DaD Dying dream part 1
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scene 1 Some disturbing dream, about my DAD. I am in the hospital,For some reason its about me first and something about blood flowing to fast or out when they were testing my period.The doctor says,[female]. I am wondering how dad is doing . Since he is getting tests too. After my ordeal. I go to mom I am not quit sure but I think she is laying in a hospital bed too. I ask her if there is any info on dad. She wasn't sure yet. I then am with everyone [family] in Dad's room, he is hooked up to some oxygen. and They tell us that He has that lung disease- caused by asbetos. The commercial I guess I saw last night on the stuff. Well I was recalling that they cause death. I am realizing this as the doctor was telling us about the disease. He was apologizing that dad only has few months to live? Least I know the deterioation [however you spell it] is making his lungs shrink- . I am shocked and sad so are the others.We are standing around him. He is joking around and was asking for his favorite meal when the time comes. etc. MOm wasn't surprised that this happened. We are discusing something about the will and how it had to be done soon. I think there is something mentioned about some small antique set up in this attic. Dad was telling us that the symbols were suppose to go to Max? I am like "What the hell?" thinking he wasn't the first grandchild etc..So the odd scene here is 2- I am talking to the lawyer about the antiques he has up in the attic [we don't have an attic] and this place I go to has 2 stories and is NOT our house. Well I tell him about the suitcase that is like antique. We go to the elevators and I had to rush in before it closed after him. He is real old looking. Tells me "You can make it. " I do squezze in. " We go up to the house [like the place is part of the hospital ] - There are these stairs we had to take. The stairs are old- fashioned. People are going up and down them. He was a bit slow but we did make it to the top . I see some old bedrooms and go up to the attic, I think there are some people there that look to be from old - past etc. I wasn't sure we should go up there but We had to. - I went up to show him the antiques. I recall I had been up there before and had seen the small symbols from kitchen to art etc. I am like "I don't think max should get this. " Showing him the symbols and trying to sneak out the art symbols - [tiny]- . Really wanting them for myself. Think there was another teen girl that is there - and was listening [brown hair] or a part of this. We were out in the hall after and he was saying "I will get this ready. " I then am going back to the hospital and - strange but I am going through the woods, with I think Kris? and Scott- we are discussing Dad and he was requesting something odd for dinner on his last night- and I was saying "He doesn't like chicken as his meal, he likes Ribs. " I am walking up some hill in the woods and finding it odd that he would request that. "Mom is the one that likes chicken. " etc. Moving along the path, I think there are some snakes- around the trees. Near the trees that I have to watch out for I could see this old neighborhood- we are going to be coming out of. As I am thinking of this. 3 Remember really telling Kris about the laywer and getting really annoyed that Dad and Max were suddenly chummy chummy when they weren't before. We are at the hospital and I can see him with the tubes in him and thinking how he won't be here for christmas or next year etc. feeling blue again. I think there was a scene where I am in the car with him and Driving, [he is driving]- I am thinking that he won't be doing this again and wondering how he is feeling. about this. He seems to be taking it ok. JUst am feeling overwhelmed about all the changes. Sad. --- I recall A scene with Kris and Scott and I we're walking and going through this area that had a graveyard. I think it was the one on hinesburg road. since I was saying "Seems different " Thinking maybe dad could be buried here . " Though he was going to be cremated. There is something weird that we run into - and its spooky things. They are like Halloween time and one is like a grim reaper statue etc- . That actually was talking to us and the crow - . was annoying us around us. It was a bit funny but also a bit errie. We got out of there. I remember also walking down our street with them too. Its winter and I could see these odd winter display on the lawns over on richard terrace and when we were walking down by Clover I pointed to them "Aww arent they cute. " Some were these cute penguin and kissing some character the ones at costco that were blown up by a vacuum. ' Still sad about dad As we're walking. 4 I then recall going shopping with Laurie and Kris and I think the brothers? We were trying to take our minds off the situation. But I recall I was Still feeling sad as I was looking at some facital make up with the girls. They were looking at very expensive kinds- in red boxes. I thought "Too expensive for me. " As i was browsing around . I even noticed some dolls on the display lol. I think I even took it in my hands- and thought it was funny that they would have dolls on the display . Waiting for the girls I was holding one lol . 5 I think this goes on a long time - For I recall being somewhere else- and with some other strange group . Strange location. etc. This gets weirder - Think I will write second part . seperate-