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Concert Woes

Date of dream: Monday, October 02, 2006

Level of Lucidity: N/A Level of Cohesiveness:

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I'm going to a concert. It's a local band who received local fame, with only one song going national. I have my knee high moccasins on with blue jeans. A woman notices and remarks about them. I realize there is a young black girl (around 9 yrs old.) in my care. She is my neice. We find seats in the back but we cannot see because the seats are lower than the ones in front. So we go find different seats up closer but off to the left. We cannot see there either. We go up further almost to the front and notice all these long couches that are nearly empty. Like stadium bleachers except seats. A large black man who appears to be an usher/security guy tells us the seats are reserved. My neice looks at him with those big doe eyes and he lets her lay down on one of the couchs. I am standing behind the couch where she is laying down. There are two other young black girls on the couch with her. I hear one of them complain that my neice has kicked them in the face. I reach over and smack her lightly on the butt and tell her to behave. She gets up and runs off while I am trying to tell her to come back. One of the little girls tells me she wasn't the one that kicked her, and that it was the other girl. I feel bad and am looking all over for my neice.

The concert is over and I cannot find my sister or anyone I went to the concert with. I am walking along a road and trying to get someone to pull over and give me a ride. An elderly woman pulls over and offers me a ride. I start to light up a cigarette and think better of it. The windows are up. She tells me to go ahead and lights one up herself. I feel like I know this woman but cannot remember where from. When we are almost to our destination, I look at her and tell her she looks awfully familiar. She tells me we've known each other for a long time. I start having dream memories from previous dreams with her in them. I would hang out with her at her house and do stuff around the place for her. (Dream memories are cool)

She ends up taking me to the house where my sister, mother, neice and everyone are staying. My sister is mad at me as her daughter has told her how horrible I was. She has added dramatically to the story making it seem even worse. I tell my neice to sit down with us so she can be sure to stop me if she thinks I am adding or leaving anything out. I tell her how everything happened. My neice never disagrees. My sister is not upset with me anymore. I apologize to my neice for punishing her when she did nothing wrong.

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Divina and I are still trying to connect in Dreamtime. I am going to drive deeper and deeper into this by doing lucidiity exercises during the day and meditating prior to sleep with my incantation as my mantra. I really want to connect with Divina very much. I take the power away from the dream that has served as a block to this process now and forever...

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My Dad, Corporal Punishment and Dancing

Date of dream: Tuesday, September 12, 2006

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I remember hearing my dad talking to my stepbrothers. He is telling them how he doesn't know how to deal with their bad behavior so he is going to bribe them into behaving with deserts. One of my stepbrothers is being very disrespectful and misbehaving quite badly. I take him over my knee and spank him. I tell him his behavior is unacceptable.

There is two cats. They are crazy and attacking peoples faces. I see one attack my dad and another attack my stepbrother.

I am in a large room. There is a dance floor. People are dancing. A woman asks me to dance. I accept. I take off my shirt and am dancing when I decide I want to put my shirt back on. Everyone's dancing is very subtle and without any distinct wildness except myself and a guy dancing on the other side of the dance floor with some girl. I notice he is making wild, exageratted moves with his arms. I notice I am bleeding. At some point a guy and I are talking while I am still dancing.

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The Party, The Wedding, The Visit, Astral Awareness

Date of dream: Monday, December 08, 2003

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My best Friend Gian and I go to a party. There is a man who looks like Billy Joel singing there. Everyone is getting into it. He is singing soul type music. There is a female DJ provideing music as well as a guy on piano. We notice something on one of the tables. We go there to pick something up and a guy thinks we are trying to steal it. He hits our fingers with a wrench.

It is the next day. We have been invited to stay over at someones house. I look at my fingers and notice two of the largest blisters on my fore and middle fingers. Gian also has one very large blister on one of his fingers. The blisters on mine start to grow very very large. I am watching them as they grow and i think I should burst them before something bad happens. They keep getting so huge and then start leaking fluid out of them on their own. I go to grab some ice out of a container and hold it in my hands. I feel them go down and look at my fingers. They look normal again.

We are now at a large wedding reception. No one knows Gian and I there. It is time for the groom to throw the garter. Gian is wandering around acting like he is the wedding coordinater. I think to myself he would be very good at it as he is really making people feel good and taking charge. One of the women tells the groom to wait before he throws the garter. He doest listen and only three or four guys were still getting into position when he throws it. It is a tall thin man who catches it.

Gian and I are at one of the men from the weddings house. The man has a wife, two daughters and a son. He has long hair as well as his son. It makes his son look a bit like a girl. Gian and I are checking the place out. We notice he has a PSX. It is really cool and we ask him what kind of games he has. He says the kids are not allowed to play the video games they have to dance.

There is a quiet moment when Gian and I are alone and he tells me that he likes these people and something to the effect of how rich they are. He implies he wants to get him some of that. (It sounds like he means money, but I believe he may have meant the family/love/etc). The oldest daughter has really taken a liking to Gian. She seems to be about twelve or thirteen. He is making her laugh and being really sweet to her.

I am sitting there looking at the wife and the three kids in the kitchen. I start to think of a friend of mine and think the wife might be his ex. I start to tell them about a weird dream I had. I get a look from Gian like be careful, they might think you are weird.

We are back in the living room. I am sitting down and the youngest daughter comes over to talk with me. She is about eightish and she sits on my lap being really sweet. I am telling her about how she can tell which people are nice in the world and how you can tell if they are genuine. I tell her to listen to what they say and watch what they do. If they don't match, I tell her they can't be trusted.

I look down and notice strange looking blood all over my left arm. I tell the little girl I must be bleeding from somewhere. She looks at my face and starts crying saying I am bleeding inside my face. I get freaked out and go to a mirror. I look okay at first but then my face starts changing. My face is turning red like there is some sort of vessels bursting inside. I keep on looking (Remembering an astral projection technique I read. Basically you have to keep looking as all the layers of what you think you are melt away until you are left the orb of energy you really are). My face keeps transforming. A maroonish fungus looking stuff starts spreading all over it. It melts away and my face starts eroding. In the middle I can see the skull underneath (The changes to my face were extremely quick and there was much more to it than I could ever explain...I've summarized as best as possible).

I must have thought this couldn't be real. I reach towards the mirror and my fingers go through it. I become aware I am astral and put my hand and arm almost to my elbow in the mirror.

I am in another house now. I know I am astral. I go to a room and see my body sleeping in what seems to be a guest room. (Laying on my right side towards where I am standing) I go into another room. It is like a small room between the front door and living room. Someone is going through and up the stairs. He can't see me. But there is a dog that can. I wave my hand around in front of him and he chases after it. He lays down on his back and I rub his stomach for a bit. I walk past another mirror and think about looking into it again. I want to go through it but think it may be too small. I decide to go into the bathroom. There is a full length mirror in it. I think it will be much easier to go into it instead. I am watching myself change again. My face keeps transforming into all sorts of different people. It goes through having the maroon stuff all over it again. I keep watching as it becomes all sorts of different people. From large elongated faces to wide. At one point I can't see the face. I have to bend down to see it. I see the reflection of a very large man. I think to myself I wonder if it is Nicholas (Past life incarnation of a Russian Czars son I once channeled.

Additional Comments:

This particular experience was the first during a dream wheel experiment I was attempting to link into without actual foreknowledge of the particulars of how the experiment was to be conducted. A kind of blind link so-to-speak.

The night before last I kept waking up every hour on the hour. I had some very detailed dreams going on. My stepbrother Tim was in one of them. I didn't get to do proper recall and recording due to the need to run off to work. Before I went to be this morning I intended to link up with the Fishbowlers. Here is some of the many experiences that happened. I am very happy I was able to become lucid/astral, but wish I had remembered my intentions for linking...There may well have been some linking anyway....

Summary of Dreamtime recall before the fireworks...I am back at a restaurant I worked at before. There is a guy there that is being hostile towards me. He rides a motorcycle too but has a cool helmet that matches his cool bike. I tell him I am still riding my old bike but plan on getting a new one soon.

I am outside the restaurant and see two waitresses I used to work with. I talk to them for awhile. I am looking for my riding gloves and start finding some really strange, thin gloves on the ground.

There is a bunch more but I am starting to have trouble recalling as I have already recalled what happened afterwards.

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