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Reconnecting my penis.

Date of dream: Sunday, February 08, 2009

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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Previously I had painlessly cut off my penis with a pair of scissors leaving a bloodless pink vulva. This was done so that my wife could fly a crucifix shaped kite.

Now I want to reattach my penis again. With the use of a motorcycle I search far and wide for the means to make my manhood whole again, first at my old secondary school and then at an internet café, a young man and woman watch me as I go about this quest.

I have to pick up a suit for my wife from a tailor there is confusion over the color but the female assistant eventually finds the suit. The costume is not the red I had expected but is brown with lime green trim just like my wife’s kite at the beginning of the dream.

Additional Comments:

Thoughts: The drama represents my desire to reconnect with and reaffirm my masculine side.

Dream 1: Rabbits heart – In an upper floor building I watch as a gangster prepares a rabbits heart for eating. The heart is enormous, cubed shaped and spans the breadth of my outstretched arms. I am to carry the heart in a clear carrier bag downstairs to a sickly mob boss who will eat it. But first I feel the need to spit out sickly sweet phlegm. As I carry the heart I notice that it is very heavy I come to the conclusion it must be full of blood.
  • Themes
  • Sexuality
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Action
  • Loss
  • Health
  • Spiritual
  • Relationships
  • Settings
  • Automobile
  • Familiar
  • Indoors
  • Mall
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • School
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Imaginary
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Significant Other
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Worry
  • Shock
  • Activities
  • Driving
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Searching
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    Penis
    Kite
    Cross
    Motorcycle
    Suit
    Add'l Emotions
    Painless
    Reattach
    Searching
    Confusion
    Unexpected

    New telephone kiosk.

    Date of dream: Friday, February 06, 2009

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    In a rural village a new telephone kiosk has been installed along with a thick telephone directory.

    I see a female work colleague sat in the rear of a car she is receiving calls on a mobile telephone.

    Inside a mall I walk over to a large crowded ice-cream parlor where the last of the day’s desserts are being sold.

    I bump into a young boy in the throng of customers and he says to me “Hey biker!”

    Additional Comments:

    Thoughts: This seemed like a dream with a positive message perhaps something to do with a better or new level of communication between an aspect of my inner self (the anima as represented by the work colleague?) in connection with a newly discovered independence as shown in the little boys comment to me (I am no longer a boy but a grown biker or somebody with independence). The ice-cream may symbolize a treat for this accomplishment or the last of some kind of childish sweetness.

    Dream 1: American car aerodynamics – In a large American garage I see two open top sports cars made from aluminum one is aerodynamic at the front and the other at the rear.

    Dream 2: David Bowie’s cheese – David Bowie has a new venture in the Latin American market place selling cheese. An associate of the musician hands me a business card which will allow me to get closer to David and his business.
  • Themes
  • Transition
  • Success
  • Relationships
  • Friendly
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Mall
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Work
  • Characters
  • Child
  • Colleague
  • Imaginary
  • Emotions
  • Happiness
  • Relaxed
  • Accomplished
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Movement
  • Visual
  • Working
  • Keywords
    Telephone
    Directory
    Ice-cream
    Motorcycle
    Add'l Emotions
    Keenness
    Complication
    Ending
    Independence

    Persona non grata.

    Date of dream: Saturday, November 08, 2008

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
    Lucid Intent? No    

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    Daytime and I find myself in America in a suburb which is very affluent and habituated by all of the, jet set, stars and celebrities, its how I imagine parts of Los Angeles, California, Hollywood and Beverly Hills to be like.

    After browsing some chic and expensive shops I walk up a steep hill towards an exclusive hairdresser who styles the hair of the stars and wealthy. As I walk people stare at me as if I’m weird or something of a freak, I’m vaguely aware that I’m dressed strangely somehow and it is this which is attracting the attention of the well-to-do community but I choose to ignore it for the time being.

    As I walk up into the car park of the hair salon I see a long black stretched limo style car which looks very much like an Italian executive sedan called a Lancia Thesis only much longer. The car intrigues me so I walk around to the back to see what its model name is and discover that it is called a “Ylang-ylang” (the name of a flower and fragrant essential oil). The car obviously belongs to a very wealthy customer who is visiting the salon.

    I carry on up the hill to the salon and pop on inside, strangely I walk around the salon browsing as if I were strolling around a shop. Since I don’t appear to have visited to have a haircut I start to get the same strange looks that everyone was giving me outside, the head stylist, a man with long flowing blond locks and a handlebar moustache gives me a very effeminate and bitchy sort of look as if asking me what I want, I decide to leave quickly feeling a little self-conscious and not wanting to get into an argument.

    I walk back outside and make my way back down the hill where I see two men approaching me, one of the men is very tall and skinny and the other very short and more portly I instinctively know that the two men are gay.

    As I walk past the couple the smallest man with a finely trimmed pencil moustache says out loudly to me in an ingratiatingly sarcastic and cruel voice “Hi Sky!” I stop and pause as the couple walks on past me pulling spiteful smiles and snickering at me with tilted heads.

    I think to myself “But my name is not Sky?” I suddenly feel impelled to look down onto my lapel and see that there is a little badge in the form of a name tag in the shape of a bird’s wing (much like the Honda flying wing logo) with the name “Sky” clearly written on it. But not only that I look down at myself and see that the clothes I’m wearing consist of a bright red 1960’s style short dress with a belt around the waist, long red patent boots and a strange little hat very much like an air stewardess’s hat.

    In fact it would seem that I’m dressed as a somewhat kinky air hostess, I actually feel very comfortable and at ease dressed like this and it seems that it is everyone else who has a problem with it. There is perhaps an element of self-denial lingering here too though and I somehow manage to convince myself with double-think that I am somehow a Roman soldier as they wore skirts too, I feel sort of feminine and masculine at the same time.

    As I continue on my way down the hill towards a chic pedestrianised boulevard of exclusive cafés and bars I think to myself that maybe its time for me to change my self-image and get out of these clothes, but it will cost me a fortune to try and fit in with the jet set who lives here so I need to find a cheaper solution.

    And that is when I hatch my ‘James Dean’ plan, I realise that I could easily buy a pair of jeans, a leather belt, a white t-shirt and a leather jacket at a reasonable price and still look really cool and I would fit in with the other stars and perhaps be more accepted.

    As I walk along the small avenue feeling happy with my new plan I see a father figure sat outdoors having a drink, the man is holding a huge clump of coffee beans in his left hand which appear to have fused together into roughly the size of a small cantaloupe melon.

    The wealthy man has given his son his car to slowly parade up and down the boulevard and show off in, the car is an American super car I recall a friend showing me which is called a ‘Saleen’* as the deep throated engine gurgles and burbles at low revs I throw a glance over at the awesome vehicle, nobody else seems to really to take any notice such is the normality of the scene and the commonness of the expensive super car, but I feel stunned as I’ve never been up so close and within touching distance of such a super sports car before.

    Very much like at the beginning of the dream with the “Ylang-ylang” stretched limo I feel impelled to walk around to the rear of the car to see what this particular model is called, once around the back I see a badge which reads “Will Smith”**.

    After a few moments of taking in the spectacle I continue on my way pondering the name of the car and somehow struggling to remember where I’ve heard this name before, it sounds familiar from somewhere but I just can’t recall where.

    Additional Comments:

    Thoughts: Lots of interesting things going on this comedy of a dream which seem to relate to the way I think I am probably (over exaggeratedly) perceived in my waking life, lots of different snippets of information too, each of which are probably relevant at some level. The Lancia Thesis limo car is possibly a reference to an idea, theory or point of view possibly in conjunction with the Ylang-ylang flower/fragrant oil (feminine symbolism). The strange name of ‘Sky’ might be a reference to the fact that my head is always in the clouds and that in turn might be linked to my air-headed waking life persona and the concept of being an air stewardess may tie-in in some bizarre way with my own thoughts of spirituality/sexuality/purity etc, etc (with flying being something of a spiritual symbol for me), the red of the costume may represent vitality perhaps as the set of clothes although wacky did make me feel at ease and I felt very comfortable and myself at some strange level regardless of everyone staring. The wing badge might be a simple reference to how I feel I might be labelled and hence seen by others. The coffee beans are another recurring symbol and are almost a certainly a reference for me to wake up, perhaps to a new idea or concept such as the ‘James Dean’ costume/persona idea and what the big powerful car symbolised too. The *Saleen super car was also interesting and it immediately made me think of the word ‘Saline’ as in the kinds of drips that are used in hospitals to replace lost nutrients and fluids in sickly patients, and also from within the dream I couldn’t associate the name **Will Smith with the actor and on waking I came up with various associations which seem to make sense to me such as the car being immensely powerful hence ‘Will Power’ and also the name Smith in conjunction with this actor a Blacksmith, a person who can create, forge and fashion things. Incidentally blacksmiths work principally with fire and I believe that this was one of the missing elements that the tetrahedron represented in my recent dream where I visited Merlin’s cave.
  • Themes
  • Sexuality
  • Dramatic
  • Transition
  • Success
  • Settings
  • Automobile
  • Geographical
  • Indoors
  • Mall
  • Morning
  • Outdoors
  • Present
  • Town/ City
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Celebrity
  • Child
  • Imaginary
  • Stranger
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Worry
  • Guilt/ Shame
  • Anxiety
  • Happiness
  • Relaxed
  • Embarrassed
  • Shock
  • Lonely
  • Peaceful
  • Activities
  • Auditory
  • Driving
  • Movement
  • Physical
  • Problem Solving
  • Thinking
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    America
    Hairdresser
    Badge
    Air stewardess
    Coffee
    Add'l Emotions
    Exclusivity
    Effeminate
    At ease
    Time for change
    Will power