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suezzette's virginity

Date of dream: Sunday, December 13, 2009

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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I am a young woman in high school named Suezzette. I am a virgin, and the story revolves around my process of self discovery as I move toward my first sexual experience with a man. The story is told, movie style, as a series of vignettes from Suezze's life. There is the guy who was a close childhood friend, but in the end he's not the one. There are a series of not-so-good and outright reprehensible men, who Suezze goes through much agony and self-doubt over, but in the end they are not the ones either. After graduation, Suezze is assaulted in the parking lot (physically, not sexually) by three men-- one of these unbalanced young men and two friends. She escapes but with scratches on her face and mud all over her. She runs to the house of a friend, Rob, who has always been there for her as a friend. He's a comedic, warm personality. Despite her bloody and muddy appearance, he warmly welcomes her into his trailer where he lives with his mom. We get the sense that he is welcoming her right into his heart (and he into hers), as well, and that she has in a way 'come home.' He invites her not only to live there, but to stay, and though we don't see it, we can assume that he is the one she'll lose her virginity to.

Additional Comments:

"The love of a boy/can change a girl/into a woman..." -Dionne, from her album I was listening to yesterday

new orleans tornado

Date of dream: Monday, November 23, 2009

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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i and a female friend are driving on raised highways through New Orleans. suddenly we see an enormous tornado, the largest one i've ever seen, thicker than a skyscraper. It is not far behind us. as it moves over a large building, the building is decimated, and then erupts in flames. "FASTER!" I scream at the driver. She is driving her little compact as fast as it will go, and at one point the wind lifts the car off the road briefly. I realize that the cyclone is directly behind us, coming down the length of the highway. Other cars are exiting, and we exit too, careening onto an exit ramp at 90 mph.

later, separated from my friend, I am trying to walk home in the aftermath of the tornado. the streets are like Bangor's and my home is in the same place too, but the houses and people are New Orleans. In the dark abandoned streets I am nervous. I nod to a passerby and then wave slightly to a group walking by me in an ally. In the dim light, they think I flashed a gang sign. I hurriedly try to explain that I didn't, and that I'm walking home after the tornado. With relief, I see that they seem to slowly accept my explanation, and we part amicably. I start to walk up Broadway from downtown, and all the roads home look very steep.

ripped out my wiring

Date of dream: Monday, November 23, 2009

Level of Lucidity: N/A     Level of Cohesiveness:     Rating:
Lucid Intent? No    

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mike and rick come to my house. we have a good time hanging out, but then I see that they have ripped the wiring for my thermostat out of the wall, badly damaging the drywall and exposing some framing. I demand an explanation, and when theirs doesn't suit me, I throw them out, screaming at them to leave my house and never come back.

my mother (not really my mother) comes down stairs and I explain the hole in the wall with its wires. We talk about that and then she talks to me about my grades. I am a little girl, small enough to be picked up. She picks me up and tells me that my grades have got to improve. i try to tell her that I am strong in other ways, I can defend myself, I can make someone stop touching me if I want, she should be proud of me. she doesn't seem moved and i tell her i will start internet tutoring in addition to my regular tutoring. she seems satisfied. pointing out the hole in the wall, she says "you can fix that, right?" indicating she expects me to do so. i nod.