Having another baby...
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I was in the big hospital 3 hours away & hugely pregnant. Nobody was there except me & some doctors & I was in full blown labor. Could feel it, hear it, wow. I was in so much pain & kept telling the doctor there was no way to I could possibly push, it hurt too bad. The nurse was amazing & kept saying to just do it & I'd have a baby.
And suddenly I had this gorgeous baby boy that weighed in at 7 lbs 2 ozs. He was beautiful & I was instantly in love. I couldn't believe how small he was & how totally mine he was. I just kept saying I finally had the last baby I wanted. Couldn't get enough of him, threw a fit & refused the doctors to take him at all. I held him for what felt like forever.
Then I got in some red van (maybe the neighbors van) & drove back home. I sat in the back seat with the baby the whole time & just stared at him. Yet, I never saw who was driving or how I managed to get home. They dropped me & the baby off at Ty's parents where he was. He came out & saw the baby & his mom couldn't wait to get ahold of him. We went inside & were holding the baby & just couldn't imagine. Ty finally asked to hold him.
We sat there & I suddenly realized I didn't have a going home outfit or a birth certificate or anything. I began to panic & wanted them to watch him so I could run & get something & Ty kept telling me it didn't matter, it was hot out & he could wear his onesie. I felt like I had to get those things & felt so unprepared. I was now convinced this is why I never had another baby, because I wasn't ready for one & was doing a horrible job at it. I began to fear someone would take my baby because I had no proof he was mine & nothing for him.
About that point I woke up & wanted to go back to sleep to hold my baby again. Yes, crazy! I fell back asleep & the dream began again. I know I was awake as I checked my phone & then instantly back into dreamland. I was again holding this baby & then gave him back to Ty. I was absolutely amazed that he was finally willing to hold a baby & so good with him. I finally asked Ty what we should name him & said "Bryon Cotta" I really didn't like it. It made me think of my dumb neighbors brother & where in the hell did he pick the middle name? I was just sitting there staring at him trying to figure out what to do since i had told him he could name him if he was a boy & I despised the name he picked out.
And at that point my text message went off again & I was awake for the day.
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Amazingly real. When I woke up I could still feel the baby, smell him, remember what he looked like so vividly. I wanted nothing more then to go to sleep & hold my own baby again.
Must make note this was day ONE on chantix.... I'd take the pill just to dream, not having an urge to smoke is just a plus.
