaller, immature and dormant dragon. (Alternatively I feel that perhaps the manatee was trying to help the dragon stir into life, kind of resuscitating it with the special massage).

    Additional Comments:

    In another dream from this evening I found myself sat at a computer in an unfamiliar bedroom or study, I’m casually browsing the internet when I notice a small pop-up warning coming from my (dream) anti-virus software. The message warns me that somebody is trying to hack into my computer and place some joystick profiles (the kind that would be used with different games I guess) onto my computer. I don’t think the hacking is such a malicious thing and in fact the hacker may actually be doing it for my benefit somehow although I don’t really like the idea of somebody just hacking into my computer without prior warning. (This dream is probably a message from my subconscious a bit like with telephone dreams about trying to have some more fun or ‘Joy’ as in the joystick perhaps with games?).

    Another dream had me involved in another violent war game like the one I had a few nights ago, the setting is partly in India and there is real havoc going on all over the place everyone seems involved in conflict like it is a proper war. At some point I find myself on some kind of strange craft or ship possibly a space ship, I am unarmed and a grinning looking space pirate is slowly approaching me with a cutlass, as he gets closer I use the power of my thoughts to manifest a clear rubber cocoon or sheath around his cutlass, “perfect!” I think to myself, now try using that sword to harm anyone!
  • Themes
  • Spiritual
  • Settings
  • Present
  • Characters
  • Animals
  • Emotions
  • Peaceful
  • Keywords
    Sea
    Pyramid
    Triangle
    Dragon
    Manatee
    Add'l Emotions
    Awesome
    Ancient
    Dormant
    Supplanting
    Maturity