My Mom was 12
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Lucid Intent? No
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I was sitting in my cousin, Erins, bedroom floor at her old house on Whirling Court, listening to her tapes. She wasnt there but either her mom or my mom or both of them were there, though I couldnt see them, I could just hear them talking to me. (I don't remember what they were saying) As I was listening to and fidgetting with the tapes I kept seeing flashes of pictures of my mom and Vickie when they were younger. Then my cousin, Drew, was there with me and I was playing with a soft white eraser and he told me that Erin felt strongly about breast cancer and then he said "You know my mom died from a heart attack, don't you?"
The dream changed and I was with my mom in her kitchen. She had been going out a lot with her friend Kendall and Kendall's husband, Paul. My mom was telling me that they sprinkled a white powder on their cigarettes or on their joints when they went to concerts. She said Paul really likes it that way but she thought they were too strong. As she was telling me this I grew angrier and angrier.
Dream changed and I was with my sister, Tanya, Tommy (husband), Paul, Mamaw (grandma), my mom, Vickie (my aunt who in waking life is not alive), and Kendall. We were in the kitchen of my grandparents house (a house they used to live in, the one in Midland downtown near the hospital). Mom, Vickie, and Mamaw were all younger and Paul was also my uncle and Kendall was also my aunt. Mamaw was sitting at the head of the table and everyone else was standing aorund talking and telling jokes. Then Paul/my uncle, told a joke about 9 virgins or something and everyone laughed except for me. As he was telling the joke I was looking through a photo album with pictures of my mom and Vickie in it. When I didnt laugh Tommy leaned over and asked me why I didnt laugh and I said "Its not funny". I was feeling angry towards Paul and was thinking about his joke. I looked up and saw my Mom smiling looking back at Vickie as she poured someone a glass of tea. I thought to myself "I can't believe he told that joke in front of my mom, she's only twelve, she's the same age as Kelly and we would never say stuff like that around Kelly."
Then we were all at Kendall and Pauls backyard. They were also my aunt and uncle. I was furious at Paul. I had with me a folder of important papers that I think were things I had written about my family. I went to do something inside and when I came back my papers were scattered everywhere, all over the soaking wet grass. Everyone was gone except mom and Kendal (at this point Kendal looked like my sister Tanya, but she wasnt Tanya). I was running around trying to pick up my papers, knowing it was Kendall and Pauls fault. Kendall just stood there holding her black cat pretending it was all the cats fault. She told me "Im sorry we can't help. We have to go to a friends house." This pissed me off so bad, I got in her face and shouted "How dare you".
Dream changed and Im back at my moms house and everyone was their present real life age. Tanya, Mike, Kelly, and I were all there and Tanya and Mike were argueing and slapping eachother. I got mad and told them to knock it off and I got up and left. I was walking down the street and everything was like the early 1900's in a new city. I kept passing people I know from school. I was very sad and I was looking for something. There was a very bad smell and I was holding my nose as I walked out of town down a dirt road. As I bagan to pass a woman who had set up camp I began to get sharp pains between two of my toes on my right foot each time I took a step. For some reason I think it was supposed to be my bladder that was hurting. I started to cry and looked back at the lady and she or I said "Come back so I can get medicine for my badu."
