Date of dream: Friday, January 02, 2004
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I was in the middle of nowhere, searching for my Underworld Soundtrack cd like I was crazed. My
younger cousin (not seen as a cousin in the dream) was my lover and we were arguing because we
never have sex anymore. We have boring sex, with both of us crying, and then I go back to looking
for my cd. Another cousin of mine was some kind of gangster, and he was protecting me from some
guys that were trying to come after me, along with my brother, who was running around with his
fatigues on and his m16 from room to room but never doing anything. There was shooting and car
chases, but I kept on looking for my cd. My cousin/lover comes to me and admits he is gay just as I
find my cd and start playing the song "Being Human". Then he kills himself. I go on a pilgrimage into
the mountains to reach where the sky touches heaven to ask God to bring him back. I reach the top
and God tells me in order for him to come back, I had to sacrifice something important to me, so I
break my cd and throw it into the sky.
I wake up in bed and my cousin/lover is there next to me. The dream repeats itself, only whenever
I'm looking for the cd this time, something keeps nagging me that there is a reason I can't find it. I
find the cd before he tells me he's gay this, and then it dawns on me that that was why I couldn't find
it...because I had given it as a sacrifice. I run to my cousin/lover, tell him we can't be together
anymore because he is gay and that it's alright and I understand. I tell him there's no need to feel
ashamed or lonely and that I love him still and he shouldn't do anything to hurt himself.
I then break my cd and throw it into a river while holding his hand.
Then I wake up.
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Date of dream: Thursday, January 01, 2004
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It was a sunny day outside and I was sitting on my bed watching my ex-fiance, Cowboy, put on the
medusa medallion that I gave him for Christmas. He turns and smiles at me, and suddenly Swiz is next
to me holding my hand. Cowboy thanks me for the necklace and then winks at me. He tells Swiz that I
gave him such a nice gift because I am still in love with him and he (Swiz) should just leave me alone.
I jump up and start arguing with Cowboy, telling him I don't love him and never loved him, and Swiz
disappears. Cowboy pulls me to him and looks deep into my eyes. He says something I can't
understand and kisses me. I smack him and run away, calling for Swiz. I see Swiz standing far from
me in the darkness, but I am afraid to go to him so I turn to leave and I bump into Cowboy, who grabs
me roughly and starts taking my clothes off. I fight him at first, but then I give into his kisses and
roughness, and he makes love to me angrily, hurting me viciously and laughing, as I clutch at him,
gasping and crying, begging him to stop and leave me alone. He looks demonic, reddish skin and small
horns and grey eyes. He rides me and hurts me more, but I am moaning and enjoying it. He leans
down and whispers "You are mine." and when he pulls away, it's Swiz. I nod, whisper "Love you" and
sit up to kiss him hungrily.
Then I wake up.
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Date of dream: Tuesday, November 04, 2003
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I was the devilâ??s dog walker.
All times of the day and night, he would call for me and I had to get the dogs and take them out. There
was 5 of them, little lap dogs, always yapping and jumping all over the place. The devil was some guy
from a movie I had seen before I went to bedâ?¦the current husband of Bette Midler in â??That Old
Feelingâ?â?¦and he had all of the mood swings the guy in the movie had. Yup, the devil was manic
depressive, lived in a huge Victorian house, had a Bentley, and a goth girl as his girlfriend. I donâ??t
remember much except how much I hated walking the dogs, and that I wore glasses and a catholic girl
outfit and pig tails.
Images of me having sex with Swiz would splice in between my dog walking. We were in a red room
and I had long hair and he had horns, a long goatee, and long black nails that he would rake down my
back and cut into my skin. He was saying something to me while we were sexing doggy style, and the
odd part was that he was giving me analâ?¦and I knew it was strange in the dream but I just went with
it. The room we were in was steaming hot, and kind of looked like the inside of a volcano. I was
wearing a lot of make up, which I donâ??t usually do, had gray eyes, and was wearing a red and black
nightie. He turns me over and we do it that way, with him holding me down, laughing and grinning at
me wickedly while I writhed beneath him moaning. Then we came and his face was back to normal and
the room was back to normal, and he leaned in to say something, smile, and almost kiss me, but then I
was holding the dogs again.
This time I was walking them around the house and there was a lot of snow outside and the devil was
ranting about something and pacing around me, so I opened a window, took the dogs, and tossed them
out of the window. The devil screamed and ran to the window, asking me what I had done and I just
smiled and pointed. The devil then turned into Swiz and he turned his pain racked face to me and
cried, â??What have we done? Why are you torturing me?â? I reach to touch him but he glares at me
angrily and pulls away.
He jumps out of the window after the dogs and disappears into snow. I scream after him from the
window and start to jump after him.
Then I wake up.
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