Date of dream: Monday, January 07, 2013
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness: 
Lucid Intent?
No
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My mother and I floated down a river twice in inner tubes. Both times we noticed and admired a small skeleton at the bottom of the river. It was about 3 feet long and was wearing extremely old samurai armor. At the last bend of the river where we got out, i noticed the bank we climbed out on was made of snow, but only very slightly realized that was odd, because it was not cold.
Date of dream: Thursday, April 26, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Lucid Intent?
No
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i wanted to go live in a shed-type place to hide myself away and not be anyone's problem. there were two beds in the place already, but i brought my own mattress to set up in the corner. somehow while i was setting up my little mattress in the corner, one of the other beds got much bigger and more comfortable looking, adding many pillows and blankets, and my boyfriend appeared in it. he watched me with contempt at my own disrespect of myself as i sat on my little mattress, wanting to climb into bed with him but feeling unworthy.
at some point my dad was giving me a ride somewhere, in dangerous icy weather, and complaining about it. i felt bad about that too.
toward the end, i found a scruffy looking redneck girl wandering around the back yard. she asked if she could use my BB gun to "take pictures" of three guys in a window. we took turns looking through the viewfinder and pulling the trigger at them, and i kept thinking to myself: we're not really taking pictures of these guys, we're just shooting at them.
Date of dream: Saturday, January 21, 2012
Level of Lucidity:
N/A
Level of Cohesiveness:
Lucid Intent?
No
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this is the internet conversation of me explaining this dream to my friend Martin.
Cato:
i had a dream last night that i was supposed to go on a long trip with you on a motorcycle, and two people my brain made up were going with us on another motorcycle.
the trip seemed really dangerous, mostly because we were going to be on motorcycles in the snow, but my mom seemed to be pushing me to go, mostly so she could clean my stuff out of my room.
but then i realized that Josh was not going with us. i tried to imagine saying goodbye to him and i couldn't do it, so i realized i really couldn't go.
then, as soon as i realized i couldn't go, suddenly i was in the back seat of a van that was going backwards down a long stretch of road, very very fast.
i was the only one in the van, and for some reason i couldn't crawl over the seats to the controls.
and my dad was chasing after it on foot, somehow almost keeping up, even tho i was going very very dangerously fast.
Martin:
probably because it was a vessel to take you back. Your dad because he's motorcycle dude. My guess.
Cato:
then i opened the door next to me, and my dad shouted something like "NO YOU ARE NOT DOING THAT" and caught up with the van, and pushed on one side of it with his hand, which sent the van spiraling into a field until it slowed down and stopped.
Martin:
weirdly nifty
Cato:
i was thinking about jumping out of the door when i opened it, but when my dad protested at how suicidal that was and started running faster, i stopped and waited to see what he was going to do.
Additional Comments:
Martin:
what does it mean to you?
Cato:
i think opening the door and planning to jump out is an obvious reference to being suicidal
Martin:
Sounds like it
Cato:
the vehicle i was in was completely out of my control and being dangerous, and i was unsure of what would happen if i stayed in it
so, metaphor for life?
Martin:
sounds like how you have in the past referred to yourself and your emotions
yeah
Cato:
my dad expressed a desire to keep me alive, and exerted energy to accomplish that.
so i waited to see if he could.
Martin:
i also think it showed anxiety about your relationhip because it wasn't till you expressed desire to not leave josh that the van incident started.
Cato:
exactly
Martin:
but your dad showing up tells me you don't think it is hopeless
Cato:
he did manage to stop the van from being dangerous.
Martin:
exactly, and stop you from suicide as well
