Saying Good Bye to Becky...
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I walked into the hospital room & Becky was laying in the bed. She looked really bad. Her face was sunken in & you could tell the cancer was eating her alive. The whole reason I didn't go to the hospital was to avoid seeing her like this & I still ended up seeing it. She was just laying there & she had some pretty pink roses next to her bed. We talked for a little bit & she kept saying she was ready to go, she was tired of hurting. There were also people everywhere waiting outside the door & her young children. She suddenly quit talking & closed her eyes & fell asleep.
I was so mad. I hugged her kids & just kept thinking this wasn't fair. I wasn't ready for her to go just because she was. I had things I needed to know, things I wanted to talk to her about. I wanted to hear her voice again. I just kept freaking out & suddenly it was like God was talking to us thru a loud speaker. He stated that he was going to keep resurrecting Becky until everyone said/did was they were suppose to do & let her go.
Suddenly Becky was alive again & now her hospital bed was in a house & we were all sitting there. Everyone was happy she was alive again & kept talking to her. I was sitting cross legged on the floor playing with her son. She still looked so sick & so miserable. And again she died & then was yet again alive.
I woke up for some reason & was in tears. I realized I was letting her go & wanted to sleep again to finish the dream & see Becky the right way, not sick.
This time I fell back asleep. Becky looked so much better. She had make up & was herself. We talked more & she was telling me to look at her picture albums when she was gone & I would see what her kids liked her to do to make them happy. And she pointed out one picture of her holding her son & said he wanted to be held like that when he was sick to feel better. I said okay & told her I'd do the best I could & we'd look at the pictures. She said she was tired & she really wanted to be done. And with that she silently passed away & finally looked in peace & not sick.
I woke up when she had finally passed with no alarm. I could still hear her voice so clearly & remember her words & she left us for the final time.
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Becky was a very good friend that passed away from breat cancer 3 weeks ago at the age of 33.
