monstrocity
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I was in Katie & Jeff's house at night time, outside/downstairs it was very well lit like a little christmas cottage city (not to be confused with cottage cheese city...which would actually be pretty damn cool too). I went downstairs and saw some teenage boys outside the door. One of which earlier in the dream was trying to date me, and one of the other three included Haley's ex bf (a few years younger)...I part jokingly said "don't let them in!" because I didn't feel like hanging out with them. They heard me say "don't let them in" and broke the front window panels of the display window out of anger because there feelings were hurt?!?! Reminded me of fucking Mike AHHH.
I was beyond FURIOUS and went outside and started yelling at them and telling them how they were so immature and misunderstood and did that for no reason (very much like Mike's crazy ass). They said Sorry, but we just heard what you said...I screamed at them for misunderstanding me and told them even if I was serious...what they did was messed up, the one that liked me was Mike's energy and I remember thinking he was like Mike for taking everything so GD seriously. My anger just kept increasing and I had no sympathy... and got in a big argument with them and picked up to call the police. One of the youngerThey said see this is why you are so mean? The more the anger kept taking hold of me, I felt like I couln't relate to anyone and that I was being crazy...and then I was angry because I felt my anger was justified!! I also felt more and more misunderstood.
Next I was outside trying to attend an Obama trying to avoid these teenage boys again, not trying to deal with them any further...
When I came home Adam was there and he was so angry at the boys, in order to get back at them...he had Rachel's three cats, whom he thought belonged to the boys, and started shredding there tails off with a knife. Once again I was screaming to the point of tears at him!! I was so frustrated that he further misunderstood and boys kept turning their anger into physical acts of aggression....and then there problem was solved and they weren't angry anymore...
I was yelling at Adam and holding the cats, specifically her Orange Tabby (oscar), there tails were all shredded up and he accidentally cut their bodies..it was horrendous. I was more upset that they sat innocently like babies and sort of let it happen. I was yelling ' THESE ARE INNOCENT LIVING BEINGS AND had nothing to do with anything!!
The entire dream I was also frantically searching for Rachel, I thought she was dead. She was ignoring me all day untill she finally came down. She was depressed and looked how she did when I first met her, but her hair was just cut/styled and in long curls at the bottom, she also would not open up to me.
The dream, esp the cat part was so incredibly upsetting and at many points frustrating and filled with misunderstandings. It's kind of even upset writing about it again.
AHHHHH
Additional Comments:
@ Katie and Jeffs...treated Jeff for a car accident and Katie for capricorn/herself and something all three of us were involved in one life before that was a re enactment of yesterday.
I also felt a great relief of anxiety after Jeff was treated. I also think Rachel may have been involved...something w/ a major accident...the dream mimicked pieces of all of this.
Today is awesome though...there is 32" PLUS SNOW WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING....IT'S SO amazing and beautiful and I'm excited to be stuck here and figure out this stuff!!
