Weddings/ Cousins/ Ex-boyfriends/Dancing/ Celebrities
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Lucid Intent? No
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I had a very long dream with many different parts.
My ex-boyfriend Matt came searching for me. I was living at my mom's house. He told me that he was in love with me, and had missed me. I felt the same, and we proceeded in having a really long session of passionate love making. I call it that because it was so much more than just sex. There was such a deep connection. After spending an entire day together, he suddenly had to go, and in such an abrupt manner. It was snowing outside, and I decided to follow him to see where he was going. I followed him to his fiancee's either bridal, or baby shower. I was in such shock, and I was so hurt. He saw me there, and told me that I would always be the woman that he loved, but that he made a commitment to this woman. I asked him why he came to find me, and he said he just had to know before he got married if he did still love me. Though he still couldnt leave his fiancee. He asked me to leave, but I was distraught, and kept roaming around the grocery store where the shower was taking place. I was sobbing, confused and so disappointed. My mom, and her sister where there at different points trying to console me. And some of my friends too. I think Lisa was there. I started acting desperate, and made a scene in front of his fiancee's friends. He kept asking me to leave, but I wouldnt. Then I was at my mom's house, and it was late at night, and I think I had been drinking, and I tried calling Matt, but his cell phone was shut off. I called his parents house at 5 in the morning, and asked for Matt. His dad answered, and once he heard who it was, he seemed to know what happened, and so did his mom. They called MAtt, and they were all very upset. Matt came to try, and find me, but I kept leaving so that he couldnt get to me.
I was in Greece for a little while, though it was different than here. I was def. not in the US. Matt might have been looking for me here.
Then I was on a swing that was high off of the ground. I was looking down, and saw PB, his wife and daughter on a swing below me. They looked so happy. It was a ride at an amusement park. We were really high up, and then going very fast in circles. Then I had his daughter with me, and she was laughing, and having so much fun on the ride with me. After the ride was over I went up to PB, and was in shock that I was there with him, and his family. I kept telling him that I had been dreaming, and woke up to being there. He was acting strangely, in a distant, and annoyed manner. I felt that I was imposing, but I never expressed it. They seemed to be doing the same. PB was very affectionate with his wife, and daughter. I remember that I kept thinking that there wasnt anything too special about his wife, but I loved her daughter. We went back to his wife's parent's house in Texas. It was in a wooded area. I suddenly realized that there were huge snakes everywhere, as well as other huge creatures, even small dinosaurs. I was afraid, though nobody else was. PB seemed annoyed to have to keep saving me from them, and consoling me. His mother in law had red hair, and was wealthy, and uppity. I was in a tent for a while, but was too afraid to sleep there, so they took me in the house and I slept in a bedroom with a big brown wooden canopy bed with mosquito nets hanging down. I slept with one of their dogs, and was locked into the room. I woke up, and started stripping the beds of their pink, and purple sheets. It was time for me to go find a flight out of there, and I was on the phone trying to do so , but there wasnt one until the next day. I asked them to look for hotels, but they only had a cheap motel. I asked them to look for B&Bs, and they found one for about $450.00 a night, and i booked it, even though it was more than my flight. I remember feeling that I wanted comfort.
A guy Dave that I know from my past was in the dream somewhere. I think we were having sex in Jason's old apt. Then I was driving around looking for my apt. in Ingram. Lisa, and I were suddenly together, and went to 7-11. I lost my debit card, and also my mother's. I was on the floor of the store looking through my purse forever. Lisa and I were talking to this young boy named Danny. (My father's name). He was trying to steal my change, and was eating candy. I kept telling him that I would gladly give him some money, but that he wasn't allowed to steal it from me. Lisa, and I kept talking to him, lecturing him, and teasing him. At the end, I gave him a heartfelt talk on how to treat women, and that he better be different when he was older. He seemed to be about nine years old. Lisa and I got outside and I asked her his name again to make sure it was Danny, and she confirmed it.
Then I was with my cousin Joey G. It was snowing, and we were in a house with trees all around it. It was night time. Joey was getting married in the next couple of days, though he was really in love with me. And I was with him. Though we didnt tell each other, or anyone else, since we were cousins. Then we were at my grandma's house, and I didnt think she was home. But, Joey said that he had just heard her upstairs. I went up, and found her there. She was very warm, and sweet. She told me that Joey had only always loved one girl, and that was me. I asked her if she thought it was wrong, and she smiled and said "no." I felt relief. Then my grandpa was there, and he seemed to be so glad to see me. He was emotional, and talking to me in such a gentle manner. I seemed to know that he was dead, and asked him if he remembered me. And he said yes, and told me how he always watched me as a cheerleader when I was younger, and how I was the best out of my cousins, and that I could have gone to Chicago being one, if I had wanted to. This seemed to be a big compliment. I think I talked to them about not liking the sheriff's office, and that I was always a girly girl, and not a fighter. At first they didnt understand, but in the end they seemed to, and I felt relieved. I told him that I didnt remember him, and he became sad, and cried. In my dream I thought that he died when I was five, but in reality he died many years before i was born.
Then I was at the church that I went to in grade school at, and it was Joey's wedding. My ex-boyfriend, and friend, Chad was there, with his girlfriend, and I told them about Joey. I dont remember what they thought, but i remember thinking that I had to impress them. There were so many people there. The big church was filled with our family, and celebrities. The last time that I was in this church in reality, was for my father's funeral. I was dressed as a Grecian goddess in the dream. My long hair was twisted loosely on to the top of my head, and held with a snake pin of sorts. I had a long flowing white dress that tied around my neck on. I was very thin, and remember thinking that I looked beautiful, but was very conscious of not showing off. My male cousins wanted to carry me around like I was a queen, or a princess, but I kept saying no. They were all in tuxedos. The wedding began, but it was more like a performance on the altar. I was performing with Katy Perry, and Beyonce. We were dancing in a really sexy manner, and the audience was cheering. It was really long, and I remember thinking that this wasnt a wedding, or that it shouldnt be one. Then Beyonce had a surprise performance, but needed matches, socks and an ash tray. I asked the crowd on a microphone for them. My aunt verne brought me matches, along with some random men that i was calling on, and finally j.lo did. She was in a red dress, and was over weight. I think Jay Z was there, but I dont recall for sure. We were getting ready to perform when a surprise guest was coming, and I think it was Lady Gaga, but then I woke up before she arrived.
Additional Comments:
Woke up off, and on.
