Date of dream: Friday, November 13, 2009
Level of Lucidity: N/A
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Lucid Intent? No
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Dreamt I was at the top of a mtn in the snow. I was with about 4 people. I had a bag with stuff to put on to get ready to go down the mtn ie leg warmers or hat ect. Two of the people got organized quickly and went off. I was taking longer. The person that I was friends with stayed with me a little and then went on down. I ended up taking INCREDIBLY LONG to get ready where I was worried that they were going to be REALLY ANNOYED at me for taking SO LONG ie hours. I may have had a wheelchair that I was going down in. I was not sledding though but I think that was an option, I just wasn't sure where all the trails really went so I didn't want to take a chance in not knowing where they went. I remember seeing a bunch of different trails, kind of like Tuckermans.
I also dreamt that I was on top of a guy which may have been Rick Skelley because of his hair was like his and I was at a place that reminds me of Wink Lee's house, in a room in the front side ie living room or else it also reminds me of Rob Richardson's room. I was on top of his back with my butt really sticking out and was rounded. I kissed him on the neck and it was turning him on, I said I love you and I kissed him on the neck again. I was into this although I wasn't so connected to the love aspect but it was a sense of how being turned on which I was connected with was associated with being able to say I love you.
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Interesting to have a snow dream, everything was snow complete with foot print indentations in teh snow. I remember both about sledding dreams that I associate with my back and some sort of fear that I experience in that part of my body. I also had a mtn snow dream but now I'm not remembering it.
I am glad to have a connected feeling to the sexual dream, that my buttocks was really rounded (which it's not) like a black person's, so it feels primal, which I am relieved b/c of the need for connection and normalcy.
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Date of dream: Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Level of Lucidity: N/A
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Lucid Intent? No
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Dreamt I was with a group of people in the woods at a cabin. A girl wanted me to kill a certain boy, something to the effect, he has to go. My mindset was that I didn't have a choice since I felt I would be killed and I was laden with fear. Another girl/woman in the group came up to me and said, ARe you going to let him off, he doesn't deserve to be killed. I then felt afraid of the predictament I was in both for my life and morally. I wasn't sure if there were other options. The kid was freckled kind of reminds me of Danny from camp that I liked or pizza for some reason or Little Richie from fonzie or mike from the brady bunch. I had an opportunity to talk to the kid when he was outside by my car but I wasn't thinking. I then realized we could run away int he woods and I started to pack all my stuff in my knapsack and I had a lot of good warm things with me like fleece blankets, gloves etc. I did ask if he wanted to run away but the girl was right there. I didn't know what to do then. She pulled a long bladed kitchen knife like my red one I have. I got it away from her and I put the knife into her just above her heart and then I realized what I had done, that I was actually killing someone and the morality involved in that, that I was responsible and could go to court over killing someone at my hands, done by me.
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I think it's just about being unconscious
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Date of dream: Saturday, February 21, 2009
Level of Lucidity: N/A
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I was with David at a Roman Complex where there were activities going on. He put a camera inside a booth where a famous guy was in there whose name I think was Vincent but who I did not know of. It was big camera that he stuck up through the opening of the door to the booth but he got mad and left it. I was sitting with him and it was comforting because it was a whole thing of how he had his arm around me but I can't actually remember experiencing him having his arm around me although I think I pulled away to talk to him and saw an image of his stance with his arm still there around me and he was wearing his yellow coat. He said that he had taken the camera out at Sound Spectrum but he took it out of someone else's name and was not going to return it. I was caught up in liking the contact and the closeness that I was going along with acting like I understood and supported him in that but I actually felt uncomfortable, dissappointed and disturbed by that. There was a point at one time that I was laying on the ground or floor and he was rubbing my lips with his hand, reminiscent of my reiki tx yesterday/my blessing I do at night/ and also being turned on by the intimacy, that pull of comfort, lull and pull of intimacy. Apparently I had a chance to photo graph this guy, maybe it was Wink Lees or the guy from WMWV, someone in the community who knew me and was supportive. I was considering all about photographing/witnessing that David does so well in offering as a gift and how it would be for me to do that. I didin't even know the famous guy so I didn't really feel so connected or into doing it as much. It reminds me though of the location at the snowvillage in of taking photos of the flowers.
later in the dream I went to talk to Ann Haven I think about this whole thing with David. I had found her. Her Mom was there and told me how Ann was upstairs. I went up there and she was in the bathroom. I kept saying 'Jen, Jen" and I opened the door, while I kept saying Jen and she was naked I think, curled up to the right side of the toilet, near the floor and the right wall, all wrapped up in herself with heavy dealing with things and grief posturing.
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I felt really attracted and pulled by David, it was delicious in that. I feel really disturbed and very upset about the stealing of the camera because of my need for integrity and consideration and good relations. I feel concerned for my welfare that this dream might indicate how much I might have the potential and if I am possibly doing this, where I am unable to be authentic and not feel that I can share my real feelings. I want to look up Roman Complex. I do have to say that the dream was a whole pull of deliciousness of being attracted.
The whole thing with Ann Haven was quite something, I wonder if that is me in some ways, very burdened down on some level with grief and heavy dealings with things. I don't know why I kept calling her Jen. I had a reiki tx yesterday and I feel really affected, it was very intense, I feel heavy, very tired, and I feel a change in energy such as a cross between difficulty with my breathing and yet more ease with it, I feel good in my stomache. From the reiki tx I kept thinking of the native american story "whistpering wind and singing breezes" that advocates a woman who has to go off alone from her mate to follow a vision and the message was "the light is in seaking the true message" something to that effect. The true message includes some of my attraction to David and the power of that and also some danger in possiby being afraid to jeapordize that connection by not staying true to my feelings. Since I had done a search for Ann Haven and someone popped up as working at the Santa Fe Native American Art Museum, there is an element of deep sacredness associated.
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