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triplets??

Date of dream: Tuesday, February 08, 2005

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I had the weirdest dream. I should have written this before doing anything else, but I didn't so I've forgotten a lot of it already.





The main thing was that I had three babies! Not triplets but all under 18 months old, which is impossible. I was 40 years old in the dream, but looked like I did when I was 15. I often look like that in my dreams, heh.





So I've raised my two boys, and in the dream was going back to school. I never graduated high school, I have a GED. But in the dream I was trying to finish high school for some reason. (Forty years old, two years left of high school.) I met up with a previous boyfriend (nobody I know from real life) and had sex.. at least three times since I got pregnant three times and had three babies.





Then the whole thing revolved around the fact that I had no job and couldn't finish school and couldn't do even the basic things, like going to the store for baby clothes and diapers since it's mighty difficult to handle three babies at once, by yourself. Plus lack of money. I remember thinking it was ironic that I'd been a nurse, but I've been out of it for so long, I'm not sure what it would take to get back to nursing, if I'd wanted to. Nursing would have provided the income necessary to raise the three children.





Some of my family were there. They wouldn't help me. This is a pretty common theme in my dreams, probably since my real family doesn't help me, they like to insult me and make my life more difficult in fact. This is something that hurts me in real life. And I dream about it often.





I also often dream about school, going back, usually college, but sometimes high school; getting back into nursing, and the fact that I don't know what would be involved.





Another fun fact: I raised two boys on my own. It was very hard. Any thought of having another child is a serious nightmare for me. It's the very last thing in the world I want to do.

First Day on the Job

Date of dream: Monday, July 12, 2004

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I was an RN (which I really used to be) and it was my first day at a new job.

I had a patient who was a boy of about 5 years old. The doctor was young and sweet and good looking. I had to work closely with the doctor on this patient all day.

Everything was going well, the boy liked me a lot, until half way through my shift. Then for no reason, he hated me and screamed if I came around him until I went away.

So another nurse was assigned to him, a woman who had been a real bitch to me the whole morning. The boy and doctor loved her. The doctor was telling her bad things about me even though when I was working with him he had acted like he thought I was great.

At the end of the shift I heard the bitch telling the next shift that I was going to write her up. I stopped and told her that I wasn't. That I was new and wasn't sure why things had happened the way they did.

Additional Comments:

There were more details but they're fading from my memory already.
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    confusion
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    The Party

    Date of dream: Wednesday, June 02, 2004

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    I lived in a large, fancy home with my two sons. The boys were still little, under ten years old. There were hundreds of people there, mostly children and teenagers, and they were destroying my house, playing around, not on purpose. They were making a lot of noise, too.

    I wanted them to get out. I kept going around telling everyone to get out of my house but they wouldn't listen. I tried to yell but my voice wouldn't go very loud. I tried a megaphone and still my voice wasn't loud. I was raging mad.

    During the party a one of my cousin's children fell and broke her arm. But I couldn't leave the house with this wildness going on.

    Finally the police showed up and chased everyone out. It took hours, there were that many people there. I didn't call them, I never thought of calling them. I don't know why they came.

    So then I had my two sons, who weren't behaving at all well, and the girl. I had to take her to the hospital and drop her off because of the way the boys were acting. She was very small. Abnormally small.

    I went home to the mess and was having to punish the boys, especially the older one, because they were still acting wild. Finally he fell asleep.

    A while later I told them to get dressed to go out because we were going to go get the girl from the hospital. He starts packing a suitcase. I said "no, just get dressed to go out, you're coming back home." Then I heard another of my cousins up there telling him he could stay with her tonight and to pack a suitcase no matter what I say.

    I didn't know she was at my house, she'd snuck upstairs behind my back. I told her to get out, that they were not staying at her house and she wasn't welcome here. She then left and went to get the girl from the hospital, without my knowledge. So that when I arrived to pick her up, she was gone. When I went to her house, her mother had already been told a bunch of lies about me by the other cousin who I'd told to leave my house.

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