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I Killed Myself

Date of dream: Sunday, November 11, 2001

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:
Lucid Intent? No    

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I killed myself. Then I came back to life in a new body and I didn't remember killing myself. My mom told me I had killed myself and completely mutilated my body in doing so. I had slit my wrists, and then went on to slash open my thighs and chest, and cut up my face. So by the time I actually died, I was a complete bloody mess. I remember really wanting to see how I had done it, and wanting to see my dead body, wondering what I had carved into my face. But there weren't any pictures or anything, there was an article in the newspaper about it, and a picture of me from school with my friend Justin. I think the article explained how I had killed myself. I was glad that I had come back, because I missed my family and friends, but all of my family and friends weren't happy to see me, they actually seemed mad that I dared to show my face again after I had killed myself. They basically said they had mourned my death and gotten over me and now I should just go back to hell and leave them alone. At the end of the dream I crawled into bed with best friend Holly and she wasn't terribly surprised to see me, even though she knew I had killed myself, it was almost as if she expected me to come back from the dead. She understood that no one accepted me and she took me in her arms.

  • Themes
  • Dramatic
  • Loss
  • Mortality
  • Settings
  • Familiar
  • Geographical
  • Characters
  • Friend
  • Mother
  • Other Relative(s)
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Abandoned
  • Lonely
  • Activities
  • Thinking
  • Keywords
    suicide

    Gradeschool and Lots of Water

    Date of dream: Saturday, January 01, 2000

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:
    Lucid Intent? No    

    This dream has been viewed 401 times.

    Holly and I had gone to the same elementary school. I was at her house and we were swimming in her really nice swimming pool, it was all curvy and rich looking and there were flowers and bushes around it. We were swimming in tank tops and panties. The weather was really nice. We decided to go to our old elementary school and rollerblade.

    The weather got really dreary and cold and suddenly Holly was dressed warm and I wasn't. We went to the school, which had a road on top of it that ended at...the end of the school. And there was a swimming pool there in the ground. It was rectangular. It was frozen and covered with a tarp. There was a statue between the pool and the school, the whole thing kind of resembled the Lincoln Memorial, only much smaller.

    Anyway we were in the parking lot. A teacher whom I recognized as my fifth grade teacher came out of the building. She was dressed in black and seemed really depressed. She spoke to Holly, and remembered her, but didn't remember me. This somehow upset me and after she walked away I started crying, and ran to the edge of a swamp near the school. I used a small tree for balance to sit down and broke it in half. That made me really sad, because I killed it. I was sitting on the edge of the swamp, crying, with one foot in the water, and I was afraid a really big goldfish would come and eat my foot off so I took it out of the water. I looked back at the school and the swimming pool had tured into a glass room, inside of which was my fifth grade teacher, kneeling in the corner, crying. I went back to my crying.

    After a bit of that she came up behind me and hysterically apologized for not remembering me and she was sobbing and swearing, and I told her it was okay.

    Then we were magically transported inside the school and there were a lot of teachers inside and a bunch of my highschool peers. A serial killer ran into the science lab and stole a book, ran somewhere else and killed a little girl. I'm not sure who the girl was supposed to represent, possibly me. Anyway I was too late. The serial killer put the little girl in a plastic bag and stuffed her into a crevice in a cliff by the school where he kept all his dead bodies. I started to crawl in to retrieve her body because I wanted her to be respected, but I didn't know which one was hers, being around that many dead bodies was freaking me out, and I didn't really want to be around the serial killer either, so I ran away. The End.

    Additional Comments:

    i don't actually know when i had this dream.  it was probably in the year 2000.

  • Themes
  • Violence
  • Loss
  • Failure
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • School
  • Characters
  • Friend
  • Teacher
  • Unfamiliar
  • Emotions
  • Sadness
  • Fear/ Dread
  • Activities
  • Visual
  • Keywords
    school
    water
    serial killer

    Terminal Illness Ending with Death

    Date of dream: Saturday, January 01, 2000

    Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:
    Lucid Intent? No    

    This dream has been viewed 354 times.

    I had an illness that I would soon die from. It somehow made it possible for me to pass through solid objects. I was really warm. I was lying on the floor with my head out the door (only the door was closed) and talking to my friend Tony. We were having our last conversation. I went to a video store or something with this other guy, and we got stranded in a snowstorm. I walked out of the video store while he was on the payphone and went into a shed not too far away. I died there.

    Additional Comments:

    i don't actually know when i had this dream.  probably in the year 2000.

  • Themes
  • Transition
  • Loss
  • Mortality
  • Health
  • Settings
  • Indoors
  • Outdoors
  • Unfamiliar
  • Characters
  • Friend
  • Unfamiliar
  • Keywords
    illness
    death