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Psychadelic Vivid Semi Conscious Experience

Date of dream: Thursday, June 18, 2009

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Lucid Intent? No    

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I don't usually go out of my way to post things like this but this dream was beyond intense and vivid for me, it was something that seemed abnormal and terrifying. I want to know right off the bat if anyone has had similar experiences. Thanks. Some good prior knowledge to this is that I stopped using Prozac about a month ago, something I had been using for 3 years. I also had engaged in some drug use previously in my life, drinking here and there and smoking pot a little more sporadically.

Well, it began that afternoon when I decided to take a nap after a late night last night, followed by work that day. I was fairly tired, and I don't take naps very often. It was raining heavily outside and it had been nearly dark as night in my room. I went to bed and fell asleep almost immediately. The dream began with me "waking". I literally thought I had awakened from my nap and was going downstairs. As I saw my dad smashing bottles and acting terribly belligerent I knew this was not normal. The fear was intense, it was panicking. I ran back upstairs and hid in my room. The dream faded out. I again, "woke up" feeling in my dream like I was awake. This time i looked outside and it was raining, just like it had been all day. The only difference is that it was much darker, even the interior of my house was dark. I began to sit up on my bed and an elephant, yes an elephant smashed his head through my window. This image is so engraved in my mind because the dream was so vivid it was as if this actually happened. In the context of reading about this you would probably laugh, but during my dream state I was more scared than I had ever been. I ran to the bathroom locking myself in and again, the dream faded. I "awoke" for a third time. This was the most insane and significant part of the dream. It was a mirror image of reality. I got out of bed but I was still tired. I decided I would nap a bit longer. I went back under my covers, which was a thin sheet and a make shift sleeping bag cover. It was so realistic I cannot discern whehter this part actually happened or I was dreaming even now. I was trapped, I could not move. My muscles froze while I was putting my blankets on. My arms were up adjusting the blankets but just stuck there, all I could see is blanket and a small view of my window. I then realized I was dreaming, or something strange was going on. I began thinking to myself, if I'm dreaming, I will do whatever I please. I imagined a girl who I had not seen since high school but was very fond of and had several sexual encounters with. I immediately teleported to an image of me having sex with this girl, and then the dream stopped and I woke up. I woke up sweaty, dazed and panting heavily. I literally sat in my bed for ten minutes in fear that the dream was not over. I had never had a dream this intense and realistic it literally blew my mind. I was confused, but mostly terrified. The main thing that scared me was that feeling of not being able to move, only see. Imagine if that happened to you when you were awake and that was basically how I felt. I want to know more about dreams/experiences like this to make sure I'm not losing my mind.

Thank you for your time.