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Tempo Italiano.

Date of dream: Thursday, June 05, 2008

Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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It is daytime and I find myself inside a small square shaped watch shop (although the shop is vaguely familiar the location outdoors is very recognizable and I know that it is located on a crossroads in the centre of a city I sometimes visit). The watch shop is most particular in that it only sells very expensive and exclusive Italian timepieces retailed by the watch company Panerai.
 
I note that I am accompanied in the shop by an unfamiliar dream friend who I cannot see properly this person remains close by in a guide like fashion. Upon entering the shop the smartly dressed moustachioed owner offers me an exclusive time piece for free and as a gift.
 
The gift watch is very beautiful and elegant the timepiece has a large face of brushed copper which has been ornately fashioned into the semblance of a solar symbol something like a pagan sun god with a face with many radiating wavy rays indicating where the minutes are.
 
The sun watch is very fine and unique and is a wonderful gift which I am very grateful to the shop owner for but I yearn to have one of the more classically styled watches which I look longingly at in the display cabinet. Unfortunately I feel that I cannot have one of the classy watches for two reasons, one somehow I know my wife would disapprove and disallow me and two it’s simply far too expensive, the watch costs £11,000* 

As I browse around the shop in a melancholy state I’m made aware that all of these watches are made and crafted by a master watchmaker, a lady called ‘Radiomir’**.

Additional Comments:

Thoughts: Yet another watch dream (this would definitely seem to be becoming recurring symbolism now). The number *11 is quite an important number so I have read which represent the beginning of a new stage but at a higher level, its not the first time I’ve dreamt of the number and in the last dream that it appeared in the figure referred to the number of miles I needed to travel to reach London, this capital city might represent the centre of my being and the £11,000 watch may similarly represent my life again in abstract sort of way. The name *‘Radiomir’ is actually the name of one of the watches made by the Italian watch company although in my dream I had the feeling that my subconscious was once again playing word games. In my way of thinking and although the word is apparently Italian I would see it more like this from an English perspective, a ‘Radio’ is a kind of receiver and transmitter and ‘Mir’ was a space station if I recall correctly and in a way a kind of satellite which could also be seen as a sort of transmitter and receiver. The fact that Radiomir was a lady in my dream and the creator of the watches might suggest she is an anima figure or an aspect of my feminine side, she may have a role in the development of my greater self as represented by the number 11 watch. I guess I’ll have to give it some more thought but those were the first ideas that popped into my head, these Panerai watches really are incredibly expensive and although I like them I certainly wouldn’t spend that sort of money on one....even if I had it! The dream would simply seem to be symbolic I think and using the classy item to get a message across. Dream 1: The birth pool – I find myself at a very large vaguely familiar (in the sense of ambiance) swimming pool in fact the building is extremely large and expansive with a very modern clean minimalist contemporary interior, there isn’t just one swimming pool but many different rooms all with many varying pools of different depths. The atmosphere at this wonderful place is one of tranquillity, peace and spiritual solitude (In fact now I think about it there is a certain type of dream swimming pool I often end up visiting in my dreams which always has that very spiritual feeling, it’s very difficult to put into words quite what that spiritual feeling is though). I’ve been having a gentle relaxing swim in a medium depth pool and after I finish I climb out and walk across the large cream coloured open plan area over to another different pool, the room I enter has three high walls and there is currently no water in this room perhaps only a very thin layer on the floor. I see two ladies who are both older than me dressed in their swimming costumes one of them holds a baby, I walk up nearby to them in order to experience the ambiance of the room and watch as the both fuss over the newborn. As I walk past I hear the baby says “Hi!” to me, I turn completely startled and sort of stutter a kind “Hello” back, the baby has only just been born so how is it possible he can speak? When I look at the child’s face and head I see that it is actually very developed and that of a young man with a happy smiling face. This juxtaposition between the head and the body unsettles me greatly and makes me feel a little nauseous. I then watch as lots of water starts to run and flood into room gradually, it would appear that the room is filling up with water in order for us all to start the next aquatic experience. Although there is a tiny little bit of anxiety as the room fills with water it also quite pleasant and with an air of happy expectation something almost womb like or a feeling to do with birth. Dream 2: The dead end – (A very lengthy dream I feel, lots seemed to be happing before my recall started to pick up). It is daytime and I am travelling in the rear of a car which is being driven by a man who is strikingly familiar but who I cannot identify, it would seem that I am actually an observer as he doesn’t seem to notice me although I am directly involved in the drama rather than observing from a distance. I gather that the man is an administrator of some kind and is travelling to pick up his partner or wife who is a policewoman and who has just finished work like himself. I watch as the man pulls his car over at a designated spot where his wife stands waiting she is a lady with long red hair and dark black mascara, as soon as the lady gets into the car I immediately note a tension between the couple and that they don’t really get along, they are polite with one another but that’s about where it stops, this surprises me at first as they seemed like quite a good match. In order to make space for the police lady who is now in the front passenger seat I have to reposition some bags of shopping which are on the floor of the car, it would appear that the man has done some shopping before he came to pick his partner up, I lucidly move some packets of creamy vanilla yoghurts in order to make space and so as they won’t get squashed. On the way back to their house the man indicates right and pulls over to a turning which I can clearly see is signed as a dead end it would appear that man had thought he was taking a shortcut perhaps but hasn’t seen the sign but his wife seems to have, either way we all cut across the road to drive down this dead end road (in fact its actually closed off). When the man realises what he has done he does a U-turn and waits for the traffic to pass before continuing on his way in the same direction as before. Dream 4: Strange currency & memory loss – It is daytime and I am sat at my desk at work reading a large art folio book of dreamy surrealist paintings I’m looking at a very beautifully executed image of a man’s face in the clouds, the portrait has been rendered all in watery baby blue which makes for a quite striking picture I focus my attention on his left eye and seem to get drawn into the image. Just then a female colleague asks me what my shopping is doing on my desk. I turn and see some shopping bags full of groceries but don’t recognise them as my own. I tell the colleague I don’t know and she questions me again as if I’m being forgetful, I have a very lucid and serious memory failure at this point and can’t remember where the shopping has come from, this thought troubles me quite a bit. I decide to lift the bags off my work space and place them under my desk. A top male manager then comes over to my desk and asks me if he can borrow 2 euros from me, I obligingly take out a handful of loose change from my pocket and hold it out for him to pick a coin, but its just then that I notice in amongst the coins a 3 euro coin (no such coin exists in reality) I just go to claim the rare oddity for myself when the manages picks it up from my palm and walks off with it leaving me feeling a little miffed. The female colleague who asked me about the bags of shopping then tells me that she is going to take me somewhere to take care of some administration and personal paperwork that needs to be sorted out. I drive as a passenger in her car for a long time through vaguely familiar countryside and then through built up old industrial areas, as we drive the colleague plays music and I actually see that she has a miniature jukebox installed into her glove box which contains many albums, the music that is currently playing is by an English band called Cast and the song is called ‘Walkaway’ its extremely lucid and I recognise it immediately. We eventually come to an area which has a kind of rundown decadent feeling, we enter into a tall large ramshackle building which has an air of the Eastern Block about, we are looking for one room in particular here where we are going to get the papers sorted out. We search for a great length of time but never seem to find the right room and as we search we see other dishevelled people squatting in the corridors whilst others seem to be hanging around waiting forever to be served for administration purposes. On an upper floor we both enter into a room which appears to be undergoing some sort of reparation, its not even a renovation or interior design as such but more a kind of repairing of the floor. I walk into the room without realising that there is work going on in here to see that there had been lots of holes in the floorboards which have since been filled with some kind of expanding mousse which hasn’t quite set hard yet. The colleague calls out and warns me to come back out of the room as the floor is not yet ready to walk on. Dream 5: Bad dreams and the balcony – It is very early morning and I find myself being woken up out of a deep sleep by my wife, I look about me and hazily see that I am in a large unfamiliar Regency style Parisian bedroom. I hear my wife get up out of bed and start complaining to me that she has just had some bad dreams and the nightmares are somehow my fault. I listen but don’t say anything and just lie there trying to drift off back to sleep. My wife walks over to two tall French doors which lead out onto a balcony, I watch blurrily as she passes out through the two billowing net curtains and goes out onto the balcony. A few silent moments pass by where I almost slip back into sleep but I’m suddenly snapped out of this by a terrible crashing sound. I slowly get up from bed and make my way over to the balcony to see what the noise was, as I pass through the net curtains I expect to see my wife but she is nowhere to be seen. I overcome my fear and lean out over the balcony and see my wife lying motionless and twisted down on the cobbled street way down below. I instantly go into shock and run down to the street to see what I can do, I start shouting for help but the street is deathly quiet and the shuttered windows all remain closed. A part of me wonders if it isn’t because I’m panicking and speaking English in France that is causing nobody to come to help or if it’s simply that I am being ignored which would seem to be more the case. I lean down and see that my wife would appear to be dead, I wonder if my wife had an accident or if she jumped on purpose. I’m left feeling awash with a sickening mixture of emotions from shock through to sorrow and even anger at the hopeless situation.

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Success
  • Failure
  • Authority
  • Spiritual
  • Relationships
  • Friendly
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Geographical
  • Indoors
  • Morning
  • Present
  • Town/ City
  • Characters
  • Familiar
  • Friend
  • Imaginary
  • Significant Other
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Anxiety
  • Relaxed
  • Helpless
  • Shock
  • Activities
  • Movement
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Watch
    Copper
    Sun
    11
    Radio
    Add'l Emotions
    Familiarity
    Exclusivity
    Quality
    Class
    Frustration

    11 miles to London.

    Date of dream: Thursday, April 24, 2008

    Level of Lucidity:     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
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    Daytime and I find myself traveling along an unfamiliar main road out in the countryside my Mum is a passenger traveling with me, I feel slightly tense or anxious as if I didn’t really know where I was going.
     
    I suddenly see some white road markings which indicate a shortcut or a secret route, without any forethought I make a sharp tight U-turn in the middle of the road almost causing a terrible accident with the oncoming traffic and head back to the white markings which I passed in my haste.
     
    I drive over the top of the white markings on the road and the entire car gets teleported magically beneath the ground. My Mum and I find ourselves in a very large tunnel which looks very much like a subway except here there are no tube trains and walking is the only way to get about.
     
    I see a sign that reads “London 11 miles” and which points on ahead up the tunnel. I can sense that my Mum feels daunted by the long trek that lies ahead of us, although she seems tired she seems quite willing to accompany me and guide me on this long walk.
     
    We start the long trek up the dim tunnel towards London, recessed into the curved walls of the tiled tunnels I see many small alcoves with windows, the small niches are lit up and look a little like point of display cabinets one might see in a shopping mall or maybe more accurately display areas for ancient artifacts that were unearthed when the tunnel was created.
     
    I pause to look at what the alcoves contain and suddenly realize that the recesses contain lots and lots of old (dream) objects that I have accumulated throughout my life up to this point. I see strange very sweet sickly liqueur drinks amongst lots of other tacky trashy items. I realize that all of this material junk represents items that I’ve wasted my money on in my earlier years. 

    I pick up a DVD case which is a Disney style cartoon about a small boy who was born ugly and dim-witted but turned out to be handsome and clever, the story is a kind of “happily ever after” sort of fairy tale. I put the DVD back in the alcove and carry on my way through the subway onwards to London.

    Additional Comments:

    Thoughts: 11 could represent a new beginning, ten can sometimes represent the reaching of a new stage in ones life so eleven might represent the first phase of the new level, this seemed to be echoed in the first steps on the path to London. The tunnel could represent a journey via the subconscious and the alcoves full of old childish clutter represent what I’m leaving behind. The capital city might represent the centre of my greater self, I recall having past dreams of London and many were chaotic and disorderly so maybe my next visit to London will bring something new? Dream 1: The Bold and the Beautiful....and the soon to be redundant – (A slightly nightmarish and very warped confusing dream). I appear to be a character inside one of the television soap operas that my wife watches called “The Bold and the Beautiful”, I am going for a job interview at the fashion design house managed by the character Sally Spectra (I had to look that detail up....honest!). I get to the studio and find that I am up against another interviewee a small female who strikes me as thinking she is perfect in every regard. We are set a quick test where we are given a sketch of a bobbed haircut or wig, our challenge is to sketch in the face of a female beneath the hair to complete the picture. We huddle around our work hiding what we are doing, time is up and we have to show what we have drawn. We bring our drawings together and I’m really astounded that we have drawn identical pictures, I draw attention of this to Sally “Look, we’ve both drawn the same female face” we have each given the face a rather square jaw line, this detail isn’t at all masculine but is actually quite attractive. The fact we drew the same identical face means that we have come equal on this particular test, it also seems very strange that such a coincidence should have happened. The next test is to draw a human figure, so again we go to our separate desks and begin the sketch. My female competitor finishes her sketch before me and then complains to Sally that I am taking extra time unfairly. I’m told to stop sketching and have to show what I’ve drawn, I don’t feel too impressed with the finished result as my figure doesn’t look like a fashion model, I’ve paid too much attention to muscle groups and bone structure. The final test is a question which seems to be the job clincher, Sally asks each of us how many fashion designs we think we could produce per day. I quickly do the math’s and figure that if I did a sketch every hour then in an eight hour day I could produce eight very good drawings. I give the response but immediately regret it as I seem to know this is not the answer Sally wanted to hear, I rethink the question and decide that the kind of sketches she is looking for are the kind which are produced very quickly with flair as if one were brainstorming and churning out ideas. After having this thought I realize that I could easily generate 30 sketches a day and still be happy with the results. I suddenly see a flashing icon appear on my mobile telephone, it seems to be indicating that somebody is either accessing my phone from a distance or a new message has arrived. It soon becomes clear that I have been rejected in favor of the smaller female interviewee. I become very enraged and angry and tell everyone to go to hell (very unlike me in waking life) and a huge row starts to flare up with security coming in to calm the situation. Sally offers both the winning interviewee and myself a McDonald’s meal as a kind of reward for going through the interview process, I get chicken and the other lady gets beef. The cheap meal makes me feel even angrier and I feel like telling her just what she can do with it. I start having thoughts of becoming a cartoonist it seems like a reasonable enough possibility. I see a gay manager who used to work at one of the hotels I worked in when I was younger, he starts giving me grief too, what with the sudden load of anxiety being tipped on me from all sides I decide to do a runner and peg it out of the building. I hear Sally shouting after me “Get him” as if wanting me brought back, my current manager chases me outside. I’m holding a toy that our cat plays with a kind of little fishing rod with a toy mouse attached to it, I wave it threateningly at my boss as if it were a fencing foil. He also has one of these cat toys and prepares for combat, I egg him on and tell him to “Come and get it” in a very aggressive way before I suddenly snap out of my fury and realize the absolutely preposterous nature of what I am doing. We both make up quickly and he takes me for a stroll down the street to a job center to search for a new career, as we walk we chat and my boss mentions something about not working in any more bad jobs but I tell him rather stubbornly that I’m used to working in bad jobs, outwardly I’m cocky and blasé but inside though I recall factory jobs I’ve worked at in the past and shudder at the thought of having to do them again. We stand outside under an awning which collapses down upon us like a sagging tent as we speak before eventually going inside. The job center actually turns out to be a pub which is currently empty of people and actually looks more like somebody’s tiny but cozy sitting room, rather than having a typical bar where drinks are served there is an unattended delicatessen counter. I browse the mantelpiece above a fireplace looking at what first looks like cider but disappointingly turns out to be perry, there is also a strong looking green liqueur here too made from some kind of bitter berry and many fine exquisite chocolate arranged neatly and thoughtfully on display too. My boss wants beer so we turn to the deli counter where we see a queue of youthful fun loving people waiting to go through to a livelier club at the rear of the shop, suddenly the owner who just happens to be Sally Spectra comes through to serve at the counter. There is some kind of crazy wacky confrontation though between Sally and a screwball celebrity from a zany children’s competition show on television I remember from my childhood. The confrontation turns into a real slapstick farce whereby Sally starts tipping over large trays of liquid chocolate onto the floor, the kid’s entertainer slips over and then the entire area behind the counter becomes flooded with bubble bath foam or the kind of bubbly stuff used in wild parties. Sally has the upper hand and the zany comic slips over and literally starts drowning in the sea of bubbles. I’m not particularly impressed with the scene but I’m so gob smacked by its surreal, immature and madcap nature that I just stand there in a state of wide eyed shock and disbelief. (Jeez this was one messed up dream....not sure why I even wasted the time to write it up!!).

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Relationships
  • Friendly
  • Settings
  • Automobile
  • Geographical
  • Indoors
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Child
  • Familiar
  • Mother
  • Emotions
  • Worry
  • Anxiety
  • Embarrassed
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Driving
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Car
    Mother
    Subway
    11
    London
    Add'l Emotions
    Tense
    Careless
    Tired
    Evaluating
    Regret